Diana

I MIND. I MIND. I REALLY MIND. BUT HAVE YOU THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS? ASKING ME TO SWITCH GROUPS ALL OF A SUDDEN. IS JUST LIKE SLAPPING ME ON THE FACE. OK. I ADMIT. I HAVN`T MEET YOU GUYS FOR MEETINGS. HAVN`T DISCUSS ABOUT THIS. BUT I DO NOT DESERVE TO BE KICKED OUT. REASONS BECAUSE . THERE ARE OTHER MEMBERS WHO ARE LIKE ME. WHO DONT MEET YOU GUYS. AND DISCUSS. PLUS BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING ON TO DO. LET ME CHOOSE. WOULD I RATHER LET MY MATH FAIL. ? OR A LIT PROJECT WHO SEEM TO BE ENOUGH OF PEOPLE. FUCK MAN. TELL ME THE REASON. THAT SOMEONE ELSE WHO AINT IN THE GROUP ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING FOR THE GROUP. SERIOUSLY, BY LOOKING AT YOU PEOPLE BLOG, I CAN TELL. THAT YOU GUYS ALREADY PLANNED FOR THIS. DONT USE THIS FUCKING SLUTY METHOD. JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE. TELL ME THAT U DONT WANT ME IN THE GROUP. INSTEAD OF FINDING METHODS. BITCH YOU. DO YOU KNOW. WHEN 111 TOLD ME TO SWITCH GROUPS WITH 222. I WAS TOTALLY STUNNED. WHAT CAN I SAY? YOU CANT EXPECT ME TO SAY A NO! IF I SAID NO. Y

Blogging in school. So much for homework. Slacking in the computer lab aint enough. eating in class.faking a smile. listening to nags. oh how terrible. SIGH.WHEN WOULD MY NUMBER ONE BE WITH ME.

So much for love. Zinc it babey. Give me a reason. Tell me my soul. Smiling from heaven. Thou shall be told. Sigh.

I cant seem to live a day withought quarreling with my mom. She`s sucha pain in the ass can. i hate her. she.... sucks. i know it`s not right to say this. but she make me cry every single day. STRONG ON THE OUTSIDE. WEAK ON THE INSIDE. TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET. AG < / 3 ;[> LET ME DIE...

What the fuck is wrong with my parents. do you know what they call me at home? USELESS. wtf ... My room was clean before. But since they called me that, i dont find any reasons to prove to them im not. I show to them what they expect me to be. A useless person. A person unwanted and unloved. So much for love. This sucks. I`M TRYING TO FORGET PLEASE! ;[

Sorry for long time no update sign. was pretty busy with life.. lets see.. what can i talk about. hmm. lets talk about ... KISSES. =) What does kisses mean and why are they given to people. Kisses may mean ; I love you. I like you. I love you as my friend. I am so glad to have you. I am so lucky to know you. Best friends. Well... But kissing have lots of methods. lol. Kissing on the cheek means ; Friendly kiss and friendship. Eternity. Kissing on the lip means ; I love you. I want to spend my life with you. Kissing on the forehead means ; You mean alot to me. Dont leave me. Kissing on the hand means ; Lets meet up someday. I`m ready to love you. Lets see. What about FIRST KISS? ah ha. Often people sort FIRST KISS as KISS. Dont get what i mean? FIRST KISS = LIP TO LIP KISSING. A first kiss is not given to someone who you kiss on the cheek on. Forehead on.Hand on and etc. Sometimes questions asked. Have i lost my first kiss? No. And not until i reach the age of 16?. Haha. Although i admi

I WENT 450. SO SO HURT. HE DOESN`T LIKE ME. I`LL HATE MYSELF. I WILL GIVE UP.

what would you do if the world is about to end. the world about to vanish. your friends about to die. to see all suffering. and to hear all screaming. hug your loved ones. let them know you love them. let them know.they stand a place, in ur heart. let them feel the love you gave them. let them hear the words. i love you. confess your love. gourge out all lies. spit out all hates. it`s almost too late.

yawnnnnnnnnnnnn seriously tired. shall not be. so sad. yet so happy. so straining. yet so not. bring me to life. <3>

WE WON ;] WE PROVED YOU WRONG. DA-NIAO. =X

we won today`s matchw ith result of monica spraining her leg. hope she`s ok. i went home and slept . LOl. nothing much. was too tired to type. at least i blogged. never scored a point. will practice till i improve. may god bless. HE`S THE ONE. OMG. <3

i walk a lonely road. on a boulvard of broken dreams. dont know where it goes. leading life to sexy fantasy. i want to make a goal for my achievements. i want to score the highest in the heavens. i swear i love you from throughout , it`s serious. i want to MAKEE YOUU MINEEEEEEEE! LOL. ignore the bullshitting. :D was in school and bored. fiddling with magazines dont really work. yawn ;[ Went to tm jus now. how tired i was. then.... i saw.... HIM XD waaaa got energy le =/ haha stop here. yawn yawn yawn. wil u be my valentine? :D

Savage my dreams. Please. ); kiss me babey. I swear i could fly. hug me honey. i`ll die. i`ll die. jerk me up from boredem and let me down to die. get a life. I`m still thinking of you. Cant get you out of my head. GIVE ME A BREAK. );

OH NO. WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME. LATE AND TIRED. HURT AND DEPRESSED. I`M DEPRIVING MYSELF. getting larlene`s sms on going to tm. i stunned. waking up aint easy you see. i was wondering with fears and wonders. HOW ABOUT MY EYES. it was swollen. badly. it`s ugly. puffed out like fish. I`M GONNA HATE THIS. geoing to bugis after meeting up lead us soon to bugis street. there, we met this totally cute guy making magic tricks. when i saw him i had this impression he was 20 + but he turned out to be 17? oh god. he`s cute can? he claims i look familliar to him. oh maybe i`m his school mate in yumin pri school. or kindergaten. who knows. hes funny thou. so like a big brother. We stood at his shop for an hour. wow. totally cool can? haha. after that tiff went to get a bag for her sweetheart. for valentines. shes so sweet right. terence would be darn glad. darn glad. speaking of valentines. i dont have one. i cant be bothers with a STUPID VALENTINE . when i got a fucking bad experience last year. Oh g

OhNo. Why dont people just use their FUCKING brains. can they? No they cant. What the fuck is wrong with me. i know. i`m sucha bitch. i`m sucha kaypooo. i`m sucha nuisance. OK. since you`re not happy with me. What is wrong with people? INSULTING DONT WORK U BIG FAT FUCKERS. get a life will ya. i know. you dont have a life. dont worry. are life coupons needed? i`m striving for the best. what best? attiude? kns. okay i admit. i`m so darn tired of everything. including life which i USEDTO love the best. People just hate my attitude. WHYWHYWHY :( WHY! i cried with moaning pain abreast. tears flowed through my flesh as thou they were dipped in blood. WHATSWRONGWITHMEYOUSTINKINGFOOLS. I`M TIRED. TIRED OF THE WORLD. I`M TIRED. AND SICK. for a moment. i stand silent and recalled how many TIRED i have said. uncountable. give me a reason i reckon. give me freedom i swear i`ll die. give me a life. get me dead down dying. dont stare at me with blood filled eyes. dont jerk me up with KNIFESTABBINGW

I , diana. will be serious in class from now on. promise to listen in class. promise to dont care about others. promise not to gossip. promise not to talk when unnessary. homework. i`m here for you. signed off. -geeky diana-

Respect. What is this word for. Why should we respect. why should we even get respected. i was boarding this bus after school . and rong kui and gang were there too. with boonchong. jerone. ric and others. well, rong kui was like laughing about how white i was. "white skin woman" pfft. thats what they laugh about.it`s a joke. i can take it. others such as clarence and maybe hmm. those i dont really know dint really laugh along. and this jerone. who was very close to be for a long time. actually added comments after the insult like "YA LOH." "EXTRA LAH" . fuck you jerone. you have no sense of humanlity. you think you are funny but not. come on. how long have we been friends. 2 years in exact. how long have we been GOOD friends. half a year. its more importantly you shut ur gap because you dont deserve to say me thanks. whats more. if you have asked urself. do you want to insult me. adding in comments dont help seriously. ricyouarefuckinglanpajiaocheebyeknn

TODAY. WHAT CAN I SAY. oh maybe turning our bodies and dance out loud. LOL. WELL. anyway today after sch i went to eat KFC. and after that went to 450 OMG. HIM AGAIN KAY? LOL. I SO EXCITED XD ROFL. whatever lah diana. LOL. anyway after he left the basketball curt. i started playing basketball. LOL. COZ PAI SEH MAH OMG,. LOL ANYWAY. I`LL GO 450 EVERY WEDS. LMAO. <3 anyway. valentines day is here. any plans people? its love in maple too. as in maple introduced wedding system and i find it cute lah but jus went back to check. i have no intrest in maple anymore :D anyway.. i had a tired day. yawn. night my dears.

Lets see. Late awakers suppose to get punished! ARH. not again. yes indeed. well i came to school for the last lesson hoping to be marked as LATE. lol :D i hope azuin marked me as late. =/ ok. anyway drama turned out fine. the amirah and friends kinda gossip about me. well others were nice and friendly haha. well amirah dint really gimme alot of trouble except of the staring and gossiping. she should be so thankful i dont give her trouble. i`m giving mdm yang face. seriously, if mdm yang dint approach me. i guess i`ll give her hell in drama loh. wakaka. well. for the whole case loh. shes in the wrong. not mine. :d CHEESE! wakaka. anyway i`m so out of anything to blog. byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Bored. we lost. sigh. dont wanna talk about it. well anyway. CLICK HERE FOR PIC AINT THAT ANDY? =.= i saw this in xiaxue`s blog. Xiaxue the famous blogger hahaha.. www.xiaxue.blogspot.com nice <3

hotdate. getting fussed up on colours is miserable.i know.going on a date gives us big problems.like what to wear. and what colours. date.what comes in your mind when you think of that word.kissing.making out.romantic.red.thats what i think. if you guys ever play the sims hotdate.you would understand how a hotdate would funtion. it`s most important to have your date bringing you to the movies.followed up by a walk or dinning in a din-er. oh oh. so boring.cmon. come up some new ideas. you can bring your date to the funfair.or maybe. to the zoo? (wow.) well. i think being special is all that counts.and gifts. oh my. guys SHOULD always shower girls with gifts.because guys should be! no reason! dont ask why. but going to different locations means wearing different types of clothes. lets say you are going to a high classed cafe. For adults.make sure wearing so so decent is needed there , my dear.dont expect to go in mini mini skirts and tubes.oh dear. you can might as well go to the pub th

omg. today went watch im`m not stupid. so darn touching,. T.T after that we go 450. wa wa got one guy so cute and attractive <3 LOL. ok. fat hope :D thats for today.