Strength.



That chemistry is too strong to avoid.

I vividly remember what i wrote for the compo for my general paper. Its topic was Power. And what i wrote about, are parents. Our parents. Do you not think that they have the power to change our moods and the power to actually mould our personality for the future? If your answer is no, you do not love your parents. (Perhaps i should say you pretend not to) What i wrote was directly from my heart and how i feel about relationship between parents and their children. They do have the power to motivate you or discourage you. You cannot deny.

Just earlier today i browsed through all my really ancient entries and found myself recollecting all the memories within the years in just a few seconds. Not so much of unpleasant ones but they had a fair share in the population. We often ask ourselves to move forward no matter how hard it is because in the end, the past doesnt matter and ironically, its also the past that hurts us the most. We learn from past experiences and relationships to improve ourselves in the future to avoid making the same mistake again. But what we really learned, was to be afraid. Afraid of making new commitments and creating new experiences because of our past issues. Some may disagree. But alas, they are all the same but with a mask.

Are you living behind a mask? That question you have to ask yourself.
Because i outlived it.

Today i went to meet min lurbe at orchard.
We walked far east buying nothing, and went to funan to get our pay!
We then decided to go back to far east to try the ann clothes LOL.
But turns out that its not how we expected it to be! So did not get it anyway!
Was joined by Don and Joanna later on but was later on left with Joanna.
Joanna shopped abit and bought a pair of shoes and a stop. Hahaha

Went home at about 12++
Rachel and her bf sent me home ^_^
While Sher sent Joanna home.

Heh. Pew pew.
Talk on the phone and sleep like a dog.
Yesterday was yet another dramatic day. :)

Tmr mooobeeeee. Happppppy die.

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