If i had one chance. i want to go back to the time i was in primary 6. before i took my PSLE. And before everything went wrong. if i had got into a better school. i wouldnt be stuck in this situation. if i could have salvage the problem before it happened. it would be a better place. if i could meet my true love once and for all. i wont get hurt time and again. if i was lucky enough to buy anything on earth. i wouldnt have to stress about everything. if only i could stand in the rain and cry. and think that no one is looking. if only i could make a confession. telling you i loved you. if only i was honest enough. to tell you i loved you all along. if only i could control my emotions from flowing out. i would have became me. Really. life`s been boring. everything happened so fast. sometimes you would just feel left behind by time. and when everyone`s moving forward, you`re standing there alone. sometimes u may feel that there`s no one there for you. and when you think that everything is
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belonging.
its amazing how people can change people. allowing them to become something they didnt used to be. and when people change, they no longer remembers who their friends used to be. Allow me to introduce myself. I am. Diana. im a victim of the pure word "loner" & i`m still finding myself. maybe. My life swirls around dimentions of square shaped walls. I had friends of many different types. They all had thousands of different cliques. But frankly. I dont belong. I still havnt found my true friend. The one that would be by my side. Even when everything in my world went wrong. My other half. or rather. Many people believed. There is another you in the other end of the world. It dont have to be looks, it meant the personality. I wanted to find my half. But what am i doing. Laying and rotting in my room all day long. Waiting for a miracle to happen? Nope. I have decided. I need to isolate from the city. From everything. That would cause me harm time and again. I need to be myself.
Fullness.
BTW THIS IS FUCKING FUNNY. I LAUGHED TILL I DIED http://forums.playpark.net/showthread.php?t=34824 Equivocacy`s thread. Comics (; Hehe. Life`s so full. So full. My mind`s so full. My hearts so empty. Why cant god let us find our true love one once and for all? Whats with the players circle. and the fling happenings. Be it virtual and reality. Still, love exist. Have you ever heard of people who met online and got married? I have. Van and Phil are happily married with a child. Bless them. They met online. Got together online. Dated online. Then decided to meet real life. Then got married. Then got a baby. Aint these all a fairy tale come true? So are online relationships reliable? i`ve tried myself. Raymond. Jeremy. They all failed. For now. im confused. I dont know who i loved. why are you always there to console me when im down. my mind is full. full of scorpions.
A trip to the zoo with Equivocacy members. This song is composed and sung by FIFI <3 It would sound really nice if the right equipment was used and if he recorded it in the studio. It`s home made! Nice. :) Can anyone melt me with their voice? Or sincerity. ...Oh baby. write me a song and i swear i`ll be urs. ;D
I`m sorry
The reason im like that these few days. Its because i`ve been thinking. how unfair i am. to tie u down to me. To be someone i throw my attitude at. To vent my anger at. To make you my temper bag. To make you feel bad all the time. i`m not a good friend. Nor a good girl friend. I really dont want to hurt you. see-ing you cry all the time. When you shed a tear i can feel my heart melting. but if its the best for us, im willing to let my heart die. i wont ever want to see you again. not because i hated you. maybe it`s because. we`re just not right. and if i see you. i think i`ll want you back. so its best not to meet . for i know... i`ll hurt you. thinking about you being so sad when you`re with me. i dont want you to be sad with me. i dont you to suffer. thats why i decided. the long time decided decision. that i`ll let go. for all the lies i told you, couldnt cover the whole world. i guess it`s best for us. for i dont want you to get hurt. i`m really sorry. im so sorry. please forgive m
PICS FROM SENTOSAAA
;D peeeweeee. Diana. loves. Everyone. Sentosa was great (; mmm... Their all random. Have fun looking. ;D White dress = After bathe. Black dress = Before sentosa. Green top = DURING BEACHING TIME.