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(Kelly is webcamming Sean. No wonder so happy) RECAP! Wednesday - Dinner with CCC-Clique aka CCCC, Bryan Christian Marion @ Swensens! Thursday - Ate KFC after school and then went home. Had the best CCCC Mass conversation ever @ MSN. ERRRR : Hi guys! I know i haven't really been "BLOGGING" recently. Trust me, school was tiring as hell. I do my RJs like last minute recently. Ohh! And... i learnt that, we need to sleep at any given opportunity! I feel like a zombie the past few days due to lack of rest. Like seriously! Anyway, school's been good. My classmates are seriously bonding really quickly. Everyone's gonna wear the RP shirt on Monday! (Well, they better do!!!) & We all added "Wedgie" in our Facebook name! HAHAHAHA Its an inside joke so yeah!!! :P Kelly hahahah! Anyway i was reading a post Kelly wrote and i was really touched. I know its a little too early to say this, but i love my class and i cannot expect all of them to be flawless. We accept...

Sometimes we just have to believe in ourselves. What is wrong with you?

Life's a painful word. You never know when it may go wrong or when lady luck is gonna smile on you. Its a mixture of emotions and lined-up string of thoughts. We all have different goals and ambitions, all walking different paths. However, what if we meet an obstacle on the way and we may need to work doubly hard compared to the rest to achieve what we wanted initially? But of course, we can all give up anytime while walking - That, is the easiest way out of life. Would you take the easy way out? (Hahahaha hello E37L classmates, Didnt wanna tell you guys my blog but you guys found it anyway)

But we're of the same denominator.

We all make mistakes almost all the time and that is going to go on for the rest of our lives. Decision making plays a strong role towards the possibility of committing a mistake. Most of the time people follow their heart over the mind, thus causing all problems to surface. Although the mind is powerful, it never beats how much we feel with the heart. The mind controls how you think, but the heart controls what to think about. We all face life questions once in awhile and that is when we were stuck between choices. Everyone has regrets. We all have a time when we felt that we shouldn't do something in the first place, or shouldn't agree to something so irrationally. When decision made, never regret because there is no time to do so. Why regret when we can spend the time regretting making new commitments and choices, amending our mistakes. Would you rather commit a mistake but to follow your heart, or save the sin but follow your mind. There is always a time we pick sides. . I ...

Because its been knocking on my door.

The fireworks were pretty, but thats not what caught my attention.

Many times we all find that little speck of happiness and think that its is going to stay for the lifetime. Perhaps having that little hope may be like an adrenaline to drive us further, but has anyone think about the thousand ways how it could turn into a disaster? Humans are not greedy by nature. But by believing and expecting more, their heart tends to want more, which leads to many disappointments and so much sorrow eating into our head. Shit happens. And when it does, not only do we stopped believing, we stop wanting. We then start to avoid whatever that could risk our joy. We were afraid. Just like little kids fearful of fairytale monsters and bad dreams with dragons with witches and fearful fighters. Because of that fear, our limit to how much we open ourselves to believe and eventually fade off with hope. We all go through tears once in awhile in our life, the question is not really why we should go through all these pain, but if its worth it.

Thank Ben Poh for his SUPER AMAZING CUTE KAWAII ADORABLE COMFY SPIDERMAN JACKET. I instantly feel like spider woman upon wearing it LOL. SEE, SO CUTE RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THE JACKET! ------ Yes yes! Thank god its friday! :) Slept for less than 5 hours. Im super lethargic in class. & to think i was about to fall asleep in class while listening to others present. Science was tough as hell today. As usual, im the scribe. But next week one of my team members wants to give it a try. Peesh, I swear my brains almost dropped from too much thinking. Lucky the presentation and the faci's shooting gun wasnt so bad afterall lol. Managed an A in cognitive skills for this week and i hope to maintain this awesomeness! I cant wait for communication's module to be released. School ended at a pretty decent time and i went to look for S and the rest :) Did half of my RJ but left it undone as i went to NYP to look for Edwiana. (Because her school is really near mine!!!!) Sorry Melvin Tay...

..when or how it happened. Hidaya is in the same team as me for Maths, Enterprise, Communications. Lol her webcam so clear right!? Jealous !!! FINALLY DONE WITH MY 5 PARAGRAPH LONG RJ! (Pro dog!) Firstly, Congrats to all my friends that got into poly the very last minute! Secondly, Goodbye to my cognitive module as well as my enterprise team mate Sean. As he is transferring to NYP. (Sad diez) Thirdly, I got a B for my maths module! Lol! I hope to get A next time round :P Anyway! Today was awesome as well! Met Liang Jie in the morning and he ate like a dog on the way to school :D (HAVE TO ADD THAT HE WASNT LATE FOR ONCE!!!) He didnt send me to class because we were gonna be late soon and his faci today sucks! It was enterprise again and seriously, I ate like a dog in class when we went to Kofu to dabao our food. Eat and do our daily project. Like beggar like that. Overall, I think everyone did a good job again! Most importantly we all had fun! Lesson ended late again thanks to our faci,...

Team 5 Communications Skills Module! Today was a rather good day for me! Went to school with an empty stomach but i went to get the fish bread ($1 only!) for break and munched away hahahaha. I also bought bubble tea (Jason's recommendation). Make my stomach feel so queasy in class loh. We finished up the work pretty quickly today and did an awesome skit. Hehehehe! Own liao today! I really hope i can get an A, though. Didnt have lunch as i was not hungry. But i was starved during meeting 3. Hahaha. I pray pray pray pray that i can get As for my cognitive module as well as my communications module. I want to do well for my other modules too! :) I loveeeeee E37L, SO FAR SO GOOD! Cant wait for Sem 2 though! After school i did my RJ in class and Sherman bought food up for me! DAMN YUMMY I SWEARRR :D Went to IG fair with Jamie, Bryan, Sherman, Christian, Jolene, Marion, Justin. Decided to join Student ambassador. But i signed up for cheerleading and tennis. Most prob joining tennis la, c...

Cognitive Skills Team 3! (Without Sean) Hey! :) School was pretty amazing today! I kinda liked the module as the faci was interesting and fun! We did some brainstorming and finally did up a PPT and our group own! Okay la not really, all the groups are really good!! I just wanna make myself feel better by saying we own :( Sighh HAHAHAHA. But good job all of you!!! :) Was really busy today and the team work was fantastic today. All crowd around me as im the scribe and just keep throwing ideas and questions. Had little debates among ourselves and made assumptions and various solutions. I really think we had are awesome together man! :) 3 cheers for team 3! Did my RJ in class before heading to CWP to eat dinner at pastamania! Went home after that! Dead tired like dog LOOOOL. Boomz.

E37L ♥ Today module was maths and it was really mind bobbing. Its been so long since i actually tried memorizing the formulas and now i have to actually do it all over again! Thank god CCC and STA peeps only had to go through this module ONCE! Anyway! We didnt have to do presentation today, SHIOK OR NOT YOU SAY LEH?! :P So it was damn slack!!! We practically had NOTHING to do rather than play some lame game that no one monitors and its not even graded LOOOOL. Today is the most relaxed day so far since school started! Sooo happy! Did my RJ and Quiz after school and went home at about, 6? :P It was raining again though. Sianz, my comfy/favourite blue slip ons! :( I got so many pair of shoes but i dont really have flats or comfy ones i could wear the whole day! Oh well! :) Time to buy new comfy shoes for school! Trick or Treat?

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSY HONEY! You're finally 18! Try not to party so hard and concentrate on your O lvls this year! I love you i love you and i thank god to let me meet you! Stay happy and try not to fall in love so easily next time! But if you need me, holla my cell! Love you! Enjoy your birthday! - Woke up with headache and fever plus bad tummy. No its not the runs nor the cramps, it just keep hurting really badly. I forgot which ass commented that maybe i have stomach cancer. Wtf. Anyway, was suppose to go ECP to meet Charisse and Ann they all. To celebrate Ann's birthday i think!!! Roller blading! BUT i decided not to go because i scared i pass my sickness to them sia. So i became a good girl and stayed home, reading books. When i meant books, not educational books. Story books. :P - Today, while chatting with Jaime on MSN, we talking about love calculator. The primary school game everyone tried before. Its still up, www.lovecalculator.com. But of course, i doubt it ...

I have to stop everything before its too late. Lets just say i want to pretend nothing happened.

As usual! Met up with BFFs after putting them aeroplane so many times.. My bad!! :D Have been really really busy this week, orientation and stuff. Everytime when i get home i will boomz on the bed like right after im done showering. So restless. Anyway, Friday night was awesome! I enjoyed it very very much! We took over 150 photos using my lappy but majority is kinda blur lah. So yeah! Did abit of catching up! (Its not like we havnt seen each other for very long) School life has officially started. 8.30am to 3.30pm everyday, + RJ in school 30mins. So 4pm. E37L is kinda nice, maybe not warmed up entirely yet but still... When i think about the mini projects everyday (Presentation and PPT) I feel so stress, dont know why too. Zzz. I need to meet Jolene, Crystal, Edwin, Clara, Cassy, Karen, Charisse, SZ + many more soon! Find time, find time!! :( I cant believe you're affecting me so much. Whats wrong with me?

First day of school! Module ; Enterprise! Boring or not you tell me? zzz. Already met this dude on the 3rd day of orientation. This is Jason Chua. Most prob gonna be close to me for this sem. He's the dog that sits at the table opposite of mine, facing me. And its gonna be like that every enterprise lesson sia ZZZ. Sadly, there are no people inbetween our view so we always see each other's dog face. We always msn about our classmates and bad mouth the facilitator LOLZ. He's from SHL and he says CCC people surrender because we raise up our hands when being called, ya right, lets talk about steriods!!! (Boo) Always giving me that cheeky face, dont know what he's up to. Today, he ask the whole class to go google.com and type in "Thats not sexy" and click "I feel lucky" beside the google search button. AND I ALMOST DIED THANKS TO HIM. PS : DID YOU TRY SEARCHING THAT ON GOOGLE TOO? HAHAHAHA! He's a very funny dog friend though HAHAHA. :D Oyaaaaa, I sk...

WARNING extremely wordy post HI! 1st day of orientation was good! The day before the orientation i woke up at about 10pm, thanks to andy's call. Didnt sleep throughout and was talking to liangjie on msn, persuading him to come for the orientation too! But that ass kinda went offline when i went to shower and say he's not going. Zzz. I left my house at 7.45, reached the MRT station at 7,55, and boarded the train exactly at 8am. Reached woodlands at 8.35, and i had to wait for andy and i was ALONE. I was so annoyed because andy was LATE, and not just late, its LATE LATE LATE. So i just stood there like a dog waiting for andy to appear, at 8.50, Liang jie called. He asked me where i was and ask me go find him LOLZX. Ass, still bluff me say not going... Went to look for him and almost walked to school together until andy called saying he finally Finally FINALLY reached, and it was already 9.10. We were late. So we walked to school together and went to our respective schools, Liang ...

Hi i am going to blog like a typical siao girl girl. After alena introduce me. . . . This drama, its so addictive i watched it non stop throughout the 16episodes! The story so so only la, its kinda like boys over flowers loh, same plot somemore, the lead actor get the girl even though treat her like shit, then the 2nd dude so freaking nice and patient also bo get the girl, the 3rd guy always not the spot light one la. show face once in awhile. Its a lame plot but i carry on watching cause wanna see the handsome boyboy inside LOL. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh they all damn handsomeee. :( Ok i sound damn zai nu HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MY FAV IS THE LAST GUY!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG SUPER CUTEEE LOLZXZXZ. (MELTS) HE IS SO FREAKING CUTE I SWEARRRR. WHERE TO FIND THIS TYPE OF BOYBOY? :( Nice hair, awesome height,nice smile!!! He's so freaking hilarious...! I like the 2nd one and 1st one toooooooo! K la, i sound like a fangirl HAHAHAHA./ HAIZ. No hab this type cute boy boy in singapore!!!! sad diez. Lol even if got a...

Hello faithful readers/ blog hoppers / stalkers / haters / whoever. My blog has been opened since i was 14. And its been a nice 5 years now. Same URL, same blogger. (Yes, im 19 this year) & Thank you for reading on! First off, I want to apologize to Denise Neo for not attending her birthday because i had something to attend to and i was busy. I have haters, and of course, i got a bunch of lovely readers too. The reason why i didnt want to put up a tagboard because i do not see a point in people commenting about what i blogged, or make people tag my blog to prove they go to my blog. Not forgetting the annoying haters i have. (Trust me, i have ALOT of nameless ones) If you have been reading since long ago, perhaps you would know i've been through alot these few years. Many times i blogged about my life, about the things i did for the day. Blogged about the happy and sad times i went through. Blogged about the boyfriends i had, how happy or sad i was with them. Sometimes, i blog f...

Im suppose to be in RP's camp today. Oh well :D PS ; I CANNOT STAND YOUR DAMN SICKO PERSONALITY. SERIOUSLY!!!!

Busy busy busy! April fool's night, Thursday Hello!!! I know, in the morning i was doing MMV and the next thing you know, im actually out at tampines SAFRA eating sakura buffet with all my female relatives on my maternal's side. Crazy or what? Hahahaha. I was so lethargic these few days because i can never get to sleep, it is affecting me badly and i am seriously pissed off and tired and depressed about the bug problem. Fuck, i know. zzz Anyway, that night, the food wasnt that awesome but it was an enjoyable night and i've always feel wonder why most(I SAID MOST, NOT ALL) of my friends are not in close contact with their cousins and relatives. Strange. I am so blessed to have this bunch of people, so blessed and i thank god for that. Friday and Saturday i stayed home and pack up the home. Zzzz. Friday pack until 2am. LOL the room super empty now. Got echo somemore hehehe. and found this. LOL FUCKING GAYYY! Denise look like she havnt slept for ages. I look like a bloody shit...

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL! MADE BY YOURS TRUELY! Dedicated to all the people i care and love. Heh. Note : I was too bored and did it thanks to my insomnia. And no, i do not have maple installed on my computer. Spent a good 6 hours on it. Enjoy! AHHHHHHHHH DAVEDAYS IS DAMN CUTE + TALENTED. Okay, now i wanna find musician boyfriend (Y)(Y)(Y) If you're wondering who davedays is, click! http://www.youtube.com/user/davedays Check out all his videos on his youtube page!!! And these are the few videos i kinda liked!! ; PWN JUSTIN BIEBER DEEP DEEP SIA. Awww, so cute. Nice too!!! Heading for female family gathering later. Woots, gonna go CPF to take my singpass! :) Gonna skip pre orientation and orientation i think Lol. Like lame ah. HAHAHAHAHA. Damn lazy go tsk tsk tsk.