So many times i tell myself i was strong but time and time again i disappoint myself so many times that i lost count. Eventually i gave up being strong and that's when i stopped finding, stopped searching.
This post is dedicated to my cousin, the cousin that is my role model. (I wrote it on a letter, but i never had a chance to give it to her because she was so busy and i think she might just scream at me anytime...) Dear ZZ jie , When you walked down the aisle, i cant help but to feel that every inch of my body was filled with joy and deeply inside me, i pray that you will be happy throughout your life. Special people like you and the people in your family like Cat jie , Da yi , and uncle are people who i am willing to give up 20 years of my life for just to see each of you healthy and happy. You guys are just that special to me. Maybe I'm not the type that can portray my feelings through my actions, but i sincerely mean what i say. You have a huge impact on my life. I am not too sure what the reason was, perhaps it was because i had once stayed with you. But yes, during the process of growing up, i learnt alot from you. I learnt that you cannot let anyone bring you down, you hav...
Ok here`s the lyrics i promised. Btw, there`s another post before this! Enjoy! If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I never know what the future brings, but I know you are here with me now. We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with. I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why you're so far away, but I know that this ...
On the 16th, Laopa came to pick me up around 4am. Went over to cake`s chalet :) Drank abit, or rather 2 sips. Damn, mel found out i drank 2 sips whenjeff and bao wanted me to drink 1 cup. EH BUTS ITS STRONG OK. ;[ anyways. here are pictures. Lmao. this maple thingy was made long long ago. Thought it sort of like suited and similar to cake`s state that day, everyone wanna jio him drink. oh i had a clear video of what randy was talking. haha. i think its quite clear =x anyway. Next day went out with yijie angeline and dar. :) Celebrate yijie`s birthday. Went to KTV :) Sang abit la. omg they heard my horrible voice. anyway here are some pics on tt day. tonned at yijie`s hse. pics of them gaying. :) :) when u ask me do i love u but. do u remember why i waled on water for u? ilu my baby boy. Your Flirt Quotient You are 60% Flirt Are You a Flirtatious Woman? this is fucking not true. LOL You Are a Friendly Flirt! You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hard...
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