Confused.

Sometimes you were cold to me,
yet sometimes very close.

i`m unsure of what i am to you
but i know what you are to me.

i`m not an expressive person.
i`m not mushy either.

i`m weird. thats the word.
i dont know whats going on inside me.


jealousy?anger?sadness?

i dont know.
enlighten me.

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