DIANA.
I BLOGGED 2 ENTRIES TODAY.
REMMBER TO LOOK.
BLOGGED AT MIDNIGHT WITH ANGER.
I CANT STAND IT.
WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE OUTSIDE?
SOMEONE WITH NO TROUBLES?
SOMEONE BEING STRESSED FREE?
GOD DAMNED WRONG.
THE WORST THING I STRESSED ABOUT. IS MY FAMILY.
NO ONE ACUALLY UNDERSTANDS ME.
YOUNGER SISTERS ARE USUALLY WINNING DONT THEY.
THEY FUCKING SUCKS.
EVIL SISTERS WITH LIES AND LICKING BOOTS.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I HATE THEIR SECRET WEAPON.
THEY CRY.
AND MAKE A DIN.
AND SCREAM.
THEY WIN! IS THAT SO CONVINCING?
I`M SERIOUSLY SO STRESSED OUT WITH THAT
EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I SWEAR I`M NOT LYING...
I WOULD CRY MY HEAD OFF.
NOT BECAUSE I LOST.
BECAUSE THE ATTITUDE MY SISTER GAVE ME.
HOW MY PARENTS GAVE IN TO THIS SHIT.
AND HOW THEY CALL ME NAMES.
WHAT DOES MY SISTER GIVE ME.
SOME SHIT KINDA ATTITUDE.
SOME "I HAVE GROWN UP" ATTITUDE.
SOME ACT COOL ATTITUDE.
SOME ACT PRETTY ATTITUDE.
AND SOME BITCHING.
OH GOD PLEASE.
SHE`S ONLY PRIMARY 5.
EVERYTIME WE HAD A FIGHT.
I`M THE ONE WHO LOSES.
WHY?
BECAUSE SHE CRIES A WELL AND SCREAMS LIKE A BITCH.
PARENTS? NO CHOICE? GIVE IN?
GET A LIFE LAH.
IF THATS MY CHILD I`M GONNA USE A CANE AND WHACK THAT CHILD TILL HE/SHE SHUTS UP AND LEARN HIS/HER MISTAKE.
NAME CALLING.
I AM GOD SO DAMNED HURT WITH THIS.
I KNOW.
I DO NOTHING AT HOME.
EXCEPT FOR SLEEP. EAT AND PLAY.
CAN YOU ALL UNDERSTAND ME AT LEAST.
I WAKE UP AT 6 EVERY DAY.
CAME HOME AT 6-7PM EVERYDAY.
12 HOURS OF TIREDNESS.
AND HOW ABOUT THE OTHER 12?
GOING ONLINE FOR AROUND 2 HOURS AND SLEEPING FOR THE REST.
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THE HOUSE CHORES.
I CANT.
I DONT WANT TO.
AND I DONT WISH TO.
DONT A HOUSE WIFE SUPPOSE TO DO ALL THOSE?
IF YUO ARE A WORKING WOMAN I UNDERSTAND.
LOOK AT YOU?
YOU ARE A HOUSE WIFE.
NOT THAT I`M CRITISISING YOU.
IT`S JUST THAT.
DONT YOU THINK YOU SUPPOSE TO DO THOSE CHORES?
I KNOW!
PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GET WORDS IN MY EAR.
SUCH AS U ALSO MUST HELP WAD.
U ALSO HAVE A PART IN THE FAMILY.
U THIS AND U THAT.
BUT I`M JUST TOO TIRED.
OR LABEL ME AS LAZY!.
AINT I USELESS HUH?
THATS WHAT THEY CALL ME.
I DONT FIND ANY REASON TO PROVE THEM WRONG.
READ PREVIOUS POST WHY.
THE SECOND THING THAT STRESSED ME HIGH.
IS FRIENDS.
WHATS WITH FRIENDS I GOT.
I KNOW. ALLL OF THEM WERE NICE.
ALL OF THEM WERE FRIENDLY.
MAYBE I`M JUST NOT VERY SOCIABLE.
AND WHEN I HATE SOMEONE.
I SHOW IT TO THEM
SOMETIMES.
I TRY TO NOT HATE THE PERSON.
BECAUSE SHE IS. MY FRIEND.
DO YOU KNOW. IT`S HURTFUL.
FOR EVERY WORD U GUYS SPOKE.
WHATS THE REAL ME.
MY BAD POINTS ARE.
I AM FREAKING STRAIGHT FORWARD.
I LIKE TO MAKE NOISE.
I GOSSIP ABOUT PEOPLE. [SOME]
I AM MORE TO SAYING WORDS WITH HIDDEN MEANING.
GOOD POINTS?
NONE.
REALLY.
NONE.
I THINK EVERYONE HATES ME.
THEY SURE DO.
I`LL TRY NOT TO HATE THEM.
I HATE YELLOW VERY MUCH.
VERY VERY MUCH.
BUT AFTER I AM NO LONGER CLOSE FRIENDS WITH HER.
I STARTED TO FIND HER OKAY.
AND I STOPPED PICKING ON HER.
MAYBE BEING CLOSE FRIENDS AINT ANYTHING GOOD.
MAYBE BEING CLOSE FRIENDS IS A START OF BREAKING A FRIENDSHIP.
WHO KNOWS.
I DONT.
AND I REPEAT.
WHEN I HATE SOMEONE.
I DONT DO IT ONLINE.
EXCEPT FOR BLOGGING AND VOICING MY THOUGHTS.
I DO NOT SPAM PEOPLE`S TAG BOARD.
AND I HAVE 100% PROOF ON THAT.
THE THIRD THING THATS STRESSING ME IS STUDIES.
WHY CANT I STUDY?
THE VERY HARD TO ANSWER QUESTION.
MATH [I HAVE NO HOPE]
BIO [HOPFULLY MANAGABLE]
CHEM [PRAY FOR RESULTS]
LIT [I`M TAKING PURE. I HAVE TO PASS]
ENG [IMPORTANT]
POA [I WILL TRY]
GEO [I HOPE I WOULD LIKE THE SUB]
SS [ZZZ]
MT [...]
NO.
DONT LET ME USELESS.
.............
NO ONE CAN HELP ME.
REMMBER TO LOOK.
BLOGGED AT MIDNIGHT WITH ANGER.
I CANT STAND IT.
WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE OUTSIDE?
SOMEONE WITH NO TROUBLES?
SOMEONE BEING STRESSED FREE?
GOD DAMNED WRONG.
THE WORST THING I STRESSED ABOUT. IS MY FAMILY.
NO ONE ACUALLY UNDERSTANDS ME.
YOUNGER SISTERS ARE USUALLY WINNING DONT THEY.
THEY FUCKING SUCKS.
EVIL SISTERS WITH LIES AND LICKING BOOTS.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I HATE THEIR SECRET WEAPON.
THEY CRY.
AND MAKE A DIN.
AND SCREAM.
THEY WIN! IS THAT SO CONVINCING?
I`M SERIOUSLY SO STRESSED OUT WITH THAT
EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I SWEAR I`M NOT LYING...
I WOULD CRY MY HEAD OFF.
NOT BECAUSE I LOST.
BECAUSE THE ATTITUDE MY SISTER GAVE ME.
HOW MY PARENTS GAVE IN TO THIS SHIT.
AND HOW THEY CALL ME NAMES.
WHAT DOES MY SISTER GIVE ME.
SOME SHIT KINDA ATTITUDE.
SOME "I HAVE GROWN UP" ATTITUDE.
SOME ACT COOL ATTITUDE.
SOME ACT PRETTY ATTITUDE.
AND SOME BITCHING.
OH GOD PLEASE.
SHE`S ONLY PRIMARY 5.
EVERYTIME WE HAD A FIGHT.
I`M THE ONE WHO LOSES.
WHY?
BECAUSE SHE CRIES A WELL AND SCREAMS LIKE A BITCH.
PARENTS? NO CHOICE? GIVE IN?
GET A LIFE LAH.
IF THATS MY CHILD I`M GONNA USE A CANE AND WHACK THAT CHILD TILL HE/SHE SHUTS UP AND LEARN HIS/HER MISTAKE.
NAME CALLING.
I AM GOD SO DAMNED HURT WITH THIS.
I KNOW.
I DO NOTHING AT HOME.
EXCEPT FOR SLEEP. EAT AND PLAY.
CAN YOU ALL UNDERSTAND ME AT LEAST.
I WAKE UP AT 6 EVERY DAY.
CAME HOME AT 6-7PM EVERYDAY.
12 HOURS OF TIREDNESS.
AND HOW ABOUT THE OTHER 12?
GOING ONLINE FOR AROUND 2 HOURS AND SLEEPING FOR THE REST.
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THE HOUSE CHORES.
I CANT.
I DONT WANT TO.
AND I DONT WISH TO.
DONT A HOUSE WIFE SUPPOSE TO DO ALL THOSE?
IF YUO ARE A WORKING WOMAN I UNDERSTAND.
LOOK AT YOU?
YOU ARE A HOUSE WIFE.
NOT THAT I`M CRITISISING YOU.
IT`S JUST THAT.
DONT YOU THINK YOU SUPPOSE TO DO THOSE CHORES?
I KNOW!
PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GET WORDS IN MY EAR.
SUCH AS U ALSO MUST HELP WAD.
U ALSO HAVE A PART IN THE FAMILY.
U THIS AND U THAT.
BUT I`M JUST TOO TIRED.
OR LABEL ME AS LAZY!.
AINT I USELESS HUH?
THATS WHAT THEY CALL ME.
I DONT FIND ANY REASON TO PROVE THEM WRONG.
READ PREVIOUS POST WHY.
THE SECOND THING THAT STRESSED ME HIGH.
IS FRIENDS.
WHATS WITH FRIENDS I GOT.
I KNOW. ALLL OF THEM WERE NICE.
ALL OF THEM WERE FRIENDLY.
MAYBE I`M JUST NOT VERY SOCIABLE.
AND WHEN I HATE SOMEONE.
I SHOW IT TO THEM
SOMETIMES.
I TRY TO NOT HATE THE PERSON.
BECAUSE SHE IS. MY FRIEND.
DO YOU KNOW. IT`S HURTFUL.
FOR EVERY WORD U GUYS SPOKE.
WHATS THE REAL ME.
MY BAD POINTS ARE.
I AM FREAKING STRAIGHT FORWARD.
I LIKE TO MAKE NOISE.
I GOSSIP ABOUT PEOPLE. [SOME]
I AM MORE TO SAYING WORDS WITH HIDDEN MEANING.
GOOD POINTS?
NONE.
REALLY.
NONE.
I THINK EVERYONE HATES ME.
THEY SURE DO.
I`LL TRY NOT TO HATE THEM.
I HATE YELLOW VERY MUCH.
VERY VERY MUCH.
BUT AFTER I AM NO LONGER CLOSE FRIENDS WITH HER.
I STARTED TO FIND HER OKAY.
AND I STOPPED PICKING ON HER.
MAYBE BEING CLOSE FRIENDS AINT ANYTHING GOOD.
MAYBE BEING CLOSE FRIENDS IS A START OF BREAKING A FRIENDSHIP.
WHO KNOWS.
I DONT.
AND I REPEAT.
WHEN I HATE SOMEONE.
I DONT DO IT ONLINE.
EXCEPT FOR BLOGGING AND VOICING MY THOUGHTS.
I DO NOT SPAM PEOPLE`S TAG BOARD.
AND I HAVE 100% PROOF ON THAT.
THE THIRD THING THATS STRESSING ME IS STUDIES.
WHY CANT I STUDY?
THE VERY HARD TO ANSWER QUESTION.
MATH [I HAVE NO HOPE]
BIO [HOPFULLY MANAGABLE]
CHEM [PRAY FOR RESULTS]
LIT [I`M TAKING PURE. I HAVE TO PASS]
ENG [IMPORTANT]
POA [I WILL TRY]
GEO [I HOPE I WOULD LIKE THE SUB]
SS [ZZZ]
MT [...]
NO.
DONT LET ME USELESS.
.............
NO ONE CAN HELP ME.
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