Heyosssss. Im like back from BUGIS :) Went with my dar and cheekong today! Was freaking happy that i can be with my dar. =DDDDDDDD Took lots of pics but i havnt uploaded them yet. Sometime sometime. Or tomorrow maybe? Dar bought 3 shirts. o.o Quite nice luhs :) Cheekong bought jeans and a shirt. URH i didnt get anything. didnt see anything i liked. (; I ate cupcorn and drank. longan juice or smth? LOL. After everything, dar sent me back to tampines. Then they went home~~~~ Anyways i ate laksa b4 i went back home. Oh on the way back. My kuku dar gave me a souvenior. LOLS. ( TSK DAR ) Thats about it :))))))))))) -- hey, rant about me all you want. i left you because u lied. and now u said i lied? I dont see why my words apply after we break up. Give me a breather la dude. You want to make the whole maple side you? BE IT. I dont fucking need friends who only listen to a side of a story. it may be my bad to actually have a boyfriend in maple when im with you. BUT, dont forget, i got him be
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Alright. Here. IM GONNA BLOG. :) My cousin`s wedding ;PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP Yippie! Shit. i forget to transfer the files to my own comp from the lappy. OHWELLS. Here are the little few :( Me and my bro :) Me and my sis :) Jiada korkor and me ;) 1 of my closest cousin. female cousins . ;) Qing mei zhu ma =D Well this is me. LOLS. i look fugly. zzzz Anyways yeah....... Met dar after the wedding go chalet. Wa piang. Very boringgggggggggggggggg. But got dar there <3! Its okay ! :) Went home and sleep :) Hmm.. i forgot wad i did these few days. LOLS. Went to meet day ytd night. FOR 2 HOURS :( better than nth right? and i met ryan too. hoho ;)
i love you. & only you. - ♥ -- -- Blahs. Dint blog for good 2 days. Thursday. O lvls. Well. i screw them up big time. so i guess i dont have to say. Cried lots that day. lol denise saw my ugly face. DAMN. >.< Anyways. walked around tampines and then met xiaoyan. junjie they all also at tampines.. erm. then go meet them. later on~ go to their friends birthday party. ate and left. dar face turned so red .... lol. redder than baboon butt :P went home with xiaoyan after tt. Friday, which is yesterday. :o junjie came to meet me at tampines then we ride back to hougang. & on the way to the hospital... in the bus. dar hug wo. >.< but i nva push away... although he tried to hug me so many times few days back... i aso didnt want him to hug me. but i guess im ready. :) & when he asked me to be his gf. i told him. if i didnt agree, would i still let u hug me? ARHH :X <3 JUNJIE :) then we went to old changi hospital. at first was a little scared. but later on ok liao. c
-- Hmm... :) Spent only 2 hrs making Vid 3. Im seriously getting good at it. :) Happy happy happy. Went to meet JUNJIE and CHEEKONG. (Sorry if spelling WRONG =X) Went to eat LAKSA! Lmao. it was freaking hot la. :O Junjie said : wo de pi ti yao chu lai le. LOLS. funny shit =x Mine not tt hot. no chilli . hahahas. later we went to meet angeline or smth? I dont really remember her name. ;) She`s taking o`s result too. Later on we ate AGAIN. i ate like. wad errrrr Shao rou i think. LONG TIME NO EAT LUHS. :) Happy happy =D then later on went to the beach. Walk here n there. like kuku zzz.. Anyways. SERIOUSLY. the feeling there is incredible. Makes you feel relaxed. :) i cried and told myself. that this is the last time i will be crying for him. & i will do it. :) =D Junjie and cheekong sent us home later on. & talked on the phone with junjie.. Worried for my results. If i didnt do very well. i would go to the beach like i did ytd and cry myself out. AT NIGHT LA I THINK. LOOOL. dont
Part 1. -- Part 2. -- LOL. i actually made part 2. Enjoy :) All real life happenings. LOOL. -- Videos made are really based on how i feel and think. And people inside and our conversation really happened too. No fakes :) Except some added humour. :) Heh. My vid took 8hrs. 2nd vid took 4hrs. :) Lots of frames. Simple programmes used. Paint & Windows movie maker. THATS ALL :) Tsk: Vid really meant how i felt. :( Xin hen luan, Tou hen tong, Yan yao liu. is the feeling i felt. Jealousy or Blessing. I should give hmi my blessings since he found wad he wanted. :) Sometimes. Missing someone hurts. But i`ll forced myself to do it.
Comic Thread - Destined
D E S T I N E D More on the story : It does not have any background. I repeat (; No background for this story! -- TRAILER ----- #1 ; Leaving ----- #2 ; Getting To Know ----- #3 ; Pretencious ----- #4 ; Irritated ----- #5 ; Fate ----- #6 ; Cunning ----- #7 ; Kidnap ----- #8 ; Assult ----- #9 ; The Kiss ----- #10 ; Phone Call ----- #11 ; The Sabotage ----- #12 ; The Bond ----- #13 ; Promise ----- #14 ; Alone ----- #15 ; New Environment ----- #16 ; Own Life ----- #17 ; The Search ----- #18 ; Bump ----- To be continued... :P [/center]
Trailer Clips
Trailer Clips Comics :)! (Just like "guang kao" or rather an introduction to the comics? :s LOLS. ) Nonsense x3 21loyalty. :) -- My youtube profile link : HERE~ :) -- Destined. Comic Trailer.
Nonsense Maple Life
Nonsense`s Maple Life x3 Equivocacy x3 Esperance x3 BL (Friends come and go. Fade and disappear. Part B was discontinued because friends drifted apart. I dont see whats the point in making PART B. ) Nonsense x3 21loyalty. :) -- My youtube profile link : HERE~ :) -- Part A (Discontinued)
Maple Music Videos
Maple Music Videos. Just for fun. laughter. peace and joy. :) (I didnt really do a good job on this section. Too lazy.) Nonsense x3 21loyalty. :) -- My youtube profile link : HERE~ :) -- Mikaida - So in love with 2.
Guild Equivocacy Videos
Guild Equivocacy Videos. x3 Equivocacy x3 Esperance (Although i am no longer equivocacy`s guild mistress, But i will still stay in equivocacy and love it like i always do.) Nonsense x3 21loyalty. :) -- My youtube profile link : HERE~ :) -- Video 1.
Lost & Found
Lost & Found. Nonsense x3 21loyalty. (Dar, wo hui yong xin de ai ni. ba ta gei wang diao) Diana love Junjie. -- My youtube profile link : HERE~ :) -- Part 1. -- Part 2. -- Part 3. ok la i cheated. he didnt lose to me in sissors paper stone ;[ i lost to him. but. im gonna make him lose in the vid. lalala~ <3 dar XD --
Girl : Why do we always have to talk the phone when we talk nothing at all? Boy : Because i think... Girl : ..? Boy : I cant get to sleep now without talking to you on the phone. Girl : ...You think bed time story? Boy : Maybe =P -- -- He made it so hard to trust someone He made it so hard to fall in love [ Verse 1 ] Not trying to mess up this realationship (thinkin) 'cause the last man did me that way you gon do the same things i dont wanna be this way but im hoping you can change the way that i feel (ooooo)you see I trusted him with everything never held back anything thought we'd be 2gether for the rest of our lives so suddenly he took his love away and made it hard to trust again (oooo) [ Pre Chorous ] I know i been holding back but he really hurt me bad i dont wanna take my past and put it all on u im not tryna hold you back really hope you understand i dont know what im gonna do [ Chorous ] When i think of what he did to me it makes it hard to fall in love when i think ab
Candid :o -- -- There was a girl i knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd Always believe that she was gonna live her dreams.. That what when down was gonna come around for all the doubters non believers the cynical that once were dreamers.. One of these days you'll open up your eyes and you'll realize .. [Chorus] That girl was a one time teenage drama queen A hot, tough everyday wannabe.. .but she'll have changed her destiny.. now she's a somebody. That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself. Cuz she believes in nothin else and you'll look back and you won't believe that girl was me. Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use. She's gonna get there any way she can. Now she knows what she wants no one is gonna stop her nothings ever gonna hold her down. For all the doubters non believers the cynical that once were dreamers.. One of these days you'll know that you were Wrong..(who would know) [Chorus] That girl
Oh, this song is good and meaningful ;o -- I've been waitin' all day for ya babe So won't ya come and sit and talk to me, and tell me how we're gonna be together always, hope ya know that when it's late at night, I hold on to my pillow tight, and think of how you promised me forever (I never thought that anyone) Could make me feel this way (Now that your here boy all I want) Is just a chance to say Chorus Get out (leave), right now It's the end of you and me It's too late (Now), and I can't wait for you to be gone, 'cause I know, about her (who), and I wonder (Why), How I bought all the lies, you said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (Waste of time) Tell me why your lookin' so confused, When I'm the one who didn't know the truth, How could you ever be so coooooold To go behind my back and call my friend, Boy you must have gone and bumped your head, Because you left her number on yo' phone, (So now after a
All staring =X -- -- Just getting used to waking up everyday Not seeing your face I just began to stop setting your place And I stop longing for your warm embrace And it was God that made me able To finally sleep at night Though you're not by my side Finally I don't hardly cry See right when I start letting go Somebody wants to let me know Can they take your place No they can't fill your space No I tried to move on but you're not gone Cuz in my heart you still live on See now I know why I'll never love another for the rest of my life And why Now that you're gone I'm holdin' on And deep in my heart I wanna move on And now I know why I'll never love another for the rest of my life I finally put your cloths away You know the ones you wore the day That you were taken away from me I just began to stop wearing my ring And I finally stop playin' our song Whe I realizied I was dancin' alone and Finally God gave me strength To go on and breath again S
It`s me and yijie :) Friends =D -- -- Just a day, Just an ordinary day. Just trying to get by. Just a boy, Just an ordinary boy. But he was looking to the sky. And as he asked if I would come along I started to realize That everyday he finds Just what he's looking for, Like a shooting star he shines. He said take my hand, Live while you can Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words Although they did not feel For I felt what I had not felt before And you'd swear those words could heal. And as I looked up into those eyes His vision borrows mine. And I know he's no stranger, For I feel I've held him for all of time. And he said take my hand, Live while you can Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand In the palm of your hand. Please come with me, See what I see. Touch the stars for time will not flee. Time will not flee. Can you see? Just a dream, just an ordinary dream. As I wake in be
-- Let's start by correcting ya tone lower ya finger, don't be comin' at me with condescending demeanor we both know that ya dead wrong and what makes it worse you don't even have the nerve to ever say that you're sorry You're never wrong and I'm never right and you win all the rounds and every fight that's why Can't stay another day when you're always getting your way, you just keep getting your way you just keep getting your way, ya selfish! so I decided not to get in your way it's time to do it my way and that means getting away from you, ya selfish! How is it that you can look at us and only see you you can look at one but, never would you ever see two you can live a lie and never be true it's so funny now, how completely I can see you You're never wrong and I'm never right and you win all the rounds and every fight that's why Can't stay another day when you're always getting your way, you just keep getting your wa
:)Diana aka Nonsense LOLS :) -- -- 'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone. oh.. That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realized) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over.. Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it.. I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth. Trying to drag me down, and fill me with self-doubt. oh.. That's why, (your world) I'm over it (so sure) I'm over it (I'm not your girl) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over... Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because
Today`s post, Monday , 14th January. The song is totally related to how i feel. I really felt nothing when he told me he lied. Maybe this lyrics can RELATE to how i feel :) TOTALLY. SO, IF U WANNA KNOW HOW I FEEL, read the lyrics :) -- -- Bet you thought that i'd be broken. Mascara streakin' down my cheek. Devastated, out the door way; In a daze, a state of disbelief. I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad. but, baby i wont satisfy your need. i've already been there, done that. I'll be fine, even if you leave. ahh ha ha ha ahh oh i dont need you anymore; ahh ha ha ha ahh oh and don't you know, That You , were the one that made me strong; you made me stand up on my own, with every cruel intention , you helped me find my independence. yeah it's all because of you, that i have the strength i do, to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'. Boy i'm thankin' you. ahh ha ha ha ahh oh Boy i'm thankin' you. ahh ha ha ha ahh oh Thinking back o
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making a choice is the toughest thing everyone would go through. and when u make that choice, you bear the responsibility. im currently suffering from lung infection. and i may be warded in the hospital for a few days of observation. why am i so sure it is? because i had it before. it`s exactly how miserable i felt back then. yes... and im going to a hospital soon. But there`s something i need to get off my chest. I`m very indecisive. I only cherish what`s gone. Like my boyfriend melvin. I thought everything was over, i hated our relationship. I hated the way he controled me. But after we broke up. Time and time again he made me feel that, he`s still waiting for me. And i think he totally deserve my heart. But it all turned out not as i expected. We`re friends all right in game. But everytime i see him not with me in game. I felt my heart aching. I thought everything was over. Until i met melvin on sat. i just feel that . i still loved him. and all the breakup nonsense, was sorta like
Well well. Love life`s over. And im a carefree woman again. Never did i thought of getting into another relationship so soon. single , but NOT available :) i miss the times we had together. thanks for the memories. :) <3 Oh, And grats Nonsense On her 1st helm. 4th, January 2008, 10.10pm, Bunk :) Alot of ppl looting. So blardy scary!. Nonsense tio stun also luh!. Thank got loveJUNJIE looted my helm! Feeling dam shiok! Imagine snatching with 5 over ppl! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;) Ai Si Ni Li ! (Oo i just realise they had a spelling error!) Thanks to aCeRaIn , Zer0Fact0r , JumpAndShoot , Wawahebe , 09FEB07 Thanks alot :) But i wanna rehelm luhs. My stats suck LMAO. And btw, i saw this super cute outfit, which i think its ridiculous and funny ;x Someone spon me plox? :( LOL. I WAN FRIENDSHIP RING LA. ;( Thats about today`s post ;D Oh btw, Randy jiayou! (In other words, I pwned you!)
New year?
The start of the year 2008 brings joy and happiness to many people. But sadness and confusion to some. Why is everyone happily dancing and singing and all set up and ready, to welcome the new year, and while some, stays at home, in front of the computer, sitting alone, crying or thinking. Many people feel that having a new year means new beginnings. Which is untrue. Whatever is done is done. The past will still stay. And life still goes on as per normal, just that the days repeat again. Well, life`s just so unfair... Anyway, I just got back from esplanade. The crowd was overwhelming. Hardly any space to sit or stand. So we stood far away from the sea, Awaiting its grace. When the fireworks exploded, Boom , Boom , Boom. And i was left walking away from the scene. Why some may ask. I dont know. I had to. Coz the clique decided to leave. My heart filled with happiness yet abit disspointed. I`m happy that i get to celebrate new year. I`m happy i could celebrate it with my friends. I`m happ