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Lmao.

起初,我不相信我会在爱上你。 可是,三年后我又在对你有一种特别的感觉。 我发现,不是爱不上你,而是没有常识去用心在爱你。 我觉得我不是一个好的对象,所以前几个感情都失败了。 你是我得很好的朋友,我很害怕伤害到你。 但是昨天你让我感觉到你得坚强。 我心动了。 我想对你好一点。 这三年以来。。。 可能,根本就还没有结束吧。。。? 不懂啦。 讲这样多废话都没有用。 爱你就可以了。 whatever la, i wanted to type more but im so lazy to type chinese. just want to tell you, i like you. i will love you in future. just wait. just wait. :) 28thApril2009. HXHN!

I am confused.

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S, lets be friends forever. so everything will stay like now.

Sigh.

I am afraid Afraid of the change. Afraid of being hurt again. Afraid of being in love again. Maybe i should stop. Stop believing in love. At least nothing will change... I need a breather. 678...
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Woke up early today at about 8.30am and prepared to meet S. Went to SP to meet S and then he skipped class LOL. Aw shucks. I promise i wont make him do it the next time T.T I really hope he studies at home for himself...and... his future? :D Anyway, he sent me to work and we both had a whale of a time talking. As usual, he went home when im at work and i spent my day at far east. Received an sms from Jovin saying that he saw me. Haha, what a coincidence. But i dont remember seeing him. Maybe im kinda ignorant to the surroundings. :) Kinda tiring today. Good night readers. Why am i feeling this way.

:)

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Today seems to be so special for all my colleagues, drastic scenarios happened and some of them were left strangled to this very day, april 22nd. Although this day meant nothing to me, i felt their sadness and desperate measures to cry out loud and just sitting alone emotionally hurt. I was sad, sad for them. My non biological sis who is also my colleague, Caslyn got together with the man she loved so much 3 years ago, on this day, on april 22nd. She told me when we were drinking after work. That the man she loved the most, is still that man she will never forget, because he was so nice to her and all. But alas, being nice means nothing. Because it doesnt secure a realtionship by just being nice. But she also menioned. She has yet to found someone that deserved to be loved. When sipping on the bitter beer, i lay my head on my dickies bag and i could see Jingwen jiejie just in my vision feeling so depressed. And i came to realize that being married doesnt secure a relationship, it was j

when the leaves began to fall

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I am waiting for my hair to dry while trying to blog something more juicy rather than the dry lines i always post as i was so tired that my fingers felt more like bones whenever i tried to type something long and readable. I got up and realized the sun has already reached its peak before i decided to stroll to school and join lessons. Concentrated but was left clinging on a cliff not really getting everything the teacher said. Maybe i needed some time to digest, or maybe forever. I was disappointed at my fragility but on a second thought i felt like as though it was a new beginning of understanding and the art of learning something i thought i would never ever master or embed in my head. This is the chance to prove. To achieve. But alas, Smile always. im working at girls every tues and thurs after school. :) There's a story behind every painful breakup.

She's gonna love nobody!

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Oh baby baby if you seek amy tonight.

hahaha qu si la.

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Warao, adrienna havnt send me the sentosa pictures. Sobxzxzxzxzxzxzx. To eiwoh(?) I dont know how to answer your question. Feelings for your ex girlfriend never seem to have disappeared. Well, maybe, you're a little too not over her, even though you thought you were. Good luck in NS. :D GOT BF DAI SAI MEH, GO DIE LA. LOOOOL. - inspired by lewis.

Primary. again?

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Catching up was good. Another one sometime? :)