Diana

too demanding. dui bu qi as well. lazy to blog lmao.

I`ve always loved you. Just not showing. Now i decided. I want to. ---------- Woke up pretty late today and realise 4 msges. Crap. I think im sleeping like a pig since i cant even hear anything. Was quite tired and everything. Didnt even feel like replying. Fingers too lazy. I`m told to meet at parkway at 4. Then i was like. Wtf. How to go. LMAO. T_T Anyway, after all the hassle and confusions. Met peanut first and reached parkway to meet up mich , tazzy , Ji Fan. They ate the DURIAN ice cream from scoopz. Omg. TERROR. They know i hate the smell then purposely disturb me. Jiu ming T.T Durain smells odd. But taste nice. :S Maybe something wrong with me LOL. All say nice T.T okok. i ki siao . Teach me how to smell durain in future , hor pea n mich. ;D Later on baby came to join us at mac. Then we all proceed to join retro and the rest. The same bunch of people hang out at the next bbq pit area. Too crowded there. Soon later, fai joined us. He wear until so mature sia ahaha. Hair also. O...

WA LAN EH. go cut hair . cut until like shit. ZZZZZZ WOOO FUSION SUCKS. ZZZ -------------------------- Alot of things ran through my mind as i was on my way back. All the advices. The comments. Seem so useless. I have been thinking about this shit for 2 days. 2 days i ask myself. Do i love this guy i`m with now. Or am i just wasting my time for nothing. When i`m with him. I feel good. But sometimes . I just dont get the feeling. I have so many doubts. So many questions. Yet i cant ask. I dont know how to. I have once gave in my all to this relationship. But after a breakup, i`m afraid. He`s back with me. Isit because its a sense of Guilt or Sympathy? And not love.. I dont know. ............ Went to his house today. Upon hearing he`s sick, i got quite worried. Went to his house only to realise im there, just to watch him play audition. Like wtf ;D Ok thats it i thought. Been thinking for a long time . Should i mention it ? Arh. Ok. we talked. ;break up la. The moment i said this. I fee...

Ok. Updated those dolls . Previous post. arigatou :S Woke up early to meet mich. Played a few rounds of audi before leaving. CORPSE went to find me. Played D4. Sheesh la. lost to him 3 times out of 4 games. Ok nvm. I at home play CMI. Went to meet mich. Went out with mich for lunch. As usual. Im late. SORRY T_T Halloween mood now. kakakaka. We ate KFC. :o Then talk alot. Gossips and Crap. ;D Went back bunk play for about 2hrs. Me Mich and Jiangxue stalked Corpse. Then we own him until he bth leave room play 8K BBOY. We cant thrash him in 8k. 4k can :P Anti Corpse ;D;D BullShit ;D Own u so many rounds still yaya. God damnit. RAWR. Logged off the comp since corpse 8KING. Then Ben and BW came along with qiqi and bryan. They play while we walk around. >. THEN.... SAW RYAN AND KAREN. Shou qian Shou. Yi qi zhou~~~ ;D They shy la ;x Tease them abit before heading to watch bw and tutu OWN corpse in 8k. Hoho. Common enemy. ;p Then started to realise. CORPSE ign used to be SEX. lol! wtf. That...

WAS SOOOO BORED :S did this. Fai :D Mich :D Peanut :D Shiki ;D Shuya :D Tazzy :D Me & Baby =x Joreen Moo! :D Karen & Ryan ;D Tried my best to look like you guys. Limited hairstyle hor! =/ Sia la. Feel so kiddy >. NVM. I WAS BORED OK. i think we are fading. history is repeating itself. but what to do. its not in my hands.

(ENGLISH) I LOVE YOU (POLISH) JA KOCHAM CIEBIE (FRENCH) JE T'AIME (HINDI) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE (CZECH) MILUJI TE (SLOVAKIAN) LU'BIM TA (ITALIAN) TI AMO (UKRAINIAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU (GERMAN) ISH LIBE DISH (CHINSE) WO AI NI (GREEK) S'AGAPO (HAWAIAN) ALOHA WAU IA OI (LITHUIANIAN) TAV MYLIU (KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO (JAPANESE) AI SHI TE RU (ROMANIAN) TE UBSEC (BOSNAIN) VOLIM TE (ALBANIAN) TE DUA (FILIPINO) MAHAL KITA (SPANISH) TE AMO (PORTUGESE) AMO TE (ARABIAN) ANNAH BE HEBIC babyXSN =X

Woke up at 8.30 OMFG! LOL! So late .. =.= Went to prepare and set off. Was 15mins late. But nvm. Got more ppl late.>. Met up with suzaku,Vgod,Mich,Tazzy,Shuya,Flash,Baby,Ryan,Trance,Fai,Shiki. Line up at a stupid line for verified users. Then most of us were like. wa lao. not verified. So wanted to reline. Then see the line. WTF LOL. Went to cut the line ;x Jabroni was like behind us. But heck care la LOL. All cut cut cut. Damn kiasu. =_= Went to play the stages. Pass all. Heng ar LOL. Then continued playing. Finally game all over. Stopped at rank 4. But after then stopped at ranked 6. ; CORPSE U FUCKER LA NBCB. _l_ YAYA FOR WAD. NEHNEH. PEOPLE REJECT UR FUCKING CHALLENGE CANNOT SIBO. FUCKING COMPLAIN EVERYWHERE SAY I REJECT UR CHALLENGE TO GET TO FINALS. CB LA. IF NOT FOR THE SHIRT I ALSO HECK CARE LA. YOU WAN THE FINALS GIVE U LA. U GIMME SHIRT LA LJ. CAN U FUCKING GO DIE. _l_ Wa damn pissed at this ah gua. Anyway.. =.= Wanted to get into finals to get the shirt. RAWR. Finally the...

Went out with Mich, Ben, BW, Tutu , Tazzy for dinner. I was like. LATE. We`re suppose to meet at 7pm. Tazzy and Mich + Night ( cro friend) met up at about 6. Ben Bw and Bryan. The 3 BABIES met up at 7.45 And lastly i joined them at 8. =X PSPS. =.= Slacked and have dinner, took pics in the girls toilet. Pictures at MICH`S BLOG. After that tazzy and mich went home. Went to outrum to meet up with baby,peanut,shiki,retro,LH,ryan,fai. Had quite alot of fun. Didn`t drink alot. Only few sips. Later on went to mokie`s charlet Went there hear pat say bed time story. ;X Slacked abit then all of them went home. Took pictures with baby ;X;X Dont wanna put the other pic la. i dam fat laaaaaaaaaaa T_T Hoho. After woke up went to meet mich for shopping! We bought this! Pink ; MYSMALLBABY ; PIXIE Blue ; MICH`SBABY ; Gispy HAO AI NI MEN. Went home stare at my small baby. Reminds me of my darlinggg hoho ;D Adorable Pixie ;D Showed baby this pic he was like. wtfs! look like strangling her lea! OMFG. T.T ...

"The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned." Taken from a friend.

^^ Woke up like 3+ today. Did not have lunch with mich because i was too tired. Sorry michy T.T Monday we go have lunch bah! =P Auditioned all the way to 8.30. Eyes hurt alot. Totally need a rest. >. Was playing with darling couple and finally broke my own record. hoho. =D=D After a few hundred games of D4. And darling leads at all games -.- He finally lvled to 20. Grats deary ^^ Then we all went NPC. =/ Darling helped me npc those 8k . Gah. he keep suaning me cant npc la. T_T Then say i only can 8k 50bpm and below. ZZZ Now rot on msn and rest my eyes. Most prob eat again :P Sayo! i miss you so ;D

^_^ Darling called today and i ask him for the PIN. "i forgot" Omg blur king sia. T.T So in the end after all the hassle he didn`t register T.T So went to school as usual~~ 5 retained in our class. All of them were like sad and they cried. Dont get sad over it Do better in future >. i need to speak for myself too. (arh diana. work harder) Its sad to think about not being in the same family . Dont worry. You guys are still in my heart. Peeesh :( Went to hall and they gave us some crap talk. About... LOL. nvm >. Involved people going up on stage to learn how to eat ice creams. =x Went to meet up with weiliang and samantha at outrum. Went shopping ^_^ Bought new skirt and new shirt. Samantha got the same shirt as me, diff colour. Weiliang just tagged along. >. After all those shopping i am declared bankrupt. LOL. ' so kua zhang '- samantha added. Went home and watched tv... slowly slowly.. i fell asleep LOL. Woke up at about 6+ when darling smsed. Meeting him at...

=D=D Darling woke me up today at about 5.30am. Hear his voicee . hohoho =x I went back to sleep because i totally forgot that i could go school later than usual. 1hr later, darling called again. then he was like huh? u still sleeping ar O.O Cheese =/ I woke up not long after he called me and get myself ready. Went to school area for awhile and then came back home. >. I`m very afraid i might retain. The teachers said 2 classmates from my class retaining. WHO WHO WHO T_T All my results border line =.= Except for math. Did pretty well. Best! 30/100 omg. = _ = Anyway Auditioned most of my time and finally bought my lexy uniform. My Future Perm LOOK! Top buy liao, Shoe buy liao. Pants. Waiting for my 300k (tsktsk ) Hair. Buy liao >. Awaken teeshirt buy liao ^_^ All infinity de. hoho. So, the bottom line is. SHOULD I GO FOR THE EVENT? (Dont feel like going if no one goes.) Hump move =/ 37273444 ( In love with it ) o.o CONTINUED Today maple with JAS. For 10mins. =.= Then bored LOL. Went...

Hoho~~~ Because i slept around 5.30am yesterday night. I was so lethargic and i totally dont wanna wake up until mich kept smsing me telling me to hurry wake up. Went to meet mich and ryan in bunk. Later on ben and bw came to join us. Went to have lunch . Laugh and talk nonsense. I totally cannot stand bw sia. DAMN LAME. Went back bunk and play play play~ Play until 8+ Went to have dinner Ate mac and awaken took some pics. first pic we took there. LOL. diana : cannot la. sia la my pimple T_T mich : wa lao. ok ok. take cannot see de. diana : how sia? diana : wtf? like si ren zhao mich : (ignores) mich : lai we take awaken pics. ryan : pose wad? mich : eh. DONDON POSE. ryan : okok diana : LOL. WTF. MAI LA. mich : come on diana : U SEE BEN AND BW. SMIRKING SIA. jas *takes pic WTF LOL. Sibei... cute har? =x mich and ryan : diana take properly leh diana : T_T Did had lots of fun today. Although abit boring because we just merely AUDITIONED. Went home and i wanna fall asleep sia. zzz.......

Finally~ After i woke up i played auditionsea. Ate dinner again (supper) Played till 5am la. Fianlly lvled to a clubber. Damn freaking happy =x Was wearing awaken uniform when i took this hhaha.. At that time no one online. Except for ryan. Dam tired la. Wanted to go offline and go to sleep. Then ryan ask me go his room. Went in and he gave me a surprise haha. Thanks hao jie mei Awaken rocks. SLEEP TIME. STILL HAVE TO GO OUT TMR.

Hohoho. Today morning darling wake me up =X Woke up and i was like blur sia. Then later last min jas and me going eat breakfast. We damn gay la. Go all the way to clementi eat MAC. We wore school uni >. Its very early in the morning. Even i eat finish only 8am. ZZZZ Then we sit bus to Suntec . All the shops close la sian. This is on the bus de. We dam zi lian can =D=D ("v") Hao Jie Mei =X LOL This in Suntec. LOL. Buay tahan sia. ("v") Jumpandshoot 12x Nonsense 10x Maple hao peng you Then got very tired. Ate alot of stuff and bloated. We took cab home. =/ Jas sent me the piccys then i post loh. Hao de. 10k more exp to clubber. Btw i promise mich something liao. TSKTSK .... Continued. .... Slept all the way until 11plus. Then realise darling called! T_T 3 miss call. WTF! Arhhh! cant hear darling`s voice. 6477 446!

Didnt wanna go school today because i woke up quite late. And thinking the road to school is like long~ I slept all the way until 12? 1? I dont remember. Woke up and joined jas in game. We tried to play couple but we both kept lagging. Then its a funny sight! =X Finally we got sick of the lag and we both went IRC at city hall to play lan. HOHOHO. =D We got 15 hearts haha. Broke his and my personal record. Nice yeah? We kept laughing like mad people there la. Like ki siao. Then talk to darling on the phone ^^ hehe =X After that jas and me went home. Took a pic. Dam cute la LOL! He closing his eyes. ("v") Hao Peng You Reached home. Sent jas the pic. he go like WALAOEH LOLS. WHY MY EYES CLOSE. Ahaha. anyway. Im so tired. Fai`s craping on msn again. BTH him. TOODLES

Got back home. Recalling everything that happened yesterday. Lol. Abit confusing yes. and abit unbelievable. Met fai mich tazzy tock and ryan to catch a movie. Deathnote. Its a nice show. In the end u will go like. nehneh he basket ar ); Anyway, We went to dunno where to drink. Was thinking about some stuff. So did not realise how much i drank. Got abit too high >. But still sensible. LOL. ... Went to friend`s house ton because i dont wanna go home. Kalimi angry coz she cook le i nva come back LOL. Slept all the way from 4+ to 2+ . X.X Went home after that. =X Now blogging it. Hohoho~ Do i look like i care? HOHOHO ~ DONDON. HAHAHA =X Awaken de quote. :)):))

Congrats to my 100th post! I set up this blog on the.... Lemme check. 13th of December, 2 days before christmas. I`ve used this URL since that day. And until now this blog is still active and kicking. Althou there are times i dont blog. Lol. From a maple freak > imvu freak > audition freak. I spent about 30mins reading all my post again. And lots of flashbacks happen. Memories just came flooding. Its a good thing. You bottled up your memories ^^ I`m glad i have a blog and maybe. like. years later when i reread everything again. I would feel young. hohoho. ^^ Meanwhile, smsing mich and telling her the one late there would be wu gui. HOHOHO. Holidays are near. Mom ask me not to look for work. She spon me money ROFL. X.X too much freetime. Cant stand it. WOOTS. Later going out. HOHOHOOOOOO

Gets freaked out the moment i think of school holidays. I never attempted work before and wanna try. HOHOHO =X Further more, can help you waste time. Holidays are a waste of time. serious. LOL. Most prob i`ll be at home. Playing audition. Sleep eat. Nothing much.. IM SO TIRED. tmr still have to go out. Alright. off i go to sleep!

WOKEN UP BY FAI CHAN. RAWR. Damn tired la. Then he ask me hurry get up meet them. Pea mich shuling bun ryan and him going. Then i anything loh. ROFL. Went there wear until so lap sap. LOL Anyhow loop in a t shirt and 3 quarts. then wear slippers . lmao LIKE GO MARKET SHOPPING =X BTH. They keep making fun of me sia. ANYWAY. play awhile at bunk. Sia la. i cant play at home anymore. OMFGSSSSSS ^_^ Comp crashed coz my brother download crap la. Go download dunno wad virus. then cant even open. NEHNEH. NNHM. ZZZ Now can only rot on msn and rot rot rot. Hmmm.. Went to eat at pastamania. BTH SIA. Left so many bread no one wanna eat. Then we play games. Lose de eat. MICH ate 2. Fai ate 1. Not bad ar. couple eat LOLOLOL. Went home not long later after bunking for abit. AND FAI. U DUN ANYHOW ANYHOW. T.T NEHNEH! T__________T I HATE DONKEY U HATE DONKEY I HATE DONKEY. ROFL. =X Love auditioners. ^_^

Woots. Wo hui lai le.! ^_^ Anyway. Went to bunk to meet up mich and ryan. AWAKEN WOR. =X Thinking which shirt to buy. Notice* Lexy change uniform le. 3WOOL top. I finally found a fixed look i wan. HAHA =X But the hat is still police woman top. POLICE ROCKS. =D Anyway har... Went meet them up then head to city hall play lan. Coz my mom zakumming there. LOL =X So went to join her. Suzaku came too! Too bad they din manage to zakum ^^ Pea and tock came to fetch us and we squeeze until BTH. Went to eat zhu chao? How to say. Nvm. Eat finish le full like crazy =/ Then went to tocks house catch movie. -,- BTH. I was so tired and i`m afraid i might fall asleep there so i wanted to go home early. But because my parents like bad mood or wad la. Not happy with everything. CRAP Then my parents dunno go where. I bo key. Kalimi was asked not to open the door for me. Then my siblings also cannot do anything. then SUA! i go rachel hse ton. LOL. *kakaka Then we share same bed. tell secret secret. ^_^ H...

WELL. It`ll just be a normal post. NOTHING MUCH. So, if u dont feel like reading. Press the X button at the right hand corner. Lmao. Ok anyway. Met Daddy,Mich,Kuro,Tutu,Karen,Shuling,Bun at bunk. Went to tock`s house. Ate there and then some went home pretty early Left, me pea, mich, tazy,shiki,moo,fai All rotting there. Then mich,tazzy.pea went home. Left fai me shiki and moo. Wa seh ytd i damn. Energetic sia. LOL. Holidays. WOOOOOOOOOOT. Sheesh. siao liao. Anyway, we were in tock`s room all the while. slacking and talk nonsense. Nothing much . Slept wake up and went home. Woo. Audi short of 1 person liao tmr Good luck! PS ; GRRRR FAI. T.T

Friends. What are they. They make you feel happy. Even when you`re in the worst mood ever. They would be there for you. They hang out with you because you`re YOU. And dont fuss over anything. My friends have always been there for me. Whenever i feel down or i need someone to care. They appear. ^_^ Now i could tell them. I still need you guys and i will no longer be sad. I promise. I just came back from watching a movie, posessed. m18 show omg. =/ Anyway, nth much to see. =.= So dont xiang Y Y . Only got dau love poorkie, poorkie love dau. =X Awakan - Ryan, Diana , Mich (I`m getting the Audition Tee.) Lexy - Diana , Mich , Serene , Joreen. (Primitive i buying liaos. ^^) FNS X 5 (=X) LMAO Night. ^_^

Today after play with ryan mich and tazzy so fun. Ryan and Mich same boat as me. BUT! I intro u someone ROFL. MY "DARLING" This nut head kid is my zui teng ai de maple friend. He very cute hor wahaha ^_^ OI JAS. U PROMISE ME ALOT OF THINGS LOH. U BETTER DO ARBO WE "BREAK" LMAO!!! ----------------------- DIANA ; OMG LOL DIANA ; how to make heart Jas ❤ Diana i don't wanna run away . i don't wanna be alone . says: cause my hearts feel for u than got heart Jas ❤ Diana i don't wanna run away . i don't wanna be alone . says: LOL Jas ❤ Diana i don't wanna run away . i don't wanna be alone . says: =x DIANA ; LOL SWEETTALK N U WILL DIE DIANA ; *POKE ------------------------------ Jas u go die sia. Sleep so early. Omfg i also forgot i tmr i got test sia. Anyway. good luck ar xiao di jas. Am happy today :) ------------------------------ i`m still c...

To be frank about myself. I live in a world that has no tears. Just joy and fun. A world everyone wanted to be in. Having boyfriends are common in my age. And going with them without any feeling is like common all over my years. I had loved them before but i guess i took them for granted and got sick of them Leaving me no choice but to end the relationship. When one ended i tend to have the "come on its just a break up. why the big deal?" thought. But a friend of mine made me change my mind. Every breakup made me feel like i cant face the person. It`s because i feel guilty . Most of my ex`s are no longer friends with me. And those who manage to stay friends with are no longer that close. In my 8 exes, only one of them i am very close with. I can confide in him in anything and he will make me feel happy. He was the one that was the longest with me. But the duration is only 2 months + Although the time we spent togetheir is short. He was great and cute. I ever asked myself why ...

Well, I went to school for my POA and MT paper. I think im screwed. Like omfgholyshitassfreak! Anyway, i was so tired due to late night chats yesterday. I slept at around. 3. woke up at 5.30. Which means i only slept for 2.5 hour! omfg! After school i went home to get myself prepared to meet mich later, met her at 3.15 at bunk. We walked around bunk and saw ahbing. Head to eat and ahbing,ah8ben and babytoots join us not long after we finished. Lobbie also came to meet us. ahaha.. Cute chic. Went to bunk to slack abit and met up with ryan,bun,tutu,shuling and hearts. We head off to tock`s house and i was feeling so shag with all the walking ... =_= Finally reached the destination with the welcome of his dog, rexy. We went in, exchanged greetings and then watched tv. It was quite cosy and while watching tv, i was so tired that i fell asleep. =_= Only for awhile thou. Maybe 10mins? before i was awaken by people going out and in the house. Because the pizza man arrived. LOL. Had 1 slice of...

Happen to pop in online! My geo paper was O.K. But i think i really suffer for math. Daddy said he would teach me but he didn`t?! Sheesh! u make me cry T-T I went home and watched goong. i`ll never cling on to impossible stuff anymore. No point. I`ll just let it go. Slowly haha. Anyway, today was pretty slacky. Kinda played auditio for the whole day. Finally stopped just now. Haha btw tock`s going on a "vacation" for 7 weeks. Good luck yeah. we`ll all miss you. Talked to mich and told her about this bbq thingy tock planned. Yup. weds. i think i had marking day, so no school O.o Changed my pass but many PRO hackers manage to hack into it! wahhaa. Just so lucky i didn`t publish my drafts and let u all laugh at me! =X Going out tmr~ Going to meet my auditon mates again. I love them :) ^_^

i`ll just set aside my mind. wahahaa. *runs

A wish. A fairytale. Something we want. =D Preview of goong, click here ------------------------------------- To download goong, Please click here I am completly addicted to Kdramas. I cant squeal enough on how hot the guys are and how MOST of the stories are heartbreakingly sad throughtout the series but never fails to end in a very high note. Its a sophisticated and elaborate fairytale. Goong starts out funny and slapstick , and then starts to build up the tension and drama in subsequent episodes. I disliked the Crown Prince from the start. He was arrogant, cold and stoic unlike our lovely and cheerful heroin. My dislike of him persisted until the story turned after Yuls B-day. Before said episode, I wanted our heroin to actually be with Yul, who was kind and sweet and was, in my opnion, a more appropriate match. But the Crown Prince redeemed himself , and endeared him to my heart from that part of the story onwards. The princess was well played by the actress. She had the right amo...

Because Blogger is not allowing me to edit my freaking post. Ignore the spelling please. Havnt edited them yet. T.T Here`re pics i took ytd. When im bored. To death ^^ Trace drew this for me! Xie xie! Took this out of boredem. Please ignore the hair. LOL My neat table ^^ Erm, See my pencil case O.o

Hmmmm. Back from school and i cant resist blogging. Somehow i`m kinda addicted to it. Well, the craze was not that bad until many things happened in my life. I i need to write it down before time erases it away. School was very boring as usual, except i had to go through exams. I slept at 3 going 4 last night. Was damn shag in school. The first paper was Chinese paper 1, Consisted of letter writting and a compo. Very limited topics for compo. I wrote as fast as i could to prevent me of having the thought of going to sleep. I did my compo first in 30mins with many holes in lines. which also means i didn`t know how to write the words. And spent my another 30mins filling up the words in the holes. With the help of the dictionary. Duh =x I did my letter writing quickly as i was starting to doze off. I finally finished filling up the holes just 10mins before the time dues. I lay my head on the table and... Plop. i fell into dream land. LOL. Omg its weird how i can dream so much in 10mins. I...

Changed song, Wanted this song at first! But didn`t have the chance to play it because another song caught my attention. X.X now, lets welcome the pantene advert! ^^ Pantene rocks anyway LOL. I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up th...

A poem to think about ; Still, i keep looking in all places, Where you are supposed to be. But i never seem to find you, And you're all i long to see. I just can`t seem to understand, What it was that changed your mind. All this time i thought i knew you, When really, i was blind. But know that i do not hate you, And i know i never will. Because i cared about you then, And i care about you still. Even though you hurt me, I can`'t seem to let you go. But i will go on without you, And i want to make sure you know. It would take some time to mend, The damage that you`ve done. But broken hearts do heal, That`s where strength comes from. For now, the tears may be falling, And my thoughts keep circling yo you. But soon, things will get better, If you have hope, then they always do. --------------------------- It ended as abruptly as it began, A brief message, then the final good-bye. I sat silently in a daze for a moment. Then reality sank in. A friendly breakup of a far from perfect...

Ok here`s the lyrics i promised. Btw, there`s another post before this! Enjoy! If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I never know what the future brings, but I know you are here with me now. We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with. I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why you're so far away, but I know that this ...

ok , FIRSTLY, HAPPY CHILDREN`S DAY :) Today i woke up very late because i was on the phone with my friend till i fell asleep. leaving him alone. i`m sorry :) anyway. I woke up and wash up, have breakfast, then head on to the world of dance battle. =.= i gamed from 12+ all the way to 9+ I`m feeling very lethargic. I played NPC with mich today. We were like crazy about dens. I had 60k at first because i lost all my money to the license. =.= After Npcing, i had 100k. Haha . There are quite abit of conflict with the song SWEETIE. Because we cant perf that song, The npc just took over us and the game just stopped. Some kinda npc. I hate the NPC SALLY. >. Not long after our last game, beat city, we won and decided to head to free 1, where we could find our friends at. I was thinking of what set i should wear next week, because my cash item last only 1 week. Somehow i like it this way because i can change looks all the time. Although its abit more expensive like that =.= Nvm i decided, i w...