No way.

The joke of our time is the suicide of intention.


School was okay these few weeks.
Many unhappy things happened and it made me really upset.
I`m tired about all those lies, those fake faces.
So much so i am giving up on life. Slowly and painfully.
I feel so lethargic after every war i fight.
Why are people so contridicting and ironic so as everything happened unexpectedly?
So sick of crying. I think im becoming very emotional.
Everything in my world just went really wrong.
Gee... back to my livejournal ...

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