Diana

Her pain was known only to the room and her eyes were filled with the symbols of sorrows and that is what we called , tears. The maiden looked around and this little frame caught her attention and that sent her crying even more upon looking at his picture. "How pure." she thought when she first set her eyes on this young man who she thought was the one she was looking for all along. Maybe it's time that shows the true colours of that cunning cold man that has stabbed the hearts of many dainty ladies and now, it's her turn. This series of events happened too quickly and she was not ready to accept this fateful fact that... he is no longer the chap that was attracted to her, no longer him. His change of heart has caused the misery of her trust and the pain she was going through is no longer a basic one. That has became a cut on her heart, not a big cut, just a tiny slice across it and anyone living in this world should know even a hole in a heart may send a human dow...

i was thinking about all sorts of different things while i made this huge decision...or rather, not a decision. It was a choice i couldnt choose because of a terrible mistake i commited, therefore leaving me motionless thinking of all the wrong doings i never thought would happen this time. How unbelievable and unexpected. I couldnt belive the beast in me had allowed that fateful evening to happen...How nonchalent. I have to move on despite this crazy incident but bearing in my heart that it still belongs to another, and forcing it to move on. Its funny how it seems that im missing him this much considering the fact that he was no one to me and i have never met him before. Impossible but true, i never had plucked courage to talk to him ever since my downfall and insanity. For i believe he is happy in his own posiiton and current status, as i am no one to him, that leaves him, not having any particular interest in me, hurting but i moved on. I wonder if all this smiles and happy bloggin...

Yesterday i went tampines with 宝宝 ... Ate alot sia! The "大头" SUCKS! Not fresh, its frozen, EWWW. i miss pulau ubin. With 宝宝 and his friends eat steamboat :D Anyway, 宝宝 didnt send me home today, But its okayyy. :) He went to kovan met someone before he head home. 宝宝 didnt sms me cause he say his phone no batt, make me so angry. :( But 宝宝 sort of surprised me with this in maple! 宝宝, is i hint u de loh >:( LOL! Muacks! Love 宝宝! 宝宝你记得昨天是什么日子吗?

hello all, im going tampines now, hopefully the stupid pasir malam still there!

As usual, i maple-tarded the whole day. Played with mae and 宝贝. Steamboat next week. :) ------- 宝贝: get well soon okay? :) Drink more water and sleep early! Nothing's gonna tear us, apart. :) iluiluiluiluilu! Night 宝宝!

宝贝： I love you! :D sleep tight tonight and remember to dream me okay? Lets go see doctor dogether on monday! Heh, Muack you hard hard! Love.! Wan an laogong!

Went escape today, with 宝宝 and his friends, xrong, estar, leen, clement, longjie, jiankang. Had alot of fun today, Too bad cant get the crayon! :( To 宝宝 ; Though its been only a few days, i promise to be a good gf! love you! :P and i promise to do all the things i said today! Muacks! but you must play ur part too!

My emotions ran wild this evening when i was in the shower and it took me quite some time to understand what i really wanted. Everything seems so fast and my head spinned as i think about all the fantastic past considering the fact that i am already down with a badass headache and a touch of fever its kinda hard to pull through another day. But all was well and i managed to finished this shower and continue dazing in front of the computer. I was really frantic about what i did and there seems to be no changing back. I really wanted to just sit at one corner and be alone, at least for now. I'm afraid...am very afraid. I'll just disappear, for now.

Hello :) i just ordered the star lens from here: http://15dollar-lens.blogspot.com/ Heypi! ;D Peektures. well at least now im more comfortable with them, and there goes retarded faces! I lazy to type , coz im tired and i feel sick. Im down with fever. yay. Why am i always sick. here goes :D

Hello blog, i got alot of things to say today. 1stly, About the new forums, I realised a drastic changed in listeners after the change of the forums. Which was pretty saddening, But oh well, it doesnt really matter. The radio was for entertainment purposes anyway, not involved in any money making scheme :) ABOUT TODAY! peektures! :) I look kinda tard in the hat :D oh well!

Sup diary, i havnt blog for 1 day! i miss you! anyway, The forums have been shifted to another host and its pretty messy because it was not organized and we all have to remake accounts which was very troublesome. The subscriptions will be sent to your mail and so yeah. :s Cycled around for awhile and then head back to eat seafood, and did i mention that i fell? Someone's bicycle knock onto mine and i flew :o and i landed on my butt. damn pain can. =________= Here are the Pulau Ubin Peektures. Whatever, you all gonna laugh at my tied up hair. It was raining that day okie, and cycling with hair flying all over feels sick. :D captions above of them :D Hi, moi is in china. Imma super star kana "tou pai" by my fans =x New drama series. :x This peek, epic phailure. China food =x

Good morning diary, today is a tuesday and the radio is up. Alot of applications in the mail but dont have time to interview them. Either they are AFK or admins are busy. Time table is pretty empty but i guess it would be filled up by friday, As usual. :s Anyways, yesterday was quite a bad day for me. Not saying why. Oh, and i started on my backyard magazine. Writing essays as usual. What else can i be good at? :o Anyways, its 11th Nov. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMO ---- : Lyrics for my fav song! : Take my hand Take a breath Pull me close And take one step Keep your eyes Locked on mine And let the music be your guide. Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me) That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing) To keep dancing Wherever we go next It's like catching lightning The chances of finding someone Like you It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do And with every step together We just keep on getting better So can I have this dance? (Can I have thi...

Hi diary, today was a looooong day. I went out with my PPFR friends today. And i have never met anyone of them before. It was quite awkward in the start but i tried to make it fun. I started talking to all of them, i was quite natural i think :D so yeah guys, if you are reading this. That is the real me, im kinda of the same, via typing and real life , so yeah!' Went to play pool, garfield pro sia. No wonder like to play pool so much :P Post count high = pool good? :o Joel is tall, but im taller :D Marcus speaks so fast :o I speak already got people complain fast. HIS IS POWER! :O Mae wears her tie again. Birthday will get her a tie ;P an auntie one. ;o Next week outing with kd. FISH AND CO ANYONE? :O Here are some peeektures. My hair was horrible today but im glad i had fun. :) To Joel : Get well soon. To Juzzeh : Goodluck in CSS. To Mae : Iloveyou muack. LOLOLOL.

/edit. Whatever. Its doesnt matter anymore. you dont even care, why should i. end.

Hai people of thy world. Today i mapled with a couple of my PPFR friends. We were just trying to copy this : But we failed badly. LOL. ANYWAYS, here are some peeks. :D