unlikely.




Because i love you.
14/11/09 - Sat

Wokeup today and found Jolene darling already awake :o Chatted for abit and had wonton mee for breakfast! On the way to the mrt station, she recieved a call from her boyfriend. Her boyfriend is on her way to surprise her!!! Jolene was sooooo happppppppy (Extremely!). So she went to pak tuo with her bf while i went to meet my baby! Catched 2012. FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING GOOD. Must watch! (Thumbs up x100) Its not at all boring! Worth the 2.5 hours in the cinema!~ Did some light shopping and had chicken chop for dinner (lol) . Went to take a loooong walk with my baby and we sat out all night just talking and talking! It just feels so right with you dear.

That night, i lost a clique of friends. That clique of friends are told to stay away from me and i really hope they respect my decision. If brooding about the past is all they can do, then better off good bye. I have deleted/blocked all of them off my MSN contacts, because when i said FUCK OFF, it means FUCK OFF FOREVER. It hurts to lose them. But it hurts even more when i know we cant be like before. All the drama, all the lies. Im over it. At least my conscience is clear. Take care, SPQ.



SCREW CONTRADICTION.

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