Diana

the HAPPIEST new year.

HAPPY BELATED XMAS This one man, is the one who broke my heart, not once. but twice. This one man, is the one who made me laugh till my tummy hurt for the day. not once. but twice. This one man, is the one who made me feel sad for more than 2 days straight. not once. but twice. This one man, is the one who made me cry to sleep at night. not once. but twice. This one man, is the one who was there for me whenever i felt down. not once. but twice. This one man, made everything possible. not once. but twice. This one man, made me realise the fragile connections between people. not once. but twice. This one man, made thousands of promises and never failed to break them. not once. but twice. This one man, lifted me up, and turned me around. not once. but twice. This one man, cried for me. not once. but twice. This one man, made me unable to sleep at night. not once. but twice This one man, is the one i promised to. now, and forever. I may sound really silly. Because when the questions come ...

I dont know what else i can say, since its feeling all cranky and weird. Its like, i cant be bothered any longer. Toodles, merry xmas and a happy new year!

I SHOP ALONE. so what? i like it and there's nothing you can do about it. Anyways, the best friend thing in the previous post was a faux. Nothing much. Just trying to be funny and act like xiaxue. Anyways, whats up with GANS or i duno what. Not like i got anything against it. Its perfectly fine to have a few . but till the extent of having a whole page full of gans? LOL. Give me a breather. :S What? Are you desperate for attention or just being plain stupid. Having GANS is fun, but i cannot imagine how to maintain a stable relationship with, lets say. 30over people. Who are all your GANS. Still considering if i should put up a tagboard. Its been so long since its empty and quiet. Tssk. Work has been so busy my legs hurt. Sometimes i wished i was doted by my boyfriend alot. To visit me when im working, eat lunch with me occasionally. ask me how's my day and asking me anything interesting happened. Understanding me and giving me more love and attention, even though i am busy to g...

XMAS SPECIAL :D Hi guys, im going to get so busy with work and all, You can find me working at PlazaSing, Girls, My previous workplace for a month :D Going to slog there for the next couple of months to pay off bills, plus saving money for my genting trip. Yeah, about my video creation, i know i havnt been posting already but but, i spend 1 WEEK! finishing this video. Also, the purpose of this post, is to dedicate this video to all of you and wishing you guys a merry merry xmas and of course, a happy new year. Yes, i did it. Up to you to believe it or not. I uploaded it on youtube but the quality was S H I T. Another reason that kept me going on vimeo. Anyway, here is the video, I want it all by sharpay and ryan in HSM 3. Bon voyage to mae who already went overseas, Hope she doesnt forget to get me a dress from there. Heh, Too bad that girl didnt get to see this video. (Cause she helped by commenting on various parts of the video before publishing) Love her. Featured people are me, my ...

Hello world~ First things first, i do not. i said, do not. like the 1st video i made. :( Anyways. doing i want it all MMV now. very excited because im finishing it. How exciting. I may be resubmitting my teardrops on my guitar mmv. Cause i think i can do better. urh anyways. Sonyvegas is loved. P/s : Its been so long since i blog. P/s/s : I love you silly beibao. P/s/s/s : I bet he doesnt even read it. P/s/s/s/s : He stopped visiting here already. P/s/s/s/s/s : A few more days till special event. P/s/s/s/s/s/s : Going to sleep while baobei meet gwen and their friend now. *Stares at time. 3.14am. Toodles. MMV is driving me nuts.

there he goes. so perfectly. the kind of flawless i wish i could be. he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. and the only reason why i cant sleep tonight. Be strong. Its all repeating itself again. I fake a smile. so he wont see...

the video posted before this post suck. and i hate it. i made a couple of a few i think looks and feels better. but to my surprise he doesnt like it. it makes me feel so demotivated . cant i be as good as the ones on youtube? i think i am not bad at it according to the standard on youtube's majority mmv. but. why? what went wrong? this bugged me and i am feeling so down i may even decided to quit making LAME videos. btw... to stop the lagging in the video at the bottom. Press STOP button beside REFRESH on ur browser while on my page. the video should be smooth.

Diana's Special December Post Yah, its done by me. =.= Maple music video - Teardrops on my guitar December exclusive (I edited some parts of the song, mainly the back to suit what my video is all about. You should see again if you dont get the storyline the first time. I know its badly done but i dont give a shit :D) I used my char, junjie's char and some random shit person as the ugly blonde. LOL. Dedicated specially to My boyfriend, My radio, and i bet this other person could never expected it coming. Dedicated to MAE and YAMA. Well, why them as well? Because i know they love taylor swift. And although i seldom talk to Yama now, we still had memories as sharpay and ryan and i remembered him mentioning about loving country songs, and taylor swift. Need not explain why Mae, do i? :D This is my first attempt making an ANIMATED MMV. So dont expect too much. This video was flagged off youtube for MUSIC violation. WHICH PISSES ME OFF. i moved to vimeo. :D Anyways, I edited the vide...

GIRL! today cannot go out T.T no '$' WHOLE DAY DOTA-ING OMG. girl pian ren say 7oclock maple, but i noe u busy wif ur video nah JYJY! muack.. love u LOAD! /JunJie loveDIANA

Went out with girl today I mean ytd, pass 12 le. ate lala, kang kong & gong bao ji. happy.. girl i miss pula ubin DUA TAO, 1 day we go eat k? muack.. tml accompany mi maple whole day k? love ya.. lick ur nose* /JunJie loveDIANA

Hello. You are my sunshineee. muacks baobao..

I'll be ur girl. Little mama be your girlfriend. Hey hey you you i want to be your girlfriend! :D Bad stomach cramp. kill me

宝宝 sorry for all the stupid things i have done these few days. for being selfish and not sensitive enough. Im sorry. 宝宝 宝宝 宝宝 宝宝 宝宝 宝宝 all mine.

I should have been more understanding. rather than asking so much. sorry. I love walking in the rain. And im not saying why. -- I wanna count the stars on the sky at night after that stomy rain. Count with me?

Hello everyone, today was a rainy day on my side of the country! Change of bloglayout, yipee! How was it? :D Added a few blinkies. I found them at some web while google-ing. Heh. Hope i didnt do it too overboard. :D Anyways, argued with 宝宝 today. Sian. But im glad its over. :D Randomly made this, it is not really nice. But i just made it to test out some stuff. Muack! :D heeeeee.

HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY to..... BRITNEY, the pop queen! Lets hope and pray that her new album CIRCUS would make a great come back for her future and continue being the loved and talented pop singer. Some of her songs in circus were a waste of bandwidth. LOL. But surprisingly some were catchy and it spells, britney is back and kicking. Heard from yama that p!nk also released her album funhouse last week or so. Happen to stumble upon this band called Clique Girlz, also featuring one of their songs on my blog. "When i woke up" I really like their songs despite them being so young, I see a future for this band. well, exclude the "famous" meter for them currently. No one actually heard of them before lol. :s Okay anyways, back from tampines and btw, the night market at tampines officially close today before midnight. SAD CASE. no more fried honey chicken cutlet. :( Still wondering if i should open a tag board. :( Considering the fact its hard to maintain coz im lazy. :o Sugg...

CELINE IS LAME, NOW I AGREE WITH "A" LOOOOOOL. CELINE AR CELINEEEEE, GTFO =X -- Hello baobao. love you.! :D happyhappy!

Her pain was known only to the room and her eyes were filled with the symbols of sorrows and that is what we called , tears. The maiden looked around and this little frame caught her attention and that sent her crying even more upon looking at his picture. "How pure." she thought when she first set her eyes on this young man who she thought was the one she was looking for all along. Maybe it's time that shows the true colours of that cunning cold man that has stabbed the hearts of many dainty ladies and now, it's her turn. This series of events happened too quickly and she was not ready to accept this fateful fact that... he is no longer the chap that was attracted to her, no longer him. His change of heart has caused the misery of her trust and the pain she was going through is no longer a basic one. That has became a cut on her heart, not a big cut, just a tiny slice across it and anyone living in this world should know even a hole in a heart may send a human dow...

i was thinking about all sorts of different things while i made this huge decision...or rather, not a decision. It was a choice i couldnt choose because of a terrible mistake i commited, therefore leaving me motionless thinking of all the wrong doings i never thought would happen this time. How unbelievable and unexpected. I couldnt belive the beast in me had allowed that fateful evening to happen...How nonchalent. I have to move on despite this crazy incident but bearing in my heart that it still belongs to another, and forcing it to move on. Its funny how it seems that im missing him this much considering the fact that he was no one to me and i have never met him before. Impossible but true, i never had plucked courage to talk to him ever since my downfall and insanity. For i believe he is happy in his own posiiton and current status, as i am no one to him, that leaves him, not having any particular interest in me, hurting but i moved on. I wonder if all this smiles and happy bloggin...

Yesterday i went tampines with 宝宝 ... Ate alot sia! The "大头" SUCKS! Not fresh, its frozen, EWWW. i miss pulau ubin. With 宝宝 and his friends eat steamboat :D Anyway, 宝宝 didnt send me home today, But its okayyy. :) He went to kovan met someone before he head home. 宝宝 didnt sms me cause he say his phone no batt, make me so angry. :( But 宝宝 sort of surprised me with this in maple! 宝宝, is i hint u de loh >:( LOL! Muacks! Love 宝宝! 宝宝你记得昨天是什么日子吗?

hello all, im going tampines now, hopefully the stupid pasir malam still there!

As usual, i maple-tarded the whole day. Played with mae and 宝贝. Steamboat next week. :) ------- 宝贝: get well soon okay? :) Drink more water and sleep early! Nothing's gonna tear us, apart. :) iluiluiluiluilu! Night 宝宝!

宝贝： I love you! :D sleep tight tonight and remember to dream me okay? Lets go see doctor dogether on monday! Heh, Muack you hard hard! Love.! Wan an laogong!

Went escape today, with 宝宝 and his friends, xrong, estar, leen, clement, longjie, jiankang. Had alot of fun today, Too bad cant get the crayon! :( To 宝宝 ; Though its been only a few days, i promise to be a good gf! love you! :P and i promise to do all the things i said today! Muacks! but you must play ur part too!

My emotions ran wild this evening when i was in the shower and it took me quite some time to understand what i really wanted. Everything seems so fast and my head spinned as i think about all the fantastic past considering the fact that i am already down with a badass headache and a touch of fever its kinda hard to pull through another day. But all was well and i managed to finished this shower and continue dazing in front of the computer. I was really frantic about what i did and there seems to be no changing back. I really wanted to just sit at one corner and be alone, at least for now. I'm afraid...am very afraid. I'll just disappear, for now.

Hello :) i just ordered the star lens from here: http://15dollar-lens.blogspot.com/ Heypi! ;D Peektures. well at least now im more comfortable with them, and there goes retarded faces! I lazy to type , coz im tired and i feel sick. Im down with fever. yay. Why am i always sick. here goes :D

Hello blog, i got alot of things to say today. 1stly, About the new forums, I realised a drastic changed in listeners after the change of the forums. Which was pretty saddening, But oh well, it doesnt really matter. The radio was for entertainment purposes anyway, not involved in any money making scheme :) ABOUT TODAY! peektures! :) I look kinda tard in the hat :D oh well!

Sup diary, i havnt blog for 1 day! i miss you! anyway, The forums have been shifted to another host and its pretty messy because it was not organized and we all have to remake accounts which was very troublesome. The subscriptions will be sent to your mail and so yeah. :s Cycled around for awhile and then head back to eat seafood, and did i mention that i fell? Someone's bicycle knock onto mine and i flew :o and i landed on my butt. damn pain can. =________= Here are the Pulau Ubin Peektures. Whatever, you all gonna laugh at my tied up hair. It was raining that day okie, and cycling with hair flying all over feels sick. :D captions above of them :D Hi, moi is in china. Imma super star kana "tou pai" by my fans =x New drama series. :x This peek, epic phailure. China food =x