Diana

11:11PM ( Friday ) My wish is for you to stay happy no matter where and what you would be in the future. To be successful in your future endeavors and hopefully find a good companion to share your joy with you. Wishing for your wishes to come true as long as it makes you happy. Because i'm happy when you are. ♥ Totally random but, I dyed my hair black again today. AWESOME!

Its been so long. Are you able to pick out the lies from the truths, to know the right from the wrong? Its funny how people create lies not knowing they had to come from many truths weaved together as one. We all live in a society that we can no longer differentiate the differences anymore. We're immune to masks and the faces behind them. We have admitted to fate. People don't change, you just don't know who they really are. Like a couple of love stories and fairy-tales, we all fall in love not knowing we're actually heading towards a big lie. The catch about falling in love is, it makes you feel like you're in a fairytale story, where everything is perfect and romantic. Ironically, fairy-tales are not real. Just like any ordinary couple along the street. So happy but yet inside who know's what they are going through. We pretend everything is fine when a problem arise as so to avoid the possible truth from coming true. The truth of which love is actually a lie p...

We'll never be okay. And thats how its gonna stay.

SOLELY STUDENT AMBASSADORS! Saturday& Sunday, woke up really early that morning :( Went to Helicon Camp that consisted of 4 IGs. Photo, Write, Student Ambasador and Japanese Culture Club :P Was split into 6 groups with the mix of all IG. S & Jamie in team 1, Myself team 2 and Bryan team 6! So sadddd, i dont know anyone in my team. Feels like orientation ALL OVER AGAIN! HAHAHAHA. Right S, J, B? Started off with ice breakers, was kinda odd because my team were all quiet and no one was really talking. I think we had like 25 people on our team. Amazing race, Dog and bone, Team work games. Had alot of fun! :) Beng joined jamie like at night. :P Sweet diez la hor hahahah! Night was ... i dont know. Unique. Sunday morning we did our skits and our team won 1st! Everyone did well. :P And most importantly we all had fun! Left for gramps house @ tampines! :) Homeeeeeeeeeeee! Shag die now. Lmao! I seriously should type and blog properly tomorrow :P Mmm, half of my heart wants me dead. :(

Sorry i wasn't what you expected.

E37L's Party theme wednesday! :) Balloons, Mask, Cone hats, Pizza and awesome music! (No one's birthday la lol) (Y) Its an awesome day today. Minus the part when i had to do a stupid walk and act retarded. Its getting harder to differentiate the truth and the lies.

I need to do something about it. Yes i do. :(

Piangszxzx. My body clock is damn, punctual! Waking up like 8am in the morning after sleeping at 2.30 last night! To do list : Buy new school bag, buy new sunblock, buy new flats, make time for friends study maths. Lolz D: I need a new school bag because the current one is 1 year old and silky chews on it at times. ._. So annoying right. Anyway, i bought this new sunblock 1 week ago and have been using it for this week of school. Its like those normal sunblock u see on the shelves la, white colour one, but the thing with this sunblock is that it doesnt set in until like, 3 hours later or something LOL. So it looks damn greasy and white when u just apply it. Failz or not u tell me? :( I need new flats because i would not want to wear heels to school right? ._. I need to start making time for all my friends, with school and after school activities, its hard to actually find time to hang out with my friends. No more time to date, no more time to hang out. Sucks, i know. Sometimes you feel...

I wish i could sleep my nightmare away last night. So sorry for hurting you SZ. I didnt mean to. Really, who am i to hate liars?

Clique at full currently. Lolz. Friday! :) Science was quite okay, but our team damn suay. Faci asked us some weird question related to maths and i couldnt answer it. To think i could actually answer other team's questions easily. And when it comes to my team, the question's difficulty actually changes. FFFFFF. Sigh, ._. Feel so noob all of a sudden. UT was okay, was discussing answers after that and i think i screwed mine up a little. :( Nvm! Was accepted in Student Ambassador, just received the mail in my RP inbox hahaa. Gonna go for the helicon camp this week. 2D1N Woo. First stay over camp in RP for me! :) Egg-cited! Ate at causeway after school with Bryan and S. Prawn mee (Y) I likeeeee. Nothing changes.

It was never really about us.

Okay, today is 12th may, E37L's uniform day! I know some of you saw my facebook pictures earlier today and wondered why i am in Junyuan's school uniform! Here's the answer! E37L decided to organize a uniform day where everyone wears something related to their past school! So all of us wore! (Some PE shirt, some CAMP shirt, some FORMAL uniform) This uniform day is only applicable to our class, so other class were quite shocked we were wearing uniform to school HAHAHA. We awesome or what? I know some of the people would be like, who the hell would wear uniform to poly sia? But we only have one life to live, do the craziest thing would be an addition to enjoyment points! I don't care what anyone think of us! We took so many pictures but im only going to upload 2! :) Enjoy!! And i love E37L! Hat day next Wednesday! (19th May) I'm getting really attached to my class. Hahaha. Sem 2 please take your time to come! :) Formal Shot! -- Informal Shot! Nevermind.

Hello! :) Woo lurbe my eyes! x) Wore the backpacker's shirt to school again. Its been 3 times in a month! :( But its okay, it was a planned outfit with someone. Heh. Cognitive today! It was fun! Had debate and the best news is, no need to do powerpoint! (Holy Mama!) Whole class like slack and happy now! Pei kiat blast music using the wireless!! And our class it like, lights off lights on HAHAHA, So its pretty much like disco :P So cute right my class? Anyway, I rushed off after school to tighten my braces and change bands! Its Pink now! Not much of a difference to orange, but still gross looking. Bought my sister a birthday cake before reaching home but she sought of knew. Sisters think alike? Hahaha i think so! Did my RJ really early today! Sigh, should have did better RJs last week! :( Stupid Stupid! I'll pretend i'm okay.

E37L Sem 1 class photo(Y) Class was horrible today. I didnt even speak up in class neither did i understand a shit. Maths is always a killer, both secondary school and poly :( I got a C for my maths last week. Horrible horrible. I think i will continue to get C then . :S Maths is ruining my GPA. Seriously. T.T Where my 4 pointer hahahaah. Went for the Student Ambassador interview after school with S. The interviewer asked me questions like, Why student Ambassador? Not even thinking, i questioned back, why not? Walao, i swear in my heart i was like (omfg u interviewer or they interviewer hahaha) And i crapped my way through the interview. HAHAHAHA. The atmosphere was intense because the 2 of them were facis, only 1 student. (I think la) And that 1 student is like never ask me questions one :( Sad diez. I think i wont be able to be on the SA team :(:(:(

*D *Di *Dia *Dian *Diana *Diana C *Diana Ch *Diana Cho *Diana Choo *Diana Choo P *Diana Choo Pe *Diana Choo Pei *Diana Choo Pei Q *Diana Choo Pei Qi S did it. x) Happy Mommy's day! :) Did not go to the gathering because i am a lazy bum. Student Ambassador interview tomorrow! Wish me luck! :) I hate Mondays because its the maths module. Sian diez. Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

Im so selfish.

Finally a decent post! Today was Science module! Chemistry topic! Should be damn lucky cause i took chemistry back then in secondary school. A PLEASE A PWEASE A PURHLEASE! It was also Shah's birthday! We all made her go to different classes sitting on the chair and we push her HAHAHAHA. So mean right we? :( But she got like a couple of birthday songs from different classes. (Y) E3 Classes like power only ah! :D And FYI, i am so not the mastermind okay! So dont believe the class when they told you i was :( *Innocent face* Today was also the UT trial ! :) Next week Friday is the REAL cognitive UT. Worried like dog already :( I realized i answer wrongly for alot of questions. Ahhh, i should start mugging soon! :) Anyway, went to have dinner with S after school and ate prawn mee :) Aweeeesome! Then walk around pasar malam (Like finalllllyyyyyy) Home! :) Having so much to say but not being able to.

People have so many doubts in their choices. One moment it may seem like the best thing on earth, the next thing you know, its the last thing you want to see. How many times have we made bad decisions and because of that, we ruin a little part of our life and it is gradually building up to misery we cannot explain. The funny thing is, we never admit how hurt we were, perhaps its because we never really knew, or maybe even too afraid to face it. Because facing the pain reminds us of so much fear we decide to run away from it, by pretending to forget. We tend to find ourself not believing in anyone after that tiny piece of heart was removed. I knew i was running, but i didnt know what i was running away from. Perhaps i am still the weakling i was one year back... No, wait, Maybe there's a difference. I cant find my heart now. Maybe i was right about myself.

Thank you, E37L.

Today marks the day of my independence. Sometimes i just feel like giving up on everything. Will blog normally tomorrow. I miss you, dad.

WE'RE ROCKING THE REPUBLIC T W E N T Y T E N Today was "RP/WHITE SHIRT DAY!" Hahahaha i must be damn bo liao to organize this event! But oh well, almost everyone turned up in white! Except for 2 girls! Not their fault la, 1 of them dont have white, another kinda forgot or didnt knew. Anyway, it was awesome. We took crazy pictures together! Love it to the max! Miss Sean though :( Kelly confirm damn sad he not in the picture!! Bahahahah! Oh ya, today my stomachache like one dog. Jason ask me put some lame warm water on my stomach. HAHAHA. AND THE BEST PART IS, IT DOESNT HELP!!!! Oh well. Like so naggy right he? Thats Jason for you! zzz Ate chicken rice today, black chicken so dry loh, hate it max! I loveeeee white chicken! The bubbletea is damn gross. I swear never to order oreo blended anymore :( Maybe i should just stick to my usual green apple ice blended or milk tea :D Ohhhh yeah before i forget, S bought be breakfast today cause my stomach pain diez. Thank you! Ma...

If you know about my past maybe then you’ll understand why I am the person I am today .

Saturday was a blast. House party at Sean's was okay. Had fun playing with the wigs and the food was not bad! (Especially the potatoes LOOOOL) Edwiana and I left at 8.30 cause I was suppose to meet S, 9 @ City Hall. (She kept grumbling can D: ) Shall not reveal additional details but, i enjoyed myself alot. Its been so long since i laugh non stop for such a long duration. :P Both reserved right?