Diana

Goodbye.

2011-01-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

I've moved. :)

Thanks for supporting me all these years.

Its 2011. Time to move on.

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2011-01-05T04:35:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, Cognitive UT.

Late for school, why? Because the sky is so high! I slept alot the day before as i was sick, but i still feel extremely tired. Must be the medicine. Anyway, for UT, I did it on paper again. I seem to do all cognitive UTs on paper ^_^ I dont think it will affect how my results turn out, would it? :P But hey, i did alot of careless mistakes and there goes my A. Sigh x 1000. Gonna go job hunting tomorrow, wish me luck! :) Would love to have a change of blogskin. I was trying out tumblr the past few days, and i love the pictures, but i hate how i couldnt blog daily with it. So, blogger for life 1314,3344,1234. :P If you know what i mean! Its fine, i hope my new skin arrives soon! We should all have new skins for new year! :) And new masks. ^_^

Never enough.

2010-12-30T09:39:00.002+08:00

Its the big twos. Its the big twos.

They always say that teen hood passes like flowers wither, the fun curled up into space and it is when people start leaving your door. There are somethings we dont look back, not because our hearts tell us not to, but we choose not. Prevention of an heartache is better than the pain of a memory. Much less or so we humans tend to peep at our sorry past just to make ourselves feel more miserable than we can ever thought we might feel. You'll be surprised how you're still affected even though you thought you wont feel this way. Likewise, people know they are going to feel that way if they break their own determination but they still go along with it. Its like, people cannot be too happy at once. Humans will then look for something to be unhappy about, to make life seem like...life.

In life, shit happens.

But we seem to appreciate it somehow.

SHORT UPDATE!!

2010-12-13T20:38:00.003+08:00

Monday , 13/12/10

Hello, Halo, Hello, Halo, Hello!

Mad busy day in school today!

Creative concepts module for class today!
We had to bask for signatures around campus. It was suppose to be a team work, but our class decided to do it together. We did the song Halo/Walking on sunshine cover by glee! Mad fun! Performed a number of times before reaching up to 250 unique signatures. Good job W16N! Ended class really early and changed up for SA's photoshoot! Had soooo much fun taking photos!

Sunday , 12/12/10

Happy 7th months monstar! :) Hehehehe!
Went over to my grandmother's place for lunch! (She cooked all my favourite food!) Went to walk around after so! Baby bought me a lipstick from etude house! (I choose one la hahahaha) We watched Rapunzel. Super nice! One of the nicest disney princess films ever created! Go and watch it! Went to have KFC for dinner! (The damnz awesomez pepperz chickenz!) It was so spicy!!! I really enjoyed the day! Thank you my smelly fatty baby MONSTAR!

Saturday , 11/12/10

I MAPLED MY LIFE AWAY!!!!!!

Friday, 10/12/10
Media Writing!!!!!!!! P's dialogue with the student union(SC) today!! LOOOL. Its all gonna be on camera! So exciting! The video will be posted to RP's website and facebook in January addressing all the issues and concerns over safety in rp, shuttle bus, so on and so far! Watch the video okay!!!!

Thursday, 09/12/10
Was a long and slow day today (Zzz) Was suppose to go for SA's workshop etiquette but i had to leave for Open house registration. Went to the Open House Registration as i was in charge of the guides. Have to register the peeps who are interested to be RP's open house guides and then sort out the schedule! HECTIC year ahead 2011!!!

Carnival Themed Birthday!

2010-12-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

Just got back from Tiffany's extremely unique birthday bash. The successful bash was accompanied by a candyfloss machine, an instant photobooth, awesome DJs along with great music and a hell lot of food.

The first thing that caught my eye when i stepped into her place was the chocolate fondue fountain. Gosh, i was like...literally drooling. The clown did try very his very best to make the crowd participate and the live performance there was really a good addition. Tiffany's boyfriend, Marcus sang her More Than Words! So sweet! Her best friend also joined in the fun by singing her a love song. Lucky you my babygirl! To have true friends and a boyfriend that cares so much about you.

Had our photos taken at the photobooth and of course, the birthday girl is in it! The photos were framed with a custom made border "Tiffany's 18th Birthday" and it was unlimited for an hour, so we kinda of SPAMMED the photos HAHAHA!

More people came and then it was the cake cutting ceremony! Her cake was a CASTLE, so princessy!! Sang her the Birthday Song TWICE! Hehehe! We should have done it 18 times :3 hehe.

Tiffany went to mingle with the guests while April, Sherman, Zack, Jamie, Sean and myself went to drink some shots! Pure vodka! We had alot of fun laughing and drinking and grooving to the music. Everyone was high in spirits so we just keep talking nonsense throughout.

As much as i would like to stay on longer, i had to go. Left the place at 10pm with the group and made my way back with S. During the bus ride, i realized i forgot my Cookie Lollipop! I was freaking saddddddd! But Zack gave me his! OMG he saved my life :) He's such a nice lad!

When i was home, watched a Duck video Jason posted on his wall. I literally LOL-ed :(

There you go.

http://bit.ly/eFk67z

Pictures will come in soon! :)

2010-11-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.

Making friends with everyone and later on commenting about them = Wrong.

Not making friends with everyone and later on commentnig about them = Wrong.

Which one correct ah?

Awwh

2010-11-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

When everyone else is doing the same thing, its funny how people can find fault with you.

Wonders of life. Mmmm \m/

Moved to sengkang alreadyyyyyyyy.

No more sleepless nights, back to my sem 1 mode!

Damn, dont i love motivation :)

PS : Happy birthday my cousin,

You're right about pretentious people!

Weekends.

2010-11-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

Mad busy this weekend.

Saturday ; Flames award.

It was quite cool as there was the red carpet, the "papparazi", the crazy instant photobooth, pop corns and a cute little registeration booth. Didnt stay for the after party , awww im such a good girl :D Went home and fell asleep after waiting for my family to come home. They went to the circus earlier and cant stop praising it lol hahaha. It was a great day and the reason why i had to sleep early was because i had to go to cineleisure to gather information for my article :( Peesh, i was suppose to go on the day the flames award is on as well, but i was too tired to shuffle between two places. :s

Sunday ; Information gathering.

Woke up so early just to head over to cineleisure for the event. Did lots of interviews and had so much fun acting like a journalist lulz. Had the information i needed and went home. Was in an extremely bad mood because the weather was being a bitch and everyone is pissing me off then. Slept super early, 9PM okay!! School excursion to the national museum tomorrow. Exciting hehe.

Nothing changed.

2010-11-19T02:44:00.000+08:00

As long as I am true to myself,
I really dont bother explaining myself to people who dont matter.

There's always a reason why some people dont make it to your future.

You can do it...

2010-11-18T06:18:00.000+08:00

If pain was beauty, i'll be fucking beautiful.

2010-11-18T03:44:00.006+08:00

It was suppose to be a great week considering the fact that everyone's happy, so why shouldn't I be? My grades are drastically affected by my lack of sleep and i can never seem to pay attention like how i loyally was back in semester 1. I am just restless and disinterested all the time and maybe disoriented could join the description. I am a mess. Perhaps it was the new change of class environment or maybe the lack of sleep i am getting. Work has taken a toll on me mentally and draining almost everything i have left. I used to wonder how can anyone sleep in classes, but now i am doing it so frequently i lost count of how many times i doze of during third meeting. Shame on me. I don't know why the change after semester one, but i figured everything should be better after i shift to a new environment.

Guess what? I am jobless now, so i shall go look for one again. No longer giving tuition, maybe i should go work at a shop, hahaha, perhaps something for weekends instead of weekdays.

Job hunt next week. (:

Make them laugh!

2010-11-17T04:02:00.000+08:00

Today started off terrible. My neck and shoulder area was... i dont know what word to use for it. Its just in pain and i can't exactly move it at all ); I just kept whining and venting it out at S. Poor boy... Sometimes i think im such as asshole to him. But he was kind enough to understand that i am in so much pain and he bought me panadol and yoko yoko. Speaking of yoko yoko brings back memories...Hahaha...Nevertheless, thank you my dear! :) I dragged myself to the cinema to watch HP since we bought it the day before.

Harry Potter 7 part 1 was a disappointment - again.

It was boring and totally different from the book just like how HP 6 was. Not going to be a spoiler for those who haven't watched it. I love Harry Potter, i just felt that they could have done better with this movie. But frankly, i cant wait for the last of the saga. I guess i just love watching the cast of HP in action over and over again (Y) Major heart for Emma Watson.

Went home and drowned myself in Glee, The Walking Dead, and 90210.

My weekly routine ;

Mondays ; The Walking Dead, Lost Girl

Tuesday Nights ; Gossip girl & 90210

Wednesday Nights ; Glee

Thursday Nights ; Hellcats

Friday Nights ; Nikita

Well, we do need some "chillout" time don't we? :)

Play the right cards.

2010-11-11T06:13:00.004+08:00

Relationship.

Love is not complicated. It is a simple feeling someone will feel towards a special being. It can come in many forms, just like how people can come in so many personalities. It can be expressed in many ways, be it a physical display or an emotional addition. It is mistaken as a game by many simply because there are usually more than just 2 players on the board. Love would have been a simple word to use if people would just keep to 2 cards.

Love has been made complicated by generations and generations, and the best thing is, we never realize that we're complicating it. Love is not a responsibility but a willingness, an urge to protect and ensure that your special being is happy and safe. It is not something that comes and go, not something we call a game.

We all know that feeling changes over time. Be it boredom, distractions, temptations, left with no choice etc. But the magical thing about love is, it never changes. It will only grow stronger, unless it is betrayed, it would be a whole new story. Forget about regrets, pain, memories, revenge about your past relationships. Think about it this way, maybe they never really loved you? For love is a life-time commitment, and if they are not able to commit now, what makes you think they are able to commit in future?

Treasure who you are with now.

For you never know what happens tomorrow.

Girls and Boys, choose your partners wisely.

Stay faithful yourself to be stayed faithful.

Wanted to write a little longer but i am extremely lazy. Toodles.

Its you...

2010-11-10T02:37:00.002+08:00

You know what I want? I want to be someone’s reason for waking up, someone’s reason for going through another day. Just once, I want to be the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself, ‘I’m so lucky to have her.’ To put it simply, I want to be someone’s everything.

Baby, i love you.

I love owls!

2010-11-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

Had the most, disgusting chicken chop at plaza sing's food court. I kinda feel cheated y'know :( Oh well. Had the nicest starbucks drink ever! Chocolate chip cream! Must try!!! Went back to Daiso to check if the raincoats for dogs have L sizing. Thankfully, they do! And in my favourite colour! :) How cute!!! Tried Gong Cha and it SUCKS damn badly. PUKEZ x 100000. The staff is pathetic and the drinks are nowhere compared to Hong Kong. Aw how i miss Hong Kong!! :)

Watched a movie!

Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole

Its a really nice movie with a whole lot of awesome scenes.

I like it! 4/5 Stars!

S's kinda tired today so we went home after that! I hope he get well soon... (;

Random Joke from the movie ;

Knock knock!

Who's there?!

Owl.

Owl Who?

Thats right! Owls hoo!

loooooooool major funny.

What's your worth?

2010-11-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hi, i've decided that today, perhaps i should talk about myself.

The other day, through words, i heard someone commenting that i gave her death glare when she waved to my boyfriend.

Just to clarify, i didn't specifically give the person the death glare.

Its just how i look at people.

I don't really care if you wave to my boyfriend or not, cause honestly, who are you?

You're so insignificant that i won't even "give the death glare"

You happen to be in the same IG as me, same course.

But thats it, and i don't have to wave to you just because so.

I don't have to smile at you and pretend that you're my friend because you are not.

And i have no intentions to make you, for now.

Unless we become classmates in future and when you become more significant,

perhaps i would think about it.

Come on la, who want to give you death glare?

My death glare is reserved for people i love or hate.

You don't even make it pass my friend's list, how to give you the death glare.

Really, don't flatter yourself.

Tangles in your hair.

2010-11-05T02:38:00.001+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all my indian friends!!

Purple packets for them to collect while visiting.

Sooo exciting right? :D

Went out with S on this public holiday and we caught the widely anticipated Adele!!

It was... okay.

3/5!

Funny, but the whole show was practically about a girl obsessed with trying to save her sister.

Ate at the Hong Kong cafe!!! He had his gong zai noodle and i ate fried rice. Okay laaaa. So so only (Roll eyes) I seriously miss HK... :( Next time when i pay off all my debts then i go hahaha. Went to Daiso and we bought dog clothes for Silky, she is a happy girl! :D Bought umbrellas too! Hehe so cuteeee! Went home and that all for that dayyy! :)

2010-11-04T03:11:00.001+08:00

I love the new yogurt in school. Freaking awesome!!

You know...

2010-11-01T01:23:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to my cousin, the cousin that is my role model.

(I wrote it on a letter, but i never had a chance to give it to her because she was so busy and i think she might just scream at me anytime...)

Dear ZZ jie,

When you walked down the aisle, i cant help but to feel that every inch of my body was filled with joy and deeply inside me, i pray that you will be happy throughout your life. Special people like you and the people in your family like Cat jie, Da yi, and uncle are people who i am willing to give up 20 years of my life for just to see each of you healthy and happy. You guys are just that special to me. Maybe I'm not the type that can portray my feelings through my actions, but i sincerely mean what i say.

You have a huge impact on my life. I am not too sure what the reason was, perhaps it was because i had once stayed with you. But yes, during the process of growing up, i learnt alot from you. I learnt that you cannot let anyone bring you down, you have to fight for what you believe and you have to be one of the best or nothing at all.

To be honest, you scream at me, ALL THE TIME, sometimes i mumble non stop after u stopped screaming at me. You always say that i screw up my o levels, you always bring me down. You always roll your eyes at me and honestly, you make me feel very lousy sometimes. You say mean things to me, you UNINVITED me to your wedding and you wanted me out of your life. I am not going to lie to you, but these words made me cry, made me whine, made me sob damn hard every time after you were mean to me. You always make me feel like everything is my damn fault, everything i did was and will be wrong. You made me feel like i was useless, worthless and certainly god's mistake. I never wanted to let you know how hurt i was every time you were mean to me, because i've always like that image of "bo chap-ness".

Why did i cry? Maybe because NO ONE ever brought me down like you did. But at the same time, perhaps NO ONE, other than my dad, said all these mean truths about me. Yes, it was the truth. You were right. I did screw up my o levels, i couldn't handle my time properly, i always forget things, i could have taken more jobs and work on weekends. You know what? YOU ARE RIGHT. Despite all the mean things you said, THEY WERE ALL TRUE. I was just sad/miserable/pathetic that somebody has to say it right to my face and bring my back DOWN to reality. I am irresponsible. I know that. But no one ever told me that right in front of my face. ONLY YOU. (Apart from my dad who is no longer around)

Despite all the mean things, when i am in trouble, you will help me with no conditions attached. You are a selfless, mean pretty woman. You always jump in and save me from the pool of crocodiles. You always trust me, but at the same time, always bring me down.

You know, to be honest, you are the one i look up to ALL THE TIME. I talk about this "amazing cousin" almost to all my boyfriends, and all of them KNOW ABOUT YOU. You are like part of my family, I know this is EXTREMELY cliche, but i love you so much. I cannot imagine losing you as my cousin, as a sister, as a mom. I miss the pep talk we always have online, meeting out for dinner, i miss telling you everything that is going on with my life, i miss you. You are the person i will honour when i get my diploma, my degree, and my future achievements.

Without you, i wouldn't have become who i am now, the person who knows what she wants, but lazy, the person who bring people down, but is always brought down by you, the person who was influenced by your personality but taken up on half of it.

Please do me a favour, be a happy woman, a happy mom in future, a happy wife, and try to let people into your heart. You know i am always there, and my lips are sealed.

Congratulations on getting married.

I cant express how happy i am for you.

Diana

Steamboat!

2010-10-31T02:49:00.000+08:00

Slept over at my cousin's place and we had steamboat for all breakfast lunch and dinner. Extremely satisfying! I am totally in love with this lifestyle! :) Had cheapo icecream, the ones whereby we buy from the portable icecream uncle?? Damn its not the traditional one :( Oh well! Went back home only like at 10pm and is going to bed for school tomorrow. Marketing! How depressing! :( Its been a long week today and so many things have happened tonight.

I should be more understanding and forgiving right?

No pictures ley, super lazy to take.

Favourite joke of the week!

2010-10-31T02:29:00.001+08:00

Asian parents:
*Your report card comes home*
YOU GOT C?!
WHY YOU GET C?!
YOU NO C-SIAN,
YOU NO B-SIAN,
YOU A-SIAN!

HAHA WHAT THE HELL!!

You know, you have a problem.

2010-10-29T02:02:00.000+08:00

I am extremely lethargic. I am sick of looking at pathetic tweets that concerns me but does not. (Contradicting huh?) I have a habit of not replying texts, not answer phone calls. EVERYONE who knows me well enough knows that. IT DRIVES THEM CRAZY. It drives my boyfriend crazy. It drives my family crazy. It drives my friends crazy. I have a tendency to put my phone on silent. Reason being, I always forget to switch it to normal mode after classes, thus the silencing. If I happen to read a message when i am busy, i will just have the mindset "I'll reply later when I am less busier" But i NEVER do, not because i do not want to, but its because I forget to. I am a forgetful person, people around me know that. It angers them. But I am busy almost all the time, often I receive text messages during school or during my work, and sometimes, at night when I am asleep.

In school, when I receive a text message, I will just read it and continue doing my school work, having the intention to reply during my break. During break, I will forget about the message entirely. Same goes for work.

If someone text-ed me when I was sleeping, I will see it when I wake up, but I am always in a rush for school so i will not reply because I will be literally running to the station and when I am in the train, I will totally forget about it. I know its my issue, but I do that to everyone. But sometimes, my phone is out. It depends, sometimes. I am busy with school, with competitions, with playing so many roles, with work, with managing my club/IG, with being in the council.

I never said it was difficult, but I didn't say it was easy as well.

I don't just sit there and wait for someone to text me, I am busy with my life.

I won't accept a random spoilt twat tweeting about how much I have changed, how I always do not reply messages. Close friends would understand, not act like a bitch when trying to prove she's better.

I am not the kind that will say nice things about someone just because he/she is my close friend. When there is something wrong with you. THERE IS. I don't deny that I HARDLY ever respond to messages or calls, but at least I also make it up by respond some time later LOL.

OHHH, And yes! Before I forget, when I do not like someone, I JUST DON'T. I'm not a pretentious person :) I don't try to get into EVERYONE's good books and act popular and shit like that.

This post is not meant to direct to anyone, it is meant to be a clarification and it is kind of sad that people are burning bridges. And i thought best friends are people who understands each other instead of starting the argument. But come to think of it, maybe people need to be reminded that they still love each other behind angry words. Because at least I will not hurt you like how others will.

PS ; And i really hate it when someone tries to be like me. Get your own character you asswipe.

Before i forget, if this post angers or upsets anyone, think about why they are feeling this way, is it because they were truly unjustified, or is it because they find the need to retaliate to prove their ego? Most people feel the latter :)

Urh.

2010-10-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

I woke up late for school today! Gay.

But i am still in school! At least i went right... :(

RP was on the headlines of TNP today, its about school's dress code.

Seriously, its poly la, we are all adults, we dont have to be told what to wear and what not to. Besides, dont we have to depend on situation as well? You cant expect us to wear shoes on a rainy day right (Subjective) I ALWAYS wear slippers on rainy days because i dont want my shoes to be soggy and sick and gross. I mean come on! :S

Baby came to pick me up along the way to school and he lent me his lappy the whole of today. Thanks Sweet!

Went for tuition after class and then homeeeee. I guess life is boring if its like a routine lol.

Will blog my thoughts tomorrow. Or friday. We'll see.

:)

2010-10-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

Pretty Sunday!

I woke up happy because i i had a good dream! Used up the whole morning editing my Cousin's montage! It was so much fun, not to forget, amusing to look at their photos when they were younger! Went over to katong to test out my dress! Not so bad laaa! Despite the fact that the boobs area... kinda spacious HAHAHA. ;( Sad life. Anyway i took a picture of it while in the changing room. What do you think? I'm wearing it on the following Saturday morning! :) Damn, im excited!

Mad long LOL, i feel urber short ;P

Went over to Toa Payoh to meet S! Tried jumping out from nowhere and i left him almost half dead HAHAHA! His face was epic!! :) Went to town to walk around and ate nonsense like ice cream and chicken wings and window shopped, ALOT! Saw so many pretty dresses but i ish poor girl :( So i can only SEE but not touch HAHAHA! Ate KFC for dinner (AGAIN) and then walked somemore, and went home :)!!!! Alot of walking today but i had fun!

^_^

2010-10-23T18:08:00.001+08:00

Omg la baby why you so cute.

Hold on to that feeling.

2010-10-23T03:08:00.005+08:00

Im mad at myself for not knowing what to do when this kind of messy situation appear. I don't want to be something you can just go back to or look for when you need a companion, i am tired of the sweet nothings that are literally nothing at all. I never wanted to remind myself of the pain but the sad melodies played in my head, its like a broken heart on display. I wanted to do good, speak less and enjoy while love spreads its dust, time will cover all affection in time to come. Im trying.

Will you?

Impaired.

2010-10-22T04:25:00.001+08:00

Deaf or Blind?

The choice of audience we have to choose to perform to in this lesson of creative concepts... Our initial preference was actually for the blind, however, we went with the deaf after being left with no choice. Shall not complicate the post any further.

Had lunch with some of my new classmates and my favourite Klique people. I love my Klique so much :) They made my RP life so much better. I'm so tired of making new friends that may not be what you think they are. Some people may look really nice and shit in the beginning, but when you get to know them, you will come to realize that they are actually quite evil. So yeah. :S I hope to open up to a few new people in my class. Well, it depends, actually :) Perhaps Klique would be glad to add in a few additional members.

Paranormal activity this evening, mad boring. It was the first time i felt like snoozing off in the cinema. Its rating? Negative 5 out of 5. Its terrible, should have watched the other ghost show instead haha. It is a waste of time and i don't even think i would download it at all... Took a bus home and ate chicken rice for dinner. I just love spending time with my baby boy ♥

Born and raised in south Detroit.

2010-10-21T06:09:00.000+08:00

I left school early because i was feeling sick.

Side note -//x-

Its all or nothing, right?

I guess you'll never remember the things that i will never forget. :)

Poot Poot.

2010-10-19T06:24:00.002+08:00

Cognitive and the South park Kenny look alike Facilitator!

BORING! Cognitive used to be the module i looked forward to every single week in semester one. But why does this Cognitive II in semester 2 bores the hell out of me! I was sleeping during the 3rd meeting when each of the groups were presenting. Major guilty can! Class ended pretty late today. Mainly because the faci was blabbing non stop about nonsense.

Went to the Mr Benson Phua talk to be the moderator for the dialogue. Damn lame HAHAHA. Just sit on stage doing nothing and looking good HAHAHA. The talk was kinda useless because they didnt address the issue for how arts can strive in the future. I was LITERALLY falling asleep in front of the whole lecture theatre audience. I had to force my eyes to open and pretend im listening to Benson Phua LOL.

Fail fail fail fail fail. The talk ended pretty late and i didnt go get my measurements my cousins wedding. Went to Ikea for the tuesday's special meal thingy lolz. Okay laaaa, Oh the brayani is SUPER GOOD (Y) Madly in love with it.

5 STARS OUT OF 5!

They kinda suck, no longer the ones long ago :[

PIGS!

King of fooood!

Tomorrow, tomorrow. Hectic week!

The week with no shows.

2010-10-18T06:10:00.001+08:00

M for Monday and Marketing.

The day kicked started off pretty slowly and the class was dead half the time. The problem statement today was so dry my eyes were struggling to stay awake all the time during 3rd meeting. All the theories and boring non relevant stuff to learn. But i did quite well for the quiz though hahahah! Im a natural! NOT!

Attended the compulsory talk which no one else attended lol. No more FYP for us, but extended intern period, from the current 1 month to 18weeks of attachment :( I always hope i can work in a magazine company or something. PRAY HARD HAHAHA! Year 3 please come soon!!!

Speaking of which, i cant believe its october already! Semester 2 is underway and we are all going on to year 2 in a few months. I like the modules im learning now. Media Writing, Creative Concepts, New Media Communications, Cognitive Process, Marketing. Damn! Journalism, wait for me!

PS : Shows like Gossip Girl/Nikita wont be airing until next week :( Sad

WAVES FRANTICALLY*

2010-10-15T02:24:00.000+08:00

Paint your dreams with RP!

Creative Concepts module today! Mad fun, all the acting in class and crazy classmates! Thumbsup for this module! After the successful InVogue meeting, went over to join the rest of the clubs and schools who were painting their little "tree" board! Mad fun! All of us were participating and super serious about this board. Its good bonding session! Went around to help out SC taking pictures of other clubs as well! So many people were there! For our board, which is YA's board, we did a tree with 7 leaf and writing our dream job and our names at the bottom half of the leaf. We have so many dreams. Policeman, Doctor, Lawyer, Journalist...etc. Kinda quite la hahaha! The Council board looks pretty awesome too! Had fun today, went home and thats about it! :)

2010-10-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

fucking taken me for granted.

i'll never open up to you ever again.

;]

2010-10-12T05:59:00.000+08:00

What a FULL-filling way to end the first day of school!

Not so bad, i had Cognitive process for the first module in my semester 2.

Mad difficult okay! I know nuts about the whole issue. Scientific thinking much??

I miss Chelsia. She's most probably the best Cognitive teacher out there.

Made new friends, really nice ones too, like Tiffany, HaoSiong, Raj and Syam.

Major like all of them! :)

We didnt play ice breaking games but oh well, guess we'll live with it.

Smoked through today's presentation and i think i did really badly because...

I kinda didnt know what the slide was talking about so i just... bombed. LOL.

Went for Council meeting later in the noon and then proceeded to Holland Village with the CCC clique for dinner @ Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao Steamboat Buffet. :D

We were like hungry monsters when the food was served. HAHAHAH. It was about 8, you know, and we all didnt really take lunch, so we sorta, digged in like cave man hahahah! Crazyyyyy! The xiao long bao okay laaaaa, not so bad! Some batches were good, while some are not. I guess we cant expect much from a buffet! The desserts were pretty terrifying and tasted like crap, sorta ruined out appetite hahaha! Man, i love steamboat! :) I LOVE THE SOUP!!!!!!!!!! (Y)

Gahhh, was almost exploding when i was on my way home ^_^

Chin up lazy bums!

2010-10-11T04:45:00.000+08:00

School is back for RP students!!

Mad busy mad busy! Back to daily reflection journal, struggling to go to school on time, maintaining gpa and so much more! New classmates to meet, friends in the making and people to prove your judgmental skills wrong. Tomorrow is going to be the first day of my Semester 2. Semester 1 was not so bad, i enjoyed my classmates and their company and i will most probably never forget them. I will miss all my facilitators mainly Gilbert Wong and Chelsia Toon. I have finally shrugged Maths and Science off by passing well and not retaking it, goodbye for good!

New plans and new commitments in the school now, to excel as a leader in both the Council and as the president of an IG. Meetings to attend, seminars to crash, countless powerpoints and assignments to do. Am i putting too much on myself? I really want to make the best out of my school life.

I'm going to move to SengKang end of this month! Early Nov! No more late nights, no more random supper dates and no more stay overs. It is fine, for me, strangely. All these are no longer important to me. What is important now, is to make the best out of myself in school, be known and my path will set its own light. I can have all the freedom i want when i am older, when i have my own home, when i have my own family.

I miss all my friends mainly Edwiana and Denise. Best friends, but i haven't met them for more than a month! How can everything be so hectic that we don't have time for each other. Basically its because we all are studying 3 different thing and 3 different schools leading 3 different lives. Our timings always clash, most of the time 1 of the 3 of us cant make it, thus we cancelled the outing. Mad annoying, but I'm sure we're figure a way out.

Rushing a deadline for my cousin's wedding video which was done quite some time back but sony vegas decided to turn against me and thus the delay. Mad excited for her wedding okayy, i cant believe she's already going to start her own family already. Still remembering all the "talks" she gives me and how she was my room mate for awhile haahhaa. Man, i love that woman.

I need to get a weekend job, any recommendations?

I want more students to teach too!

Let me know if got lobang okay!?!

Meeting the CCC Clique for dinner after school!

Hungry like dog now. ;( Shouldnt even have talked about it.

Damn!

PS:

I'm all out for gays and lesbians.

I believe in equal human rights.

Same goes for GENDER rights.

PPS :

Ask me questions on formspring! :D

Dont ask lame things ley!

Inside out.

2010-10-09T17:18:00.001+08:00

Joo Chiat for dinner! Ate at some ulu shop but it wasnt so bad afterall.

Shao Rou Rice! Super nice i tell you!!

Ordered my favourite food all time. I only ask for large intestines and the 3 layer pork (San cheng rou) Okay la i know i sound damn gross cause i eat internal organs. BUT I DONT CARE :D

The Kuay Chap from the store. Not so bad but, not the best either :s

Did have an awesome time there as long as you got the right company!

Mad annoyed at my hair, i regretted perming it big time,

i regretted dyeing it. (MAJOR REGRET) But oh well :)

PS: The ice milo was kinda awesome, though.

In love with snow.

2010-10-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

Went over to PlazaSingapura to have dinner @ KFC!

Then went over to eat my favourite dessert!

Madly in love with this dessert from JI DE CHI @ Plaza Singapura.

Lol i toppled the top of the mountain. Damn, wasted! :( Super nice loh can!

Hoyu Night Out

2010-10-06T07:23:00.000+08:00

Mad tired! Just got back from HOYU's fashion show, and tomorrow there's class BBQ. Mad busy also!! GPA and results are out (Like finally) I didnt do as much as i expected myself too, a little disappointed but i'll make do with what i get i suppose. Sigh, really irritated with myself... like x 1000. I guess thats what all people do, regret and regret. Should have studied instead of being nonchalent about the whole UT hype. (Roll eyes at myself) Enough with school and boring results, lets see some visuals! ;)

So tired, off to bed! Adios everyone! :)

Talking about food got me all hungry again.

2010-10-05T08:22:00.001+08:00

Adam's Food Court! Some place near bukit merah i suppose :3 Decided to head there for dinner after my tuition! Tried the famous Nasi Lemak as recommended and damn, its good! The rice is super unique! Instead of the sticky rice that sticks together, you can totally feel grain by grain! How awesome is that! Besides so, the rice grain is twice longer than your average rice grain! I wonder why!!! :( Nevertheless the chilli and the rice tasted so good i finished every grain of it. Literally.

The Roti John is not so bad, it's my very first time eating Roti John! Now i know what the hype is all about!! I think we didnt get the famous stall's because it was closed. But im still glad im able to have a feel what Roti John is!

After finishing dinner, stopped by Island Creamery to try the ice cream! A quiet place, not alot of people, mostly people chilling out, its abit like dempsey!

I had double scoop cookies and cream and it tasted sooooo milky! But Yum! However, i still prefered Bens & Jerry's cookies and cream!!

The unique thing about this shop is that they have millions of pictures plastered onto the wall, it seems like the coolest hangout place ever, shall bring my friends over the next time!! Did not get a clear shot of the thousands of photos on the wall! But here goes one of the pictures i randomly snapped. Did not focus at all! (Wasted!!!)

So thats it for my tuesday, I hope all my readers and haters had a good one! I know my blog is boring as its all about food. Haha what can i say! I love food! :)

Ut3 Results not out yet, seriously irritated and angry. Why is RP so inefficient? School starts next week and our results are not posted yet, Seriously?

Sick & About

2010-10-04T08:52:00.001+08:00

Woke up really early for the Emcee workshop part 2, but i was wheezing so bady on the way there! Decided to go see a doctor because it got so bad i am chocking on my own air! After much anticipation, went to eat lunch at some random food court at Woodlands Avenue 10, had dessert! Snow ice x Mango. It was, gross. Would never buy from them again! Tsk tsk! $2 Wasted!

After then, went over to give tuition at Beany's. Class on monday went way too fast, Beany is expecting visitors so i couldnt teach a 2 hour lesson :( Oh well, went over to Tampines Mall for dinner and had Fried Prawn Mee. I think I am like a crazy fan of Fried Prawn Mee. I have a knack for awesomely cooked Prawn Mee! Fried Prawn Mee = Fried Hokkien Mee if some of you guys still have no clue. I had no idea why i call it Prawn Mee. Many of them have tried to correct this mistake but i just cant change all of a sudden (Angry face)

Anyway, cut the crap. The Prawn Mee at Tampines food court is just HEAVENLY. Its definatly one of the best i have tried! Even better than the one at chomp chomp x 10000. It's not even close to dry and the taste is just, too good to describe. Totally gonna eat that the next time i go back there! But the downside about this Prawn Mee is that the prawns are seperatly cooked frmo the Mee, i suppose its because they dont want the prawn to be too over cooked. But the thing is, they prawns are kinda like, boiled instead of fried. BUT! Nevertheless, doesnt change my mind that the noodles are SUPER good. (Y) Thumbs up!

Mad craving for the Prawn Mee now!

Oh.

2010-10-03T17:47:00.003+08:00

The worst feeling is not that you lost that certain somebody,

but it is when you know that they never fought for you.

Chomp away!

2010-10-02T23:56:00.005+08:00

Went over to my cousin new house! Really damn nice! Red and white and black! Perfect! Slept there while waiting for my siblings to do their tuition. Lol. Trust me, i am feeling all weak and tired and shitty these few days cause i am sick. ._. AGAIN! I seriously have a weak immune system, and when my head hurts, i always feel that its because there's like a bug that went into my ear and is eating my brains. :( Sadlife.com Anyway, i finally got my pay at night! Time for bills paying! :( Why am i so poor? Sian max ahahhaah!

Anyway, i went to chomp chomp for dinner!

Naise leh! (Y)

Satayyyyyyyyy!

Chicken wings! (Dont really like it)

MY FAVOURITE!

Super alot! :P

Went home and nua all the way! I should find a weekend job! Any intro?!

I'm going to find, another you.

Learning funny things.

2010-09-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

Day 1 of Emcee workshop.

Wednesday started off pretty okay with going to school and attending the Emcee workshop. Many IGs were there, then i realized its actually a TRCC workshop and those from CREATE are welcomed to join, & Student councils were there, oddly. HAHAHA. Anyway, Most of the SC went for Poly Forum so basically only me and Gordon were SCs there. I was so lethargic that morning cause i stayed up doing some stuff, i kept felling asleep for the first half of the workshop, CROSS-LEGGED. Can you believe it? I didnt know i could be so tired to the extent i have to sleep crossed legged lolz. Gosh, i cant remember the last time i dozed off in a workshop of in class.

Playing the story game.

And yes, we have to learn stuff like that, urhh lameeee.

Gordon and myself.

Ended off the day with going to tuition and a 7 hour sleep like finally after so long.

Diggin this!

2010-09-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

On a side note, i look really dumb in this photo .

Monday went pretty good! Wore the top Liang Jie bought for me from Vietnam! I quite like it, surprisingly hehehe :3 Its the Vietnam flag hahaha! Coincidentally, met this Vietnam dude who happened to not have an umbrella so i shared it with him cause we're going to about the same place! Had tuition with Beany, my student and went to Tampines afterso! The Hersheys shop giving free chocolate whoever walks in! So cool! Went home and rushed through my proposal. :( I wish i have 48 hours a day!

Sundays Funathon.

2010-09-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday night was fun and relaxing and i cant really remember when is the last time i stayed out so late! After they picked me up, we went over to Dhoby for JustAcia again! HAHAHA! Sorry, im seriously addicted to their ice cream :( Well this time i brought my camera though! Met a few new people, like LiangJie's RP classmates :)

ZhanHao & LiangJie

On the way to JustAcia!!!

MY FAVOURITE ADDICTION!

They were playing mega jump LOL. (His high score 300k okay!?)

After dinner, went over to coffee bean at Tampines to meet up other friends, and celebrated Yong Yee's birthday after the clock strike 12! :) Happy 19th birthday bro!

Birthday boy with cake.

Not long after the celebration, we went over to rocher road to have bean curd and you tiao! :)
Yummyyyyyy I like! Yong Yee's Poly friends were there too! And i happen to know them! Hhahaahahah what a coincidence! Singapore too small!

Oily.com

(Y)

Birthday boy! I know him for...about 5 years? LOL

Sent me home and i totally fell asleep while being on the phone. Goodness, i didnt know someone can fall asleep holding on to a phone! HAHAHA

I had fun today! Its been a long time! Love them!

PS : 3 more scenes to go! Goooooooooo

The DJ got us falling in love again

2010-09-25T14:15:00.003+08:00

I like talking about the future, basically because we don't have to spend money thinking about our future, neither do we have to do anything just to "talk" about it. I like how we can make our future sound really legendary and awesome, i like how we talk about our future not thinking of consequences or barriers. I can go all day about what colour i want the walls to be, how big my walk in wardrobe should be, how the lights should shine and how many little creatures i would want to have.

In short, we're fantasizing, but i love fantasy.

Don't you?

Work with love.

2010-09-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

Finally! Marketing IG replied! Alot of plans underway... Check back for pictures and more updates soon! :) I don't even think i will have time to blog when school reopens. Lets just hope!

Ask me a question on FormSpring! :) At the side >>>>>>>

This is really random but i think Michelle is such a great blogskinner! :))

My previous blogskin was also by her, and some of my friend's blogskins are also by her!

She's so nice!!! & I still owe her that lunch treat! Shall make it happen very very soon!

Like seriously! Most of her skins are Skins Of The Day! SOTD!

She's so awesome i loveeee her so much! :)

Check her out okay!

http://www.blogskins.com/me/yours-tragically/

Thursdays and more work.

2010-09-23T15:14:00.001+08:00

The organizers from ARTBOX are really SOOOOOOOO CUTE! Thanks Huimin for the recommendation! :) I have trouble choosing between monthly or weekly organizer, but i decided to go for the monthly one in front followed by the weekly ones. They have so many choices to choose from! Really innovative and thoughtful! Will get one soon when i get my pay :3 (Extremely broke max!)

JustAcia @ Dhoby for dinner! Really a super great deal!

Their set meals comes with free flow of ice cream and drinks! Ranging from softee to normal scooped ice cream, hot chocolate, espresso, latte and tea to soft drinks and slushie! The set meals are priced at 5.90 nett and above! No GST or Service Charge!!! Damn awesome! Should go and try it out! Im not sure if its halal or not, but i saw a couple of muslim ladies eating there haha! So yeah! :) I guess its safer if you call and ask on your own if you're a muslim!

Finally i can sleep in tomorrow!

Alright got to go, Videos to edit, advisors to contact and members to persuade. BYE! :)

Happy Full Moon!

2010-09-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

We all know every full moon, all werewolves come out to find their next victim and the colony of faeries and pixies dance through the woods with music no humans can hear, faces no humans can see. In my case, in this full moon, lanterns and candles and delicious traditional cakes surfaced. Families get together to celebrate this day and children walk around with adorable light pots, so innocent and fragile.

The morning was spent in school, again. I had to attend the SC meeting and it ended shorter than expected! The details of the meeting are driving me crazy because that means i have so much more to put into my schedule, means more late nights and long evenings. The meeting ended an hour earlier than expected so i went over to BBQ Chicken to have my lunch :) I dont know if its just me, but i was so bloated after finishing the food! I even had to give a part of my food away :(

Not bad! :)

Went over to give tuition in the noon and then headed to my grandparent's place for the annual gathering. No pictures because i was tooooo lazy to take them! (Regret)

Gatherings, they are so heartwarming and i am so lucky to have this bunch of family members and relatives that will always have gatherings at every single occasion. At least i know that i am not alone. This makes me appreciate every gathering i go, even if i am just sitting there and observing them talk and laugh. Imagine a small house with over 30 people laughing and talking and observing the youngest in the herd, my niece in that case, who just turned one.

Guess im going to bed smiling tonight! Lotsa love from ikickyou! :)

I'll blast all feelings.

2010-09-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

Hi y'all! :)

Monday went well with the company visit with InVogue as well as the meeting after. There are so many plans kept under wraps and i really pray that all will work out well and things will go smooth from here. Went back to school as i thought there would be SC meeting, turns out otherwise. While trying to "waste" time until my tuition starts, watched brother bear in the library! Really cute show! Can't wait to watch Brother Bear 2!

Coffee Tasting

Company visit :(

E37L. Nicole, Kaiqi, Hidaya.

Had Chocolate Milk Tea from Koi Cafe the next day! I didnt get to choose the sugar level because they didnt ask, okay, maybe you have to tell them. I dont really know how things work around there but it was packed as hell even on a normal weekday non peak hour. I have really bad craving for honey chicken everyday :( What a sad life im leading haha. I think i once told someone i do not mind if my family is the one that opened the honey chicken store. HAHAHA Eat everyday also not sian!

Packed like mad on a weekday morning!

So many more!

Choco milk tea!

Anyway, i recently heard this Korean band called Brown Eyed Girls. Goodness, their voices are so awesome LIVE! I am so impressed! So far, this is the only Korean song i am so impressed with! :) Watch! Guarantee no regret! I love the girl in shortest hair, Narsha i think. I dont really know, My sister is a Korean Star guru though. HAHAHA! :)

What are we suppose to do if we are not happy seeking for happiness?

URH

2010-09-18T01:12:00.005+08:00

I hate myself for being so last minute all the time, i have a video to render and sony wont work on me. Seriously? My editor has gone missing, and the i have a deadline to rush, hopefully by the weekend. Im so irritated because i got "uninvited" to an important meeting but who am i to blame? It was my fault in the first place. I need to get a stupid CD to finish my job and in a month's time, its going to be played on the big screen. The video is almost complete and a few more finishing sound effects and touches would be perfect. I cant wait! :)

UT4 was tough, no doubt. I was struggling throughout the paper and i guess i'll not excel in that. But all i can do now is pray that things are not so bad. Semester 2 soon, so many roles to play, so many things to do.

I need to get an organizer for 2011. I feel like my life now is in a mess for hell's sake. I have favourite shows to watch every Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday! :) I loveeee CW!

You see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what’s wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it’s everything. She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it over again, would it end with the same result? That’s why she stares.

Republic System.

2010-09-16T06:55:00.006+08:00

REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC

- GOOD OR NOT?

Most misunderstood question of all time.

WARNING.

*The post is made based on my opinion and strongly discourage you to read it if you find it offensive in any way.

This is going to be quite dry, but read on if you're interested to know about Republic Polytechnic.

In Republic Polytechnic, we have 7 schools.

STA - School for The Arts.
Courses that are related to Art, Music, Theatre.
Example : New Media, Arts Management, Game Design
Potential Jobs : Theatre management, Music Industry

CCC - Centre for Culture & Communication
Courses that are related to Media, Communications
Example : Mass Communications
Potential Jobs : Media, Writer

SAS - School of Applied Sciences
Courses that are related to Chemicals, Sciences, Physics.
Example : Biotechnology, Pharmacy Science
Potential Jobs : Pharmacist, Doctor, Nurses

SHL - School of Sports, Health & Leisure
Courses that are related to Sports, Health.
Example : Outdoor adventure learning, Sports and Exercise science.
Potential Jobs : Physical Education Teacher, Trainer

SOH - School of Hospitality
Courses related to Service and Hospitality.
Example : Customer Service, Hospitality & Tourism
Potential Jobs : Hotel Managers, Front line

SIT - School of Information Technology
Courses related to most of the technology
Example : Business applications, IT service management
Potential Jobs : Anything related to IT, IT consultant

SEG - School of Engineering
Courses related to designing, planning, calculations
Example : Aerospace, Micro & Nanotechnology

In year 1 semester 1, the 7 schools would be split into 3 main category when allocating classes.

In a class of 25, we will have classmates from other schools but they will fall under the same category as you.

Category 1 - CCC, SHL, SAS, STA
Category 2 - SOH
Category 3 - SEG, SIT

Category 1 - CCC, SHL, SAS, STA
These schools will take the same modules thus being in the same class.
Modules :
Communications
Science
Maths
Cognitive
Enterprise

Category 2 - SOH
This is the only school with its own specially tailored modules for the semester 1.
Modules :
Communications
Science
Maths
Cognitive
Organization Behaviour

Category 3 - SEG, SIT
These are the schools that programming has to be part of the module.
Modules :
Communications
Science
Maths
Cognitive
Programming

Since i am from CCC, which is also category 1, i will have classmates from CCC, SHL, SAS, STA in semester one.

In Year 1 Semester 2, CCC has its own unique modules tailored. Therefore, in Semester 2, all my classmates would be from CCC. Since the school, CCC, has only one course under it, which means, all my course mates would be in the same class as me next semester and the 2 more years after.

A question asked in FormSpring, would i stick to my current CCC clique (The friends i met in orientation who are from my course but is not in the same class for semester 1) Or would i be more open to new friends...

My answer came almost immediate, I'll be open to more new friends.

Why?

Because cliques may change, people have differences and maybe when school reopens, i can find some nice friends?

A question followed saying that CCC has a lot of bitches.

Although i have heard a lot about it, but i guess i don't have the right to judge yet.

I haven't met all of my course mates and we'll see when i reach semester 2.

Speaking of which, the other day i when i attended SC meeting, they raised the issue that people think that Republic Polytechnic is not a good polytechnic and is not recognized in the industry.

Well, lets review it.

Republic Poly is opened in 2002. The newest government polytechnic in Singapore till date.

Because it is new, RP's cut off points for about half the courses are 24,25,26. RP's grading system consist of PBL classroom style everyday, Daily grades and 3 Test to determine the Semester's grading.

Daily Grading system.
Everyday, students go to school and would be given a grade at the end of the day (A,B,C,D,F). This grade would be part of our GPA. If our lesson starts at 8.30am, we have to reach before the time and if we are even 1 minute late, our daily grade gets deducted by 0.5GPA. As one module has 15 lesson, the school will take the best 13 grades out of the 15 and calculate into our GPA. The grading system is graded based on class participation, research work, etc.

Why is this good?
This shows that RP is actually training students in a working environment. Do you think you can be late at work? I don't think so right? & Even if you are late at work, don't you get any warning or feel bad about it? What would your colleagues think about you? How would your boss think about you? This system would encourage students to plan their time management more efficiently so that they would not be late and risk a damage in their results.

Why is this not good?
As this is based on punctuality and openness, students who are shy and timid may suffer in this aspect. They may be very hardworking but quiet in class and the facilitator may "assume" that they are not active in participating in class and therefore their grade would be affected. Students who are often late would have their grades affected too if they do not change their habit. That is why RP is very strict on punctuality. However, this is an encouragement for students who are quiet to speak up if they care about their grades. Speaking up is good and it trains students because in the working world, do we want to be quiet in front of our boss and dare not to speak up about our opinions and ideas?

Therefore, there are different things different people look at in order to determine if the grading system is going to be good for them or not. Its subjective.

Team-work based
As in RP, it is team work based, everyday we will have 5 people in a group and we do the research and solve the problems together.

Why is this good?
Teamwork is one of the most important factors of having a successful project. With teamwork, it means there would be more resources coming from different points of view. Not only does it challenges our own ideas, it enables us to think further and question the other parties points if it is deemed questionable.Meeting people of different personalities and different leadership styles may be a way to prepare RP students for the working world.

Why is this not good?
While teamwork may be the thing that would produce good quality work, it may also backfire if the team members are not the people you want. In human nature, there would always be a black sheep in the herd and if the team does not work well together, the results produced will also not be the best. We will meet different type of people with different working style and personalities and if they are not the type of people that will work well with the team, it is going to be quite hard.

What is PBL. (Problem Based Learning)
Every morning in class, we will be given a real life situation to solve. We would have to research on our own with only little guidance from our facilitators and this will enhance our independency. After our solving of problems and researching, we are expected to present it with our group to the class to show our understanding of the problem.

Why is this good?
This will drastically improve our presentation skills. Why is presentation skills important? Because when we look for a job and go for an interview, would you rather you being able to present yourself and your abilities than to have no idea how to present yourself in the manner the interviewee would prefer? Besides being presentable and confident about ourselves with this type of training, we also learn how to be independent and research for ourselves rather than always relying on resources like the boss to give orders to the specialist to handle it.

Why is this not good?
As above, quieter students would be at a disadvantage for this but looking on the bright side, this will prepare them for the working world to be more confident about themselves. Would you rather they learn only when they start working or looking for a job?

UT1, UT2, UT3
Understanding Tests. For UT 1, it test us on 1/3 of the module, UT 2, it test us on 2/3 of the module. UT3 test us on everything we learnt for that module.

Why is this good?
Well, exams are good for us, no? UT3 has the highest percentile among the 3 of them.
All UTs add up to 50-60% of our total GPA (Depending on your course). Daily grades take up only 40%

Why is this not good?
Failing our UT means the possibility of getting a low gpa would be high. But its the same for all schools.

RP has already moved on from an 100% PBL system to a flexible system that consisted of practicals, PBL, outdoor learning, etc.

Why is it always a misconception as it being a lousy poly?

It depends on how you look at lousy. I am a very vocal person and i am extremely active. I do not prefer lecture styles as i know i will fall asleep and besides, so many students in a lecture hall, how much attention can i get from the lecturer? I am not an independent learner and i will not study on my own, so if i fall asleep during lectures, i will lose out. But in my case, i love being in RP because in a class of 25, if there are any questions or doubts i can ask my facilitator immediately and this ensures full attention from a mentor.

I feel that people that are not from RP that are badmouthing RP are really pathetic. They know SHIT about the school and they assume that RP is lousy because "it is". Strangely, no justification was given and when asked for a reason "Lousy loh, got why one meh" Is that a reason?

RP is extremely strong in IT and Sports, this is a claim that can be justified by quite a lot of companies. Where do i hear it from? From forums. (Not the online forums) From dialogue sessions.

There is no rotten basket, only rotten apples in the basket. Do not because you only hear from one rotten apple, assuming that all apples in the basket are rotten. If you are the type of person who makes assumptions just by hearing one rotten apple, then you yourself is almost as worthy as being a rotten apple.

I hate it when people got rejected from RP says "Nvm loh, RP so lousy anyway"Oh yeah? Why did you even apply in RP in the first place if we were so lousy, can even get rejected some more. Does that make you even lousier?! RP is a school based on merit enrollment and is seldom accepting appeals unless the qualifications are good. I understand that there are other schools that accept students based on appeals because they do not have enough students. It is not a bad thing, but why do students get so angry when they got rejected from RP. Like seriously?

Anyway back to my question. Is RP good or not?

My answer is, it depends on the individual. If you are more suitable for lecture style, then no, RP is not for you. But if you want to prepare yourself for the working world and reality, then RP is the right choice as it has all the necessary skills and rules to get your started as a responsible young adult.

Its your choice anyway.

Diana Choo, CCC

Republic Polytechnic

Turned down.

2010-09-15T20:15:00.004+08:00

I honestly thought this Wednesday would be a good one. Since SC camp is cancelled, i had to attend my SA's workshop on proposal writing. Which i did have every intention to attend. To my dismay, as we were more than half an hour late from the time stated, we were not allowed in, however, we were already at school. What can we do in school from 9.30am all the way to 3.30pm? I am giving tuition at 4+ so i might as well just stay in school until its time to leave. UT4 for communications was approved and thank god, that means no damage to my GPA.

Since we were already in school, Jamie, Myself and Sherman went to the library games room to play xbox 360 and wii. I had the pink controller and it was urberly cute and unique!!! Oh well, its school's property anyway HAHAHA.

After which we got bored and we watched movies instead. Melvin joined us but i had to leave as time is already up and i had to go over to my student's place.

Had fun teaching Beany today and it was so nice to know that your student enjoyed your lesson! Went home after soon and here i am blogging!

Exams are over, i really just hope the best for my results :(

If i had more than just 24 hours.

2010-09-14T06:27:00.000+08:00

I have too many commitments. With the appointment of being in the 8th student council, my life just got busier. Lined up by SC are just workshops, workshops and more workshops. I am not complaining, its not an everyday thing you get nominated to be in the council. Besides the responsibilities of being in SC, i have to take account that i am also a Student Ambassador as well. Maintaining a GPA of 3 or more will be my top priority academically. All the events like HR week, Open house, SC Photoshoot, InVogue company visits and recruiting of student leaders just got heavier. My tuition assignment is always interfered by all these school activities. How i hope school comes sooner so i could settle things down and so my student get the full attention she deserve? ;(

Camps and more camps this holidays. YES! has extended its invite to me to join their camp, i guess being a representative for Youth Aspirer's has its perks. I got so much to do this weekend, writing a proposal for InVogue to revise their system, preparing for the new intake of members, setting up the new committee and such. Emails here and there, my school email seem to be so much more vibrant than it already was, minus the spam mail. Holidays should be the time you have the most time to waste, but for me it is like otherwise.

Lets take a break from academics for now.

Besides all the tedious things that are going on, i should reward myself after i get my pay! I have so much on my TO-EAT-LIST and next in place is my TO-BUY-LIST. I actually cant wait for school to start soon! Imagine the excitement of having new classmates and forming new groups! Speaking of which, my CCC clique would be having Crystal jade xiao long bao steamboat buffet on the first day when school reopens! What great news after all the sad dissapointments! Which reminds me to talk about my UT 3! (So called final module exams)

Back to academics.

Maths was extremely disappointing because i sort of left half the paper blank, lets pray and hope that my UT 2 and UT 1 can pull my UT 3 up. :( Science was not so bad, but still shockingly disappointed that i wasnt able to do all the questions with confidence. Enterprise and Cognitive was quite okay, average standard as usual. However, there is one module i did not take because i was barred from the exam as i was late. I am not saying that it is not my fault that i was late. But i felt that i would not have been late if it wasn't raining so heavily on Wednesday morning. Thankfully the school has allowed students to make an appeal as they have recognized that the rain that day was indeed, extremely terrible. Lets pray for the best, shall we? :)

Within the holidays, i have done quite a number of things, working at Yami Yoghurt for a few days before deciding that i should dedicate all my time to school and my student, i have been to places like the singapore flyers, watched a couple of movies, brought Silky to the dog run, worked as a promoter (Sucks ttm) and so on. Did i forget to mention that i was gravely sick the week before my UT 3 and during? It was so terrible i had high fever on and off for a week or more. I have not full recovered yet, but at least my fever is gone and i dont feel as terrible anymore. I'm having very bad blocked ears now. My body have the tendency to block out my ears when i am sick, its very weird...since young i have this problem hahaha. But i guess it goes away after awhile. Its quite funny not being able to hear people whisper or talk softly. Sometimes i have the thought that im actually deaf. :( Hope i get better soon.

I havnt seen either of my bestfriends for so long. Sometimes it is such a pity living so far away from your own bestfriends. Well, what can i say? Just hope that they understand your situation. Bestfriends are when they feel the same about you even when you both dont talk for a long time, and when you meet, everything just continues where it was last left. We should meet soon! :(

Oh by the bye, do i really have the tendency of not replying smses? :(

Alot of my friends have already complained to me about this issue.

What do you think?

Ohhhh!! And should i create a formspring account? It looks really fun but i am still considering!

Taking a break.

2010-08-30T07:36:00.002+08:00

Will be back when school resumes.

Meanwhile, good luck to everyone for exams :)

When you dont know what to do,

2010-08-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

You do what you believe in and fuck the rest.

It started off from Verona.

2010-08-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

As lazy as i seem, i have left this page unwritten for more than a week, maybe more. Unlikely a soul will stumble upon this diary on purpose anyway. Its been quite a decade since i last believed in paper cranes and plastic flowers which never seemed to finish up where it started. Like a book that loses its bookmark, losing track. Youth Olympic Games has been ongoing, friends has been raving about it on twitter and facebook and the updates are so defined it feels like i'm there myself at the scene of events. Keep that coming, i like it.

Holidays are here and I've been procrastinating too much, Pushing the interview offered by Frolick and asking to start work in Yami a week later. Udders called, but somehow or rather, i decided not to go with that job. I don't know the reason, i just have this gut feeling somewhere that i shouldn't. Perhaps it was a mistake, but its fine.

I hate that this certain time of the month, when my outbreaks will start coming back and i get annoyed at every single thing possible and the thought of murdering grows stronger, creepy as it sounds. My hair because its like cotton candy and a touch makes me want to kill myself even more. I brought everything upon myself, and i hate myself.

Wow thats more than a teardrop of hatred in a breath.

Writing has always been my passion, my dream. Speaking was no lesser.

And it grew so much when i realized i was from Verona.

Truely.

2010-08-15T13:33:00.000+08:00

Relationships last long not because they’re
destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people
made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile,
other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail
because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other
free.

Last of last.

2010-08-13T00:46:00.003+08:00

Im working at yami yogurt this coming week!

Alright, Enough with the spam, lets talk about today. I have finally uploaded the pictures into Jason's facebook account because both my albums for my class is officially full. I did not attend lesson the whole day today and i only met my classmates after school for the "last day of school celebration" Farren, Aishah, Peikiat, Nicole, Jason, Favian, Kaiqi, Liyana, Ben, Myself and Sherman went. Don't be surprised if you see Sherman with us because he's like a part of my class since the day school started hahaha! Like a missing classmate that doesn't attend lesson with us but is with us most of the time. Confusing? Yeah maybe! Decided to go to pizzahut for dinner but it was so packed we decided to have pastamania instead. Farren left and the rest of us hanged out until 10pm++ by going to sky park at orchardcentral, some ice cream shop at 313. :) Talked about Jobs and then we all went back home.

There is a lot of stuff going on on facebook, the goodbye messages from classmates and the emotional good bye status by all of RP students. Its sad, but we still have to go our own ways, pursuing the reason why we came to this school. I'll miss the times we gossip about certain people in class, make fun of a classmate's habit while presenting and most importantly, the bond we share. :) Will not go any further because our journeys do not end here. We will still see each other in school and not like we're dead or anything :) So yeah! Good luck classmates of E37L Y1S1 2010. :)

I have always believed in you,
but what disappoints me the most,
is that you don't believe in you.

Rp huat ah!

2010-08-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

Do you know all the news about YOG on yahoo is covered by RP's communication students?

There you go, :P , Look how much RP has grown.

Coverage of Singapore’s inaugural Youth Olympic Games is brought to you by students from Republic Polytechnic’s Diploma in Communication and Information Design (DCID), in conjunction with Yahoo! South-east Asia.

I just have to blog!

2010-08-10T18:45:00.003+08:00

Science was awesome :)

Although Faci was being a douche bag to me most of the time ._.

& Half the class partial-ed! First time for E37L! :) Lmaooo

I couldnt partial because i needed the grade as i havnt finished my 13 grades.

Sucks ttm.

When i wanted to contribute to the PDT, he say its not my turn yet. wtfzxxzxzx.

THEN AFTER THAT FORGET ABOUT ME!!!

And when i had a phone call during meeting 3, 1st reaction is pick up the phone.

He say i am not allowed to take calls in class.

I asked if i could excuse myself out of class to continue the call,

but he said NO. LMAO. In the face. :s

Anyway, its Jason that called, wanna boast about him partial-ing lol.

Waited for S to finish class, apparantly his class is having some gathering.

Ate Yong Tau Hoo and went back home..

Oh yeah! before i forget, i bought this sweet at the cheapo shop under my block!!!

And yes its only 2bucks. SCREAM OUT LOUD NAOOO!

(Warao i realize i was on facebook at that very moment and marcus's news feed happened to be there rofl (Y)

Check it out! Filled with mixed NERDS!!!

JEALOUS ANOT HAHAHA :)

Maybe you like me without me.

2010-08-09T00:49:00.003+08:00

im sorry im myself.

im sorry i cant be that plastic korean girl with fake hair colour.

im sorry i cant be as cute as she tried to be.

im sorry if my nose is real.

im sorry i dont speak korean and i can only speak cantonese.

im sorry if i cannot forget that you like all those so much.

im sorry im not the one you ever wanted but thought i were.

Too little too soon.

2010-08-06T23:30:00.001+08:00

Last day of Enterprise with Mr Gilbert Wong.

E37L.

As you can see, this is the full family photo of my class, including my class mentor.

It has been a good half a year and honestly, i am so used to being around them, the thought of leaving them for another class is quite unbearable. However, life goes on. I have to compliment this mentor. He is hilarious and a talented joker, knowledgeable yet immature at times. But his teaching, is top notch, and i respect him for that.

Our theme today, is white. (Well, most of us did wear white)

We ordered 8 pizzas today. Accumulating up to $130.

Damn awesome hahaha, eat until full die.

Breakfast was hilarious. But i shall not reveal details. :)

I miss Enterprise.

I do.

And im going to miss my classmates.

4 more classes with them, and thats it.

Oh well. :)

Dream house like home.

2010-08-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

Oh Am Gee!

I want a room like that in the future.

Since i couldnt have it like that now.

But its good to dream big, no? :)

Went for an interview at Udders after school at BukitBatok.

Watched Inception at Tiong Bahru after so. It was awesome!

Totally Oscar winning! :)

Home based learning is a waste of time.

Its stupid, i rather have lessons.

Shall blog properly sometime soon :)

Adios!

The way you take my hand.

2010-08-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

Here's a heavy note, to all lovers, to all pain. We get into a relationship expecting to be loved, to be cared for, and to be the person's most important piece of art which can never have a duplicate. We compromise, we adapt, we listen what the other one wants. We open our hearts, our souls and our mind for that one person. To let that special someone come in even though knowing that this person, has the ability to rip your heart inside out and yet still opening up to whoever. Why are we not contented alone, when no one else has the power to tear our heart to pieces and leave us bleeding on the cold floor. Why are we not happy that we are safe from all harm and will never go through that being single? Why do we always have to look for things that hurt? Reason is simple, because our hearts are empty alone and we eventually will find someone that can fill up inside. Its all about chances. We may meet jerks that break our hearts, and you see us putting them back all back together again. However, there will be a scar left. This scar is the reason why we are afraid to let another person walk in and leave an additional one. The pain is unbearable. Thats why, dont fall in love if we not ready to handle the pain. But of course, we have exceptions. Ones that cherish each other and respect each other so well that no one gets hurt. These are rare cases.

I want rare cases.

2010-07-31T21:05:00.003+08:00

I think i should be stronger. :)

I'll do what i want.

Time for a change.

2010-07-31T17:06:00.001+08:00

It's fine, I'm fine, We will be.

I'm sorry i cant be perfect.

But i can promise i will never stop loving.

I will change to adapt to you. I will.

;

2010-07-30T11:07:00.001+08:00

Goodbye.

Toolatetoescape

Right now.

2010-07-26T07:01:00.000+08:00

Hello monday!

Now im going to show off my cheap and chio shoes.

15BUCKS ONLY OKAY SO CUTEEEE!

The sizings were pretty weird,

i had to get like 38 in the end. ._. Fail.

Wore blue on monday :)

Science was okay, not so bad, but James gave me an F anyway. ._.

Was feeling weak and uncomfortable since meeting 3. FML.

Seriously, what a time to fall ill.

Heh, Went for the CCC talk after school and cabbed home from school.

Was severely ill :(

The things you do, can pull me and him apart.

:(

2010-07-25T08:10:00.000+08:00

Weekend eatery.

2010-07-25T06:58:00.000+08:00

Had steamboat on sunday,

and i guess its the reason why i im ill lol. Heh.

Was pretty cool, i love the fact i can spam golden mushrooms and,

maybe we both sucked in cooking.

Enjoyed the day shopping with my S and i bought new shoessss!!

Will show off in next post :)'

Don't ask me why i hold my chopsticks like that.

Its a habit. ._.

D:

2010-07-24T20:52:00.005+08:00

I used to like her songs, but now i love it! :)

Not gonna fangirl or anything but she's damn awesome!

I went for lunch today around my place.

KFC AGAIN :D

Walked around,

went to play around with makeup testers.

Make a mess out of our faces and went home happily :)

I WANT TO LEARN HER EYE MAKEUP PLEASEEEEE.

& I LOVE HER HAIR, LIKE SERIOUSLYZXZXZX.

Dear god, why am i not blonde lol.

Maybe its just my imagination.

2010-07-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

Be mine.

2010-07-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

This is just, so cute.

It sucks i cant be there.

Lets start light.

2010-07-23T06:49:00.003+08:00

No matter what i do, i'll still be in love with you.

Holamuffins.

I have a love-hate relationship with cognitive.

Just love cognitive, but hate that i always have a throbbing headache after.

Went for KFC with some peeps from my class.

Went home and did the lamest cognitive RJ in my life.

Was too tired so i fell asleep :3

I really want to be there for you on saturday...

My heart is filled with you (;

2010-07-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

Love.

A word so short, so simple yet has caused so many emotions.

It comes in many forms and many ways, simply putting it, it comes with strings attached.

We cried for love, we smiled for love, we are willing to sacrifice almost anything just for love. Why does this 4 letter word cause so much impact on our lives? Love is a contradicting word. Its short yet holds a heavy message, followed by serious consequences. It goes both ways, good and bad. To know what love really is, we've been though both scenarios.

Love sweeps us off our feet, made us smile in our sleep, made our heart betray our mind, made us believe that life was so much better not being alone. Love may cause a damaged heart, a painful collection, and perhaps a million tears.

Sometimes you don't get what you want in love, but you get to enjoy the bits and pieces in loving. Some say they gave up on love, didn't believe in love. But deep down inside, all they want, is someone to prove them wrong. We were all loved and we loved. Maybe the path wasn't smooth, perhaps it was not within your expectation. But if you weigh out the importance, whats worth?

But at the end of the day, at least you loved.

Bear the pain, walk down the rainbow, happiness is just right at the end of pain.

Love.

you know its true.

Drown me with love.

2010-07-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

WANTS, WANTS, WANTS.

Letters to Juliet was GOOD.

Its hardly showing anymore :(

Because it came out 1 month ago during June!

To everyone out there, watch it before its too late!

Unless of course, you got other ways of watching it :P

Show was hilarious throughout. Teared a few times.

Overall 4/5 :)

However, the movie is kinda like saying

"Its okay if you leave your partner for the one you love"

Whats your take on this movie? :)

Watch and see for yourselves!

Im good.

2010-07-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

the fact is,

you walked away.

Merry go round.

2010-07-19T06:05:00.005+08:00

Destiny is for losers.

It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen.

- Blair Waldorf -

Okay, apologize, i only blogged 5 times, instead of 7.

(As stated on twitter!)

Ha ha.

Anyway,

Everyone is getting hurt everyday,

How do i know? Facebook :3

But honestly, i could say a million things about breaking up and moving on.

Yadah yadah yadah.

But i'm not gonna do that,

Cause you just want that person.

Regardless what happened.

Right? :) *Wink

So, hold on to the one you love.

But now.

2010-07-18T00:26:00.005+08:00

Look at us now.

Today, i'm going to stand right by your side, as just your friend, your trust and your shoulder. Your mind flicker like street lights, hardly showing the way to homeless souls, lost hearts. Your locks swept by the side, slowly reaching out to me, yet retreating when i lay my finger on your chest, where your heart resides deep within. Stay. For i need a ear like how you have mine, for i need the trust i can never find, for the shoulder that i may need to rely. You tried to prove a point, but really, is that even what you desire, what you can show? Its hard to see you go, see you wander off like butterflies, but i'll keep mum, i'll blend in agony, just as long as you're happy.

Stay happy.

Baby we're stuck with each other.

2010-07-17T23:44:00.003+08:00

A little bit of regret, but we only live once.

Orchard today with S.

Yes, check out my ugly hair :S

Have to get his formal wear and i picked the two colours for him :)

Isn't he lucky he has me? :)

Hope he sincerely likes it, though.

Had dinner at 313 Somerset basement.

A little bit of everything, I'm a happy girl :)

Didn't do much, went home thereafter.

Saturday nights are quiet. Hahahaha.

Aspirations and Dreams.

2010-07-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

When we were little, our teacher asked us what we wanted to be.

"Doctor, Scientist, Nurse, Teacher, Lawyer, Police"

We all answered.

Now life has gone so far, our dreams changed time and time again.

Some of them have found their true self, yet some are still searching.

For the people who finally knew what to choose from in life,

How many times have others tried to drill into your head what you should be?

How many times they tell you which was better paying and which was not?

How many times your heart took their advice, which was actually their own dreams?

And how many times have you truly listened to what you really wanted.

Ironically, yet, how many really got what they wanted?

Every year is going to get tougher by the steps we take.

Every breathe will be taken deeper each day.

Soon you'll see yourself panting with exhaustion,

Soon you'll see yourself escaping the pain of sweat.

Enough of senseless talk.

I already knew what i wanted.

No one is going to change it.

Im going into write and speech.

School on Friday was good,

the most relaxing lesson of enterprise module.

We did our resume and ta-dah, we're done with the day.

I went to perm my hair after school because i was not in the right mind.

It was hideous. Sigh. Now i deeply regret and i hope i could ctrl-z.

S says it was okay, but seriously??? No it is not.

And we both know it.

Da bomb.

2010-07-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

Want.

Go fuck yourself.

2010-07-13T12:49:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THIS CUTE CHAP! :)

Its faithfully my starting pokemon since forever! :)

Yes, i hate Charmander because it is overrated! Boo (N)

My class is mad crazy about pokemon!! :) Everyone is playing it hahaah!

I want a togepi in game! Pretty please? :)))

Tskkk, MATHS UT WAS OMFGZ unexpectedly weirdly simple...

Strange, not much formulas used... Just common sense and such.

I PRAY TO GET AT LEAST A B PLEASE?? :)

(Y)

Lets make an impact.

2010-07-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

When you're at your teens, you break all the rules, go against whats good.

Never listen to anyone or anything and try every possible option that hurts.

I never understood what i really wanted.

Never could i make myself love without doubt.

Funny how things change cause now i see a slight flame burning out.

My birthday was good. Perhaps a little unexpected.

Made me see what is what i really need and what not.

I see alot of things i love around me.

My 2 little dwarfs that never fail to annoy the shit outta me,

and of course make me love them so much, Edwiana and Denise,

The people around me i care so much about.

I shouldn't change or isolate myself from the people that care.

I need to resume my life i left once school started.

I need to get back what i deserved.

Hey suckers,

DIANA is back.

Birthday Celebrations!

2010-07-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

I AM FINALLY 19.

(Sucks, to the max)

But oh well, i cannot fight time!

So im at the last year of my teenage life, moving on exactly 1 year from now!

I didnt really intend to celebrate or anything this year,

Due to many things, mainly just dont have the mood to?

However, BFFs and I did meet up to have a small catch up session!

Walked around the FLB's Flea and Edwiana got herself a necklace heh.

The flea was so packed and disorganized...There was hardly any space to walk.

Left quickly as it was too hot and stuffy inside with so many people.

Anyway saw quite a couple of people at the flea! Good good! ;)

Had dinner at Hard Rock Cafe @ Orchard.

The food there, so so only la hahahaha, but it wasnt so bad.

The environment looks cosy and we recieved balloons! :)

When the cake was brought out,

The Crew made me stand on the chair while the rest sing a birthday song for me.

Haha funny max. (Y)

Thanks Denise and Edwiana for DESIGNING the BEAUTIFUL cake :P HAHHAHAHA!!!

Continued Nuaing at town until 9,

Then we decided to head over to Denise workplace to get some stuff.

Saw Samuel there, hahahahha, coincidence or what? Keep seeing him around sia!

Went to meet Denise sister outside Le noir and started drinking like mad inside :s

Lolllllll. Feels so weird drinking after soooooooo long HAHAHAHA!! :*(

Keep drinking like non stop that type HAHAHAHA.

10 minutes before the clock strike 12,

someone appeared LOL D:

SHERMAN APPEARED HAHAHAHA OMG WTF.

I was like shocked to the max HAHAHAHAA.

SO THIS IS WHAT THE 2 SQUIRRELS ARE PLANNING AH?!

HAHAHAHAHA BASKETTTTTTTTTTTT.

I feel so scammed :(

So yes, then the birthday song played and they presented me with another cake!

So nice right hahahaha!!!

Then we all had fun until like 3am in the morning before going to Attica.

They were playing the WC on the screen. OMG YAY GERMANY WON!! :D

Saw Chun Yang in the club working i think. Lol. Anyway we didnt hang out there so we all went our seperate ways.

DENISE WAS FUCKING DRUNK HAHAHAHAHA. noob LOL!!!

Hahaha bet denise is pouting when she see this heh.

Okay that how i spent my saturday night/sunday's wee hours!

I still have a long day of Sunday to go! :)

Bahahah

SUCKS TO BE OLD

Letters - Day 8.

2010-07-08T18:11:00.003+08:00

Day 8 - Letters to July.

Dear July,

I HATE YOU TO THE MAX.

Amen,
Diana.

Psy yai yai.

2010-07-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

I guess i haven't really blogged about my BORING school life for quite some time now...

Communications module today.

Nothing interesting happened.

Enterprise UT was okay.

Quite difficult compared to the first UT.

Took a bus to bugis from school after UT.

Woah took like 1hour to reach leh :( Shag.

Slept on the bus so many times. Tsk tsk.

Met my cousin and her wedding sisters at mos burger.

Tried on the dress and discussed certain issues.

Went home and watched abit of pokemon :)

I loveeeeeee Togepi.

Confusing.

2010-07-06T21:05:00.003+08:00

The irony of human emotions,
to expect and given yet doubt.
All's too well in a battlefield.
Are soldiers not to war?

I'm having bad bad outbreaks :(

Sigh, i seriously do not look forward to my 19th.

2010-07-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

I need to stop falling for pain.

Disgust

2010-07-01T20:19:00.003+08:00

Yeah, go ahead, call me names.

Now i know how you see me...

Thanks.

You're my heart's tragedy!

2010-06-30T13:15:00.003+08:00

I finally went to find Liang Jie in his class!! To pass him cereals ^_^

Im awesome right Liang Jie? :D Love me max!

Communications today. So Shag.

Need. To. Sleep.

Shake it up.

2010-06-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

Feeling so miserably sick.

Everyone around me is sick and its hard not to fall sick :s

Maths wasn't so bad after-all after a switch of team.

I feel more productive with the right type of team mate :) Heh.

I may just stop getting Cs for mathzxzxzxx! Hooray!

Was a long day today and i was really tired :( So i went home straight after school.

Was intending to do RJ and stuff when i reached home...

but, i fall asleep, in front of the laptop HAHAHAHA. Fail :S

Ewwwie. I need to buck up for my grades. No more Bs and Cs please !!

PS : I updated the 30 letters! :) Scroll down for the dued ones! :P

Wants to watch letters to Juliet

Part of you will stay.

2010-06-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

If leaving me would set you free, then walk away from me.

Letters - Day 7

2010-06-29T01:52:00.001+08:00

Day 7 - Letters to Juliet

Afar we see.

Dearest Juliet,

Your mind's like a chest of dices, yet heart wheelbound to water. Pistachios do not lay upon thou's feet, yet is kicked away by thee. Race for it, sweat like no man can only if thy worthy of sorrows. The game is given up on, yet not, foully ended, perhaps hung. Your call it awaits. Enough said.

R, perhaps, perhaps not.

Lionheart.

2010-06-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

Monday greens! :(

Had big breakfast this morning before class started. Damn full okay!

Science was pretty much a breeze except for the part where we have to do maths calculations!

Was distracted throughout the whole meeting 3 while everyone was doing presentation.

Its boring because everyone's presentation is all the same. ._.

And we have to go through the same presentation 5 times including ours + 6P.

SIGH!

Anyway, headed to boon lay after school to "explore"

I have never been to boon lay before in my life LOL.

So yeah, it pretty much looks like parkway parade, except bigger.

Had Fish & Co for dinner. Damn filling! :) Contended contended! Hehe.

Walked around and explored the shopping mall.

I used to think boon lay is some kinda isolated place but i was wrong!

Oh well hahahahaha!

Bought some iron ons for my bag! Awesome max can!!!!

I am super happy! :) Will show off tomorrow!

Need to start on my RJ!

Don't you feel how i feel too?

Oh.

2010-06-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

If only you were serious about me.

Letters - Day 6

2010-06-27T01:34:00.001+08:00

Day 6 - Letter to my classmate(s)

Imperfect bonds.

Dearest E37L Y1S1,

Do you like how our class is sorted now? I dont. How equality was never really about the class but just the little cliques on your own. Perhaps some of you read my blog, but here, i shall reveal the flaws. There there, rage later, for democracy rights stay in every human being. How contradicting it is to see different people forming cliques when it was the least expected outcome. How is it a bonded class if people are being left out and your small little conversations seep through each other. Dont misunderstand my intentions. I do not wish to be involved in the little politic world the class is facing, neither be in the clique of pretense. I distant the class for a reason. No one is perfect. Of course, i don't expect everyone to be okay with me as a classmate. I know myself i am straight forward and perhaps a little offending when choosing words. But critics are to be taken to improve on yourself and not personally. If you are the type that takes critics personally, no words can explain how i dont give a damn. But yeah. I love the jokes the class come up with, the nonsense some of you can come up with. We got 6 more weeks together. Perhaps a little too short to explore everyone's good qualities, but nevertheless more than enough.

Diana.

Thy Pain.

2010-06-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

My love is as a fever, longing still

For that which longer nurseth the disease,

Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,

Th' uncertain sickly appetite to please.

My reason, the physician to my love,

Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,

Hath left me, and I desperate now approve

Desire is death, which physic did except.

Past cure I am, now reason is past care,

And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;

My thoughts and my discourse as mad men's are,

At random from the truth vainly expressed.

For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright,

Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.

- Sonnet 147

Letters - Day 5

2010-06-26T01:29:00.001+08:00

Day 5 - Letter to my dog.

They have feelings too.

Dear Silky Choo Siu Zi,

Why are you so irresistible? Your eyes sparkle just like stars when you look at me. So lucky i found you :) I want you to be at my wedding, perhaps and hopefully 7 years from now when i hit my ideal age i want to get married at. I really hope you cut down on eating though, you seem to eat non stop 24/7. So scary :( Later if you become a fat dog no one would want to make babies with you anymore. D: Whatever, i love you x)

Your damn awesome owner,
DIANA CHOO PEI QI

Letters - Day 4.

2010-06-25T22:20:00.004+08:00

Day 4 - Letter to my heart.

Running out of time.

Dearest heart,

What have you been thinking these days? What isit exactly you want? I am disappointed in you. Somehow i wish someday you become as cold as ice, so the pain wont set in no matter how big the impact was. How pretending to be okay is such a sore, how my emotions don't sync with you. I hate the feeling when you ache but all i can do is smile. Just because you don't want to lose someone that means so much to you, doesn't mean you can just take up all the pain alone, and not complain. What should i do, when you tell me something different from the mind?

Upset,
D.