Diana

Hi all, i`ve moved. :) http://nonsencical.livejournal.com Its a "FRIENDS ONLY" blog. Still am gonna blog on ikickyou, But lesser. :) Takecares.

Friday! School was OKAY. There`s only 2 lessons. :) Great! AFD and BFD. Went to have lunch with the clique later on. After lunch, i rushed to aljunied, aka circuit road, aka macperson ITE (; Met up with my loverBOY ! He ended school 45mins ago, but still waited for me till i reached! So much for time planning DIANA :( He accompanied me to redhill to get my clothes andwe ate at the market there too! Then purposely sat bus to BEDOK, which took like 2hrs...then sat another bus to my house there at tampines, 15mins... Piang eh, I slept at the bus la can, super tired from all the work and school. I have work tmr too! Good good! But early in the morning sia. Sian 1/2 de lohs. Monday swimming lessons leh, gonna see all my class guys in tongs and tights, HAHA. FUNNY SIA. i really cannot imagine. Damn sickening. Anyways, whats wrong with IMEEM ar? keep cannot load one, so louya. Boy just went home 1 hr back i think. Lol. Already missing him. Love you boy, and last of all, Happy 3rd Month ;)

Thursday! Went to school . Freaking tired. Was in a very very very very bad mood today! Didnt eat during lunch, just had ice cream, dessert and some sour plum. I felt like i`m about to vomit big time. Lmao, Not because im sick or whatever lahs. Its because whenever i`m moody i tend to feel that way. Didnt listen much during lesson.Was smsing and stuffingmyself with water and sour plum =/At the same time, resting my head on the table feeling so so miserable.I went home after business which we are not supposed to leave yet coz we have accounts later on. But had to skip it. Yuuki and Han Bin ( i think i got his name right this time) skipped accounts with me too. Good , die tgt. =/After everything, went to work at dhoby. Ohmygod, i`ve always thought is $7/h but i was so so wrong... because i have to be an invigilator in a private uni. If it`s a 3hr paper i get 34bucks. If its a 2hr paper, i get 24bucks. O.O omg. Not bad right? LOL. i did 3 hours each day on weds,thurs and sat aso got... Go...

Hello world, I`m getting irritated VERY EASILY . Not gonna say what im irritated at... School was fine these few days, i wont upload pictures YET, thats practically because my macbook is with my sister. Whatever right? Went home with the usual people again. Yuuki,Andy and Desmond. Desmond and Yuuki is gonna go SIM soon. So much for entering ITE. Tomorrow`s 10am lesson. Yay? Sleep more, because i have to go work, again. Hope i wont end that late and i need to buy my thumbdrive... Gonna meet rongx2 at inter tmr too. Good, then got another girl accompany me. Rather than all guys. Yuuki`s not meeting us, he never meets us, Lazy idiot, only wanna sleep more and attend school late. Oh great, so much for blogging. More like ranting can. Urh, stupid people ...QUITE A FEW OF THEM. Dunno how to reply my sms. Fucking shit, people want my number i also dun wanna give. random ppl dunno how they get my number, (DUNO WHICH OF MY FRIENDS GIVE DE, HOR?) I also dun wanna reply their sms, duno them mah...

"Girlfriends are the love." Resumitted post. :) Met andy and grace again at inter and went to school :) I forgot whats another guy`s name who came along with us. :s Anyways, Went for life skills lesson 1st up :) Had a 30min lesson then went for lunch. Or you can call it breakfast =.= I ate laksa, ITS FREAKING SPICY OMG. ;( Sadded. I eat until so full, dunno later PE can manage anot.. Should be can luhs :) Diana`s strong. Went for PE lesson and its the height and weight session. Sian 1/2 i just eat finish they wanna measure my weight, sure overweight lmao! x; Height 165 omg i think i "kiu zui" . I`m not gonna reveal my weight. Too fat already. :) After PE went to play pool for 1 and 1/2 hour. Sianed de can. Played 3 rounds, With crystal, grace and desmond. Gonna go ktv next week. :) Yipee. After pool session went for BUSINESS and OFFICE applications. Damn sian...I was freaking moody all the way home... Sigh. Its hard to understand what one is thinking. I`m not go...

Great, lemme blog about today first! today was okay! woke up at 6.45 LOL. freaking late. So i quickly bathed and rushed down to meet andy and grace. WHAT THE HELL LAH, they later than me LMAO. so we all met up and sat the bus tgt... Was about few mins late...Sat at the front row with crystal and .. ANDY AGAIN?! LMAO. fuck it. tt meanie is gonna draw my book, heng he not left handed. LOL. coz i was seated on his left. :) Eh, yuuki didnt come. i was suppose to sit with him. grrr. idiotic shit lah he. pon school until happy happy. Get well soon lah. and faster come back sch, arif misses you! later on went to the tele match. Walaos, i tell you arh, BUSINESS SCHOOL IS SO NOT ENTHU. fuck it lah, all wanna act chio act cool dun wan support own school ppl. DUMB LAH, put so much make up STEP ONE CHIO LOLS. if you`re pretty dun need put make up also pretty one leh, diao. because those people who sat beside us are girls, and they were practically ugly people with makeup, and they listen to their ...

It`s hard to make decisions. When you just dont feel the same anymore, everything changes. :( Went to school today at 9.15 and met up grace andy and desmond... boarded the bus and met crystal. We were early! Lmao! Head to class and sat at my comp number. Wapiang, so freaking far la. Like damn lonely if i sit there, so i decided to sit beside that... Er. i dont know what`s that guy name. LOL. Same row luhs...Yuuki and his friends came after that and yuuki sat beside me. But he aint suppose to sit there also la. His stupid index is 34, he`s sitting at 39. He geigei one la, want sit with me. LOL! kidding kidding ;[ alrights. did powerpoint. and i swear yuuki so noisy la. keep talk to me. make me cant finish my project. SO IRRITATING RIGHT?! Yuuki didnt finish his powerpoint project too. LMAO. Talked alot of rubbish . went for lunch after that with grace and group. Head towards business room and sat at the last row, like what grace wanted la =x But again, i sat with yuuki the raindeer. =...

Wanna know why? :D See?! haha! Chio sia! Magic :)

Weds! :D Wore PE to school today.Not allowed to i heard. But heck la. :P Met grace and andy this morning around 7.50. Was suppose to meet them at 7.35 but i forgot to bring my wallet so i went back to get it. Arrived at class half an hour late and had our attendence marked. Computer applications was okay la. Simple techniques. :) After that went to have a simple break before the talk in the audi. After the talk went to eat lunch at cafe 2. :D Then went to take lessons after that. Sian de loh. Accounts is totally like teaching the basics. :) So damn sian. But ohwells. After school going to find my boy at MP ite. But boy sms me go to billard there take something from his friend. But when i was there waited for his friend or what. His friend didnt come. so i went to call boy. No reception so i went out to call... But when calling, suddenly saw him omfgZ! lmao. Haha! He sent me back home after that. :) a quiz keo junior wan me to do ;) 1. At what age do you wish to marry? 26! :D 2. What I ...

I seriously dont wanna blog, let this post be a warning that updates would be lesser and slower. I`m too tired after school to do anything but to lie dead at on my bed and snoring away till the sun arrives. Nothing much happened today. Had the amazing race, which is practically boring and stupid because the whole class wasnt enthu or sporting. & it makes it seem like an extra when you`re like enthu about almost everything. People who know me should know what im talking about. The whole class sort of like strolling from station to station. Tian liang le la! LOL. After that had lunch with grace crystal andy desmond. Haha, Grace is a bad girl. Got bf le still wan so many boys. Like jonathan from QG and Uki from QF. Anyways, Went to CCA fair, got tennis and malay dance as a CCA. Stupid xin sheng, actually he only say joining basketball and badmiton, then later on, also copy me join tennis. nvm. Good good, at least i wont be so lonely in tennis. Joined malay dance with crystal and grace...

School`s okay today. Met andy, tay and andre at tampines interchange, Went to sch tgt. I never took a bus that had to Q all the way to mac loh. Omg =.= Sucky sia. But ohwells, got to sch and know quite a number of ppl even before school starts. Went to check my accounts class. Look for so long... Finally found la... My name is the last index number of QF. AND IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS ANDY! woohoo!. wont so lonely. LMAOLMAO. Sat beside each other at the audi. Took hell lotsa pictures. After that had lunch at a cafe. Western food. Went back to audi to hear them nag. lol. Went to the function room after tt to play break the ice game... Sometimes you can just tell if you can click with the person just by the looks. So yeah, thank god we had a clique to ourself. Includes Grace, Crystal, Xin sheng and of course, cannot pang seh andy :P So yeah! I think lockers gonna be issued real soon, and i really cant wait to share it with the 2 other girls. Yay. The talks and lectures at the audi are real...

I`m tired. Dont know whats going in actually. I hate that feeling that dwells inside of me, ringing in my head and pounding so badly. Conscience told me to let go. But my heart cant. Am i too softhearted? Maybe, like what jackie said. He`s already yours. Dont think about anything else. But when i realise she`s still loving him after so long, i feel a little sad for her. I dont like to hear people cry. I hate it. Even though she`s no one related to me. But still. I know how she feels. And boy, i dont know what are you feeling. But whatever it is, i just want the best for you. Whatever you do, just follow your heart. Because you wont wanna regret it in future... It`s awkward to face someone that love the same person as you. But i`ve never believed in a love that is one sided. So whatever is... Haha. Anyways. School`s starting real soon. To Simei ITE peeps, 9am report to school. But i dont know where. And for april intake students : bring PE shirt for the orientation i think. LOL. Info f...

Its killing me, right inside. and you dont even know it, not now, not later, not forever. its friday! 1st day of pundeh jude`s brother, ian`s chalet. Dont know if i wanna go tmr, just to visit pundeh ♥ maybe, maybe, school`s gonna start, so many mixed feelings going through me. Dad reprimanded me. Told me off for choosing an ITE when i am eligable for poly. Cried so bad. Cause he mentioned that ITE is a bad school and all. But i already mady my choice, it cannot be changed. Because of dad, i went to carve a cross on my lap. Not gonna carve it on my hand because school`s starting. And yeah, i forgot to mention, i finally found out whats wrong with my face. Its the fucking foundation from missha. Its just a base la. But i forgot who bought it for me, on my birthday last year. And i realise, expired long ago. FUCK, so im actually putting expired foundation on my faceeeee? Heng i only use it on special occasions. & the last time i used it is on april`s fool. Clubbing. Anyway, i dont gi...

Contridicting seasons, always. Dance with me on the dancefloor with steps as flawless as a mirror with lotsa love and passion. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I love you my dear, i promise. Here you go, our WAWA! =D cute right? haha. i know. am talking on the phone with loverBOY. planning to meet him up tmr. yay, i miss him so much. i think im getting used to him being in my life. and it feels all weird and uneasy without seeing and hugging him for 1 day!. oh my, am i becoming obsessed? LMAO! I cant wait to go to school, with lotsa friends and all. ha... but there`s a bad point bout it. i wont get to see dar almost everyday! walaosia!. SIAN. ;[

Not possible, not . have you ever come across something that makes you smile whenever you see it, even if that means you`re in the dampest of mood and highest point of boiling? I guess yeah, everyone has something or maybe someone, that could cool them down, to let them calm down and search through their mind and soul and to think through, to see whats wrong right from the start. Sunflowers never fail to cheer me up, in the darkest of times, and the worst of my nightmares. They represent the sun. The source of light, happiness, warmth and of course, life. Imagine the world without the sun, what would it be like? all dark and damp and cold. Mini versions of the sun were created by god to cheer people lives up, including mine. &.. it could be yours too. :) there are many reasons why people get sad and angry over. family, friends, or others. but the quarrel always ends with both parties getting hurt. so why not just face everything with a smile. a smile so bright. enjoy every moment....

Let go, and dont come back... 8 more days to school reopen. RP school opens tomorrow. Good luck to all RP students. I`ve got my bag, my uniform, file, everything. I`m short of : wallet, watch, shoes :( loveBOY short of : wallet, watch, shoes, stationary. Gah gah.... Found one wallet in wallet shop, sleek and nice la... 36bucks. broke le laaa. then watch maybe...from swatch... shoes... idk where, everything same as dar. :)))) anyways.... maybe from an online shop la the shoes. black and gold... :)

"as days past by time by time, my heart seasoned through the weather, turning into dark solid stone." its tired asking someone to change. but always, the effort would pay off and when a miracle strikes. the person changes.. loverBOY, thanks for quitting your gross habit of smoking and gambling. i love you... :) sorry for my unreasonable attitude... and selfish thoughts... sorry for everything love. :) Looking for part time job to work after school everyday :) Anyone know of any job that is available for application, please contact me at msn :)

Caution, huge photo content of self love. LOL. Walk down this long road with me please darling? 31st march. Welcome the april!. and happy april`s fool peeps! i know this post came too late but. well! its a 3 in 1 post la!. so readers this is for you. :)! went to bugis to find loverBOY`s school bag. then we found one... gonna exchange my bag`s colour too. to a colour similar to my loverBOY`s bag. :) pictures for that day. ok, now, APRIL`S FOOL DAY. 1st off, the back-to-school trip. met my darla at the interchange and we made our way back to JUNYUANSECONDARYSCHOOL. hi baby, its been months since i last saw you. i miss ya... alright, my boy is stuck outside the gate. due to his COLOURED HAIR & slippers. met cass,denise and.. shirley. talk bout clubbing. didnt wanna go. coz i dun wan my boy sad.. because if he`s sad i would too.. boy, im sorry. i didnt manage to reject their invitation. but you should know i tried... because they insisted i go t_t nvm... but clubbing is night.. so afte...