Diana

Day 8 - Letters to July. Dear July, I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. Amen, Diana.

Day 7 - Letters to Juliet Afar we see. Dearest Juliet, Your mind's like a chest of dices, yet heart wheelbound to water. Pistachios do not lay upon thou's feet, yet is kicked away by thee. Race for it, sweat like no man can only if thy worthy of sorrows. The game is given up on, yet not, foully ended, perhaps hung. Your call it awaits. Enough said. R, perhaps, perhaps not.

Day 6 - Letter to my classmate(s) Imperfect bonds. Dearest E37L Y1S1, Do you like how our class is sorted now? I dont. How equality was never really about the class but just the little cliques on your own. Perhaps some of you read my blog, but here, i shall reveal the flaws. There there, rage later, for democracy rights stay in every human being. How contradicting it is to see different people forming cliques when it was the least expected outcome. How is it a bonded class if people are being left out and your small little conversations seep through each other. Dont misunderstand my intentions. I do not wish to be involved in the little politic world the class is facing, neither be in the clique of pretense. I distant the class for a reason. No one is perfect. Of course, i don't expect everyone to be okay with me as a classmate. I know myself i am straight forward and perhaps a little offending when choosing words. But critics are to be taken to improve on yourself and not personal...

Day 5 - Letter to my dog. They have feelings too. Dear Silky Choo Siu Zi, Why are you so irresistible? Your eyes sparkle just like stars when you look at me. So lucky i found you :) I want you to be at my wedding, perhaps and hopefully 7 years from now when i hit my ideal age i want to get married at. I really hope you cut down on eating though, you seem to eat non stop 24/7. So scary :( Later if you become a fat dog no one would want to make babies with you anymore. D: Whatever, i love you x) Your damn awesome owner, DIANA CHOO PEI QI

Day 4 - Letter to my heart. Running out of time. Dearest heart, What have you been thinking these days? What isit exactly you want? I am disappointed in you. Somehow i wish someday you become as cold as ice, so the pain wont set in no matter how big the impact was. How pretending to be okay is such a sore, how my emotions don't sync with you. I hate the feeling when you ache but all i can do is smile. Just because you don't want to lose someone that means so much to you, doesn't mean you can just take up all the pain alone, and not complain. What should i do, when you tell me something different from the mind? Upset, D.

Day 3 - Letter to Sibling(s). Forever by heart. Dearest sibling(s), Being the eldest, i know and have been through what the outside world has to offer. Heed my advice, it is not a good place to dwell if you're on the wrong path. I regret not doing even better to make myself a better role model for you to follow. But thankfully, you both are sensible and knows what is best for you. Watching the both of you go pass the different cycles of life really made me smile when i think about the fights we once got into. How reliant you guys were on me when there are times of trouble, be it emotionally or physically. I am glad that i could be of help during your critical growing stages, when your personality starts forming. Although sometimes i do feel like strangling you guys, but deep down inside, i love you guys, so much that i sometimes wish we never grow up, so you can be by my side forever as long as we live. We will be close even if we grow up, right? I love you, and i will protect you,...

Day 2 - Letter to my parent(s). Keeping the sorrows like joy. Dearest parent, I know you regret bringing us to this world, i know your pain of handling the 3 of us single handedly now. But alas, you were the one that brought us to life, gave us a chance to be who we are now. Your dreams, no one can stop them, but have you spared a thought for the cold walls within home that no longer seems like one? I dread the day we 3 are left alone with no one who we could belong to. The excruciating pain you went through with the once soul mate was one of the reasons you changed. Nothing more than a total stranger in the household and just a status we call by name. Pursuing your dreams and what you have always wanted, i respect that call. May luck be with you. Love in despair, Your daughter you forgot.

Day 1 - Letter to my bestfriend(s) When water is thicker than blood. Dearest best-friends, Its been some time. Ever since all of us decided to do something about our lives, we hardly have anytime left for ourselves. With projects and commitments we pledged ourselves to, its a pity we do not see each other as often as before. A sore, i know. However, please believe in us, believe in everything we've been though. Only bestfriends speaks the truth and wants to see the best in each other. I apologize, for my absence at times and lack of interaction, perhaps a little angsty in my remarks . School was hectic and sleep has been dued since it started. Be strong, believe in ourself and never take what we have for granted. I have a million things to share with your hungry curiosity. We shall meet soon, on one of the weeks when we are all free from headache and i promise my entire day for just solely us. I miss you guys, greatly with all my heart. With love, D.