Diana

Today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bloody hell 30th of july . 2 more days to 7TH MONTHS! grrr :( Was suppose to meet liting today!. But end up meeting my 1st aunt go see doctor. But suay, clinic close. That was about 2.10 :) Aunt dropped me at tampines mall to meet lewis they all. Bloody hell they are in school! :( So i went to library to read books. But justin accompanying me by smsing, and talking on the phone for awhile!. Then lewis told me he released from sch around 2.30+ So we met at small MAC in tampines. Lmao sia. We smsed andre but he didnt reply. So we thought he was in class or something. Me and lewis walked the whole of tampines shopping centre and bought alot of stuff. A clutch, a hat, a shawl. Walan 0i! So ex la the shawl. 40 bucks. SIAO TING TONG! ok, whatever it is, i bought it. I seriously want 1 of these. Walked around commics connection and saw a lanyard SUPER CUTE. wanted to get it. Then i suggested we all get the same!. So we got 2 yellow and 2 brown , since there aint...

Hmms. Today is a tuesday. Have been smsing sze zhuang lewis justin liting They an wei wo la! :) Funny thing is. When i felt all weird and sian. 3 of them will call and sms me! Like so good friends. :) anyway. i`ve decided to quit school for a BETTER STEP IN MY LIFE. oh btw, im retaking my o`s in 2009. Good good good! No more romance im more concentrated in my studies and plans in future. Later meeting liting... but dunno going where... Oh btw here are the pictures of the previous post. LOL..

Saturday Went out with cousins shopping at bugis . Bought alot of stuff. Feel very happy! Although on that day itself i saw you. But when you went up the lift and i went away, i already told myself. "It's over. Be strong" After some shopping at bugis i went to my cousins house. Then i went to pub with melvin korkor and adonia cousin. Didnt drink much, didnt like the smell of that drink. I was talking on the phone with Rachel and Sze Zhuang. They consoled me la. But weird thing is, i didnt shed a tear at all ever since 9+ at night, when i knew everything. I was like shocked and disappointed but i never cried. Laughed alot with SZ and rachel. Talked rubbish and went back to my cousin house to stay over. The next morning. Woke up and switch on comp. Login msn, AND LIKE ALL OF A SUDDEN, Justin talked to me. We never really talk one... But he came at the damn right time lah. LOL. Its like god sent him over. He was like "Hey how are you" LOL. Wa liew, he also listened...

I'm confused. I know you're happy outside... With your friends and all. I hope you and your new found girl last long. i wonder how many times you met her, just wondering since when you didnt loved me. Because for me, I always loved you. I wont say you still love me, But after looking at the thousands of photos we took, I am very sure, i was once in your heart. And thats enough for me, to leave you happily. The drawing he drew in school. Maple 2nd month. 18-2-08 Weijie`s birthday, also the last picture we took... The 1st month with him... The 2nd month with him... His and My desktop picture... once... 4th month.. (; Maple Aquila... Where it all started. Cass... loveDIANA and loveJUNJIE Thank you, friend. For all the memories you gave me.

Pictures, so many! I love the chalet. thanks everyone that attended. total recieved 31 birthday wishes via sms. And 23 Testi in friendster wishing me ! May not be alot. But thanks all :D Specially thank EDWIN for the great food u cooked all night!. And BOY for starting the fire. :)! Pictures would be uploaded soon!

Birthday Chalet. 10th to 12th July. Pasir ris costa sands. Anyway, i got a new phone from my daddy. As my 17th birthday present. 3.2MP! :D great! Btw, i fnially uploaded all my pictures from my previous days. :D Not gonna post it up. But i could assure you i would blog with pictures from today onwards. cause you make me believe!

Peeeesh. Didnt go school today. Forget bout the previous post. I cant wait for my birthday chalet to come :) Gonna get down real busy

I`m really, not in the best of mood. Maybe we really needed some time away from this relationship. School came at the right time. I guess i wont be contacting him anymore as far as it seems. Maybe when this time away from the relationship is over, we wont feel the same anymore... I can feel that u love me and tried being a good bf. But u never bothers to share ur problems with me. You are a good bf, you just keep too much, to yourself. And that affects the mood of yours and thus, to this relationship. I feel so failed as a gf . I just cant make u feel comfortable with me , resulting in u telling me ur problems . u never really did. i remembered. whatever it is. the decision is made. and i respect your choice. i`ll go your way. I loved you, with all, my heart. i`m tired of crying. but i`m never tired of loving you. maybe...you do.

Arh. Back from weijie`s BBQ. It wasnt bad, but not that good either. Left house at about 8.45pm to make my way to pasirris. Boy`s at kovan i think. im not too sure where he was. Was very angry with him because he told me he would make his way from kovan to pasirris like. 1hr ago. and i thought he was there or something already so i left my hse. In dismay, i realised he was still at kovan or somewhere around the purple line when my train was at bedok!. Omg la. means lotsa waiting time!. i was angry that he didnt pick up my call becuase he said he didnt see it. So i was pretty much flared up the whole evening. I reached Whitesands and guess what? I shopped around myself while waiting for him to arrive. Lol like stupid sia. LOL. but i bought myself many things to eat there. So its not as bad as i imagined. He showed up with andy liting yijie and alvin. He bought me cupcorn from kovan or hougang. i dunno which. Because my mood was quite unstable i told him i didnt wanna eat it. Urh, diana,...

Here are pictures from Maple private server :) Take care all. I`m gonna prepare meet my baobei to go to his friend`s bbq :)! Oh did i mention we actually adopted kids in maple? (i know its lame) LOL but boy wanna give it a try. Its so weird. =.= xAUGUST , EvilSpirit my twins. Pewp my adopted sis. JapaneseMiko my bestie in maple. Baichi my elder sis, Starrymaria my brother in law. and their daughter DKsuju my niece. LOL. complicating.

Hey guys, during the hols alot happened. Like sis and bro`s birthday. Timsum treat and everything. But im too lazy to blog. so i closed up my blog. Too lazy to login livejournal. And maple alot too. Private server too. Didnt do much actually. :) Have fun really. New layout for new start. I still love my boy, :)